"Atheist? Nay, Roan. On a side note, just call me Zan. Anyways, as I was saying, that's not...quite an option with myself. I am a cleric from the day I was born and if anyone knows that there is something higher out there, it would be me." he said as he finished off the bowl of fruit and motioned to the bartender that he wanted more. Wincing slightly as he placed his left hand against his chest, moving the black tie out of the way as he felt a slight murmur in his heart. As the scales that covered his entire body began to pulsate, the hundreds of tiny symbols, a single to a scale, each took on a soft silvery glow that radiated in the ultraviolet spectrum. What Roan would feel would be a strange warmth coming of of the man, along with the smell of fresh picked tiger lilies drifting off of his skin. Catching his breath, the Count continued as if nothing happened, running his subtle fingers through his shoulder length silvery air. "The gods may be there but they are as childish and petty as anyone alive today. Does that make them Non-Gods and only a higher evolved species when there is not a one that is truly omnipresent nor omnipotent??? Perhaps it does. It is a question that I've pondered for almost a thousand sidereal years. Every God came from something else and yet, I've never found the end of the string. I have never found the Primordial Creator... somethings I don't know if he actually exists."
Shrugging slightly as he pulled a cigarette pack from his coat pocket along with a very old zippo lighter. removing one of the handrolled cigarettes, he slowly lit it and blew a ring into the air before offering the pack and lighter to Roan, sliding it over to between the two of them. Tapping the ashes into a nearby empty ashtray, he slammed back the last bit of the shot of rum and poured himself another shot. Staring into the alcohol as he swirled it around clockwise in his right hand, "I have killed numerous Gods looking for one that can not die. One that can survive anything because someone believes he or she can. Perhaps...perhaps your right though. Atheism. It has it's perks, I would guess."
His left eye twitching slightly as the pain finally faded away, the Cleric shook off his rambling and went back to what they were talking about before he went on his rant "Luck. I would have to agree with you, Roan. I have seen some of the most improbable things happen like it was nothing to the universe. But you speak of Bad Luck??? If I am not being too bold, what might you mean by that?"