He's not sure why he's here, as the wind bites at his face, whipping past him and blurring the world surrounding him into nothing more than a smear of colours. He's probably not even welcome. And Cloud grips at the handle bars of his motorcycle, knuckles white beneath black gloves. The thrum of the engine beneath him is a wordless comfort, lending encouragment, and so he continues on, his eyes squinting behind tinted lenses that keep the chill wind from cutting his eyes to shreds.
Soon, the great crystal expanse, so out of place amidst the darker hues of forest green -a plethora of emerald and bark -brown and dirt and rock -rises up, stark in the distance. It glints effortlessly in the pale light from the sky, the massive walls gilded, the steady pulse of lifestream emenating through the enitrety of it, beating like a heart within the walls.
Cloud can taste something like regret in the back of his mouth, his hands tightening further still, until they begin to ache. He peels off the main trail, kicking up dirt and gravel as he directs his vehicle to the side when he's within walking distance of the crystal abode. Catches a glint of the water, spread out like a massive portal, a smooth expanse of darkerness. Melted glass. The lake.
He parks beneath an old tree, thick trunk and extending branches that reach out, stretching arms that bare no weight but the thickness of leaves in the spring and summer. He slides off with ease, the hiss of the automatic kickstand, mechanics and steam, rising lazily through the air. It is still cool outside, but Cloud removes his gloves, shoving them into a back pocket of his jeans, and adjusts the length of his form-fitting, evergreen jacket.
It's the part of walking up that is the hardest -anticipation building in great swells that rise up and put pressure on his chest. Cloud wonders, as the distance shortens, and suddenly he's standing before the looming front doors, making him feel so insignifcantly small, if Kujaku is even here...In all the pristine of it, Cloud doesn't know if the Emerald Alcazar is capable of falling into neglect and decay.
His hand hesitates for just an instant, splayed against the door, before Cloud finally opens up with an exhalation of his breath, warm and seeping, spreading through the cool air that eagerly sucks the heat away.
He is greeted by an open expanse of empty silence, spare the creak of the massive door on hinges that haven't been touched in who knows how long. He looks at his shadow, stretching across the floor infront of him, darkening the pristine floor. He wonders at that, but then he turns, lambent makou-tainted eyes searching for movement in the dim expanse.
Empty.
The word resounds through Cloud's head, and he tips it, making a face of discomfit, his brows knitting gently as he tries to remember why he came here in the first place.