Christine Elizabeth Leigh Sidhion
I Made a Deal With the Devil, My Life For His Sword...
She was tired. The kind of tired that ate away at you until all you once had, the smiles, the laughter, until of that was tired too. She slumped into the counter as she stifled a sob. Had he really just said that to her? Her eyes lifted, that soft jade green glittering as she shook her head, her entire form vibrating with emotions, humming with life as she stared. Keep your promise, or stay long enough to explain to your daughter why you must leave her again. I'm tired of being the bad guy. I'm tired of being the one trying to explain to that child why her father is gone. Why the gods can't just leave our family alone. Why I can't just have my damned husband at home where he belongs.
Her hands finally reached out, captured, drew him close to her as a broken sob slipped through. It was always like this, and sometimes, Christine wished for the war. The battles had distracted her, and time moved faster when all you had were seconds to live, to breathe your last breath. But when there wasn't war, when there wasn't a battle to be fought, it was like this. Her anger pent up, unable to be unleashed until he was home, until he was there, and by the gods how much time had been wasted on this same argument? Her hands bunched in his shirt as she pulled him into her, sobbing softly, silently, a fluid mess of sadness. I need you here. We need you here. Why don't they see that, why can't they just...I need you, Coen..
...I Walked Away With Both.