She laughed softly, shaking her head some. She leaned back on her hands, looking at him for a moment, before biting her lip, her eyes straying up toward the ceiling. "This scar.... Well obviously its from a knife, duh. On my neck.. at an angle... b*****d really worried me with that one...." She stared at nothing for a moment, before looking at him again. "Stories should start from the beginning."
She leaned forward now, a 'lets-get-serious' look on her face. "I went MIA for... years. Went alot of places, did alot of things.. most of them Im not proud of..... some I'll take credit for. This one I'll take credit for." And she started. Started telling the story of the territory war and how she'd gotten mixed up in it.
"I was traveling through a.... wasteland, basically. Hills, dust... tumbleweeds. All that fantastic jazz that makes a wolf skippy and wishing for a den and tall tall trees to shade it. Minding my own beezwax. I knew I was on coyote territory, their stink was everywhere. So I didnt touch the rabbits... not that they would have made a meal anyway. I left the buzzards be. Took some water when I could get it, but thats just survival." Her eyes drifted as she spoke, memory flitting off to the desert, the smell, the hunger in her gut.
"I was probably hungrier than I should have let myself get... enough to let a skinny a** hare distract me. I was ambushed. At first I thought it was the coyotes, but they were all humanoid, with guns and chains and cages." She shivered at the memory, her skin crawling. "I was wolf, so I was faster... but they had been hunting coyotes for seasons. They ran me into a pit trap. Luckily one without stakes. Left me there for...." She tapped her fingers, pausing when she reached her pinky. "Four... or more days. Things got blurry at that point."
She had dug that pit two feet deeper on one side, just for something to do. When she started trying to tunnel out they pelted rocks at her, set a guard. She'd paced and snarled, tried to leap out. She'd turned the tunnel into extra dirt, trying to raise the other side high enough for her to scale the side of the pit. They'd clubbed her unconscious and moved all the dirt back into the deeper side. She had hamstrung one and broken an others arm before she blacked out.
"I started wondering why they didnt kill me. Was tempted to ask.... but the prospect of being butt a** naked, stuck in a hole, surrounded by 30 odd scruffy, dog hating men wasnt too appealing." She'd stuck with the wolf as long as she was able. She was less vulnerable as a wolf, which was saying something. She wasnt that vulnerable as a woman.
"One morning.... or dusk... the sun was on the horizon, one of them came up to the hole and spoke to me. Some s**t about he knew I was a Changer... and if I Changed and helped them, they'd let me go. Bullshit. I didnt do anything... but they didnt feed me... and I wasnt about to let myself rot in that bloody hole. So the next time they came to check on my digging, I was woman. They knocked me out... tied me up, drug me out of the hole. Apparently its easier giving food and water to a woman than a wolf... as if the latter doesnt need it. They 'explained' the situation. Basically told me some bullarky about the coyotes killing their life stalk and men... bullshit. Coyotes are scavengers, and these men were not villagers."
"I tried to run that night." She leaned back, lifting up the bottom of her shirt, showing the smooth plain of her stomach, and a knotted, angry circle. A bullet wound, through and through. "Knocked me off my feet.... woulda changed but the ropes on my wrists were too tight. They let it get infected, then told me they were gonna gut me if I didnt help them. I told them I didnt know what they ******** they were talking about. I didnt have a pack." She grinned softly. "They beat the hell outta me..." Her eyes refocused on him, glinting with a sick pleasure. "I castrated the leader... general... whatever the ******** he was. Apparently he likes his bitches black and blue."
Her eyebrows lifted, before she shrugged. "The next morning they drug me out to the middle of some damn field, put me up on a stake, and waited. The coyotes came. They had a barking match. Apparently they were short on females... and its damn hard to tell a wolf from a coyote." She rolled her eyes. "Bullshit."
"Anyway... they cut me down. I started wailing on whoever I could touch, started a shooting war. Guns going off every ******** where. Almost got away when a coyote decided I was more important than the humans trying to take his territory, followed me." She shook her head, "Chased me to a rock formation, I ended up with my a** to a wall and no place but down to go... He pulled a knife on me." She rolled her eyes, "I scoffed at him, then he took the low road and punched my infected bullet hole."
"When I came too... wasnt a minute later, he had my hands tied... again, and a knife to my throat." She gave a slight shrug. "Kept talkin s**t... muttering... didnt do one thing or the other... almost like he didnt know what he had meant to do after tying me up.." She scratched her nose some, "So... I kicked his legs out from under him. Knife sliced my neck as he went down... and he fell....oh... 50 feet maybe?...." She shrugged. "I used a rock to undo my binds... changed. Went back to the field... ******** had killed themselves off.... coyotes had high tailed it..." She shrugged again. "I took what I needed and got out of there..."