Location: Asper ~ Bar/ Pits / Ensemble ~ Kimono Dress
Onyx allowed her eye's to follow him as he said his piece and got up to leave the deck. She nodded her head to him. She wouldn't say another word to him. She was thinking her responses though.
"I would argue I'm not husband material, or father material for that matter. I manage I suppose."
"Well...there's one more thing we have in common."
"Just remember..people like you and me terrify humans. Down to the core. Just like any animal though, if you push them far enough they will maul you..."
"They have. They did. But they will not continue to do so. I have drawn my line in the sand box. I will ruin them all if they ******** with me again."
"I have to make myself scarce now. There are things I must take care of, as you already know. I'm sure we will meet again."
"...To Russia with Love" she would say just loud enough for him to hear as he was leaving.
Onyx would turn back around to face the open waters thinking deeply as she often did. Oh she had sooo much to contemplate. In her room at the current moment lay someone that confused the living hell out of her. A vampire no less. One that she couldn't tell or decide for the time being as to whether she wanted to strangle or kiss. She thought maybe she was sick, ya know like...in the head, because she had developed a slight soft spot for him. Who could ever love a beast? In her head she saw...many interesting scenario's and all of them involved violence to be sure. Right now she wanted nothing more but to see Anita again. She who reminded her of her roots, who she was and why. She who looked almost exactly like her at that age save for those ruby red eye's of hers. It probably wasn't the best time for that though. Onyx sighed. Vincent, that rat b*****d had wanted his way out. He nearly succeeded too. He had grown far stronger than anyone even knew and it was terrifying to think that Metal didn't know about him. She remembered having hugged Metal, so happy to have him over Vincent, while her arms were wrapped around Metal...Vincent spoke. That freaked her right the hell out. A cold chill ran down her spine and she shivered.
Her thoughts strayed to the event of realization, her own discoveries and how she understood what the Phoenix's message had been. It took everything, even to the most wise, to believe in the good in man. There was so much that she didn't understand yet and a lot of it would have been taught to her by her grandfather had she not ******** up. However, what is done is done and she no longer had that luxury. She needed to learn the hard way. Onyx recalled the few things she read in that book she found...some of it still confused the hell out of her but other things, she understood more clearly. All Onyx knew right now at this moment was that she had a decision to make. Justice, revenge, Vindication were all different things and oni knew that she didn't want to harm people. Deep inside she would love nothing more than to be at as much peace as possible. At heart she would love to be able to just be herself, be real with someone. It would seem that, that was a figment of her imagination. She knew that she refused to harm innocent people and that those she did kill, be they bad guys, was still a life. Life should never be disrespected. Onyx wanted a new way of dealing death to those that had it coming to them.
Some might ask: Who are you to decide? How do you make that decision?
If you are someone that destroys a life for no reason at all, simply because you can or because it's "fun", If your existence is so mundane and pointless that it is all you have to do...then no one will miss you and you can just die! If you get a hard on by murdering children or other innocent men and women...then you need to die. If you dream about countless ways to make others suffer for no real good reason at all, if you daydream in the color red...you need to die. To Onyx this was straight forward and simple. If you did these things but didn't truly want to kill anyone then it meant your sick in the head and need to be committed. Or...you can just die. (lol)
She forced all of that from her mind for one moment and asked herself: What do you stand for?
She face palmed.
"Holy s**t...I'm sailor moon" she mumbled.