@Melody: contacting who? are you talking about that one girl I was talking about from high school? What the funk! I got over her when I graduated from high school, I was a stupid dumbass back then not even realizing that it was a stupid infaution... I was lucky that she always ignored me, So I wouldn't be a dumbass and end panicing for making one little mistake or missing a chance to talk with her (Hi lust, infaution, and obsession how I love to see you all again ;D ). Luckily, I learned from that same high school what love is, and what it isn't (ironically from a continuation school, not from the I.B school I was in before 12th grade. Watch the movie "The Notebook" ).
... and this is the trailer to the movie Nausicaa is in:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=erZ0_-C_Klo&feature=related
Good to know that your doing alright, Focus on school, that's more important since you have the opportunity and you know the career you want to go for? sadly my mom as well can't seem to move on and realize that she need to stop being so dam depended on my dad (He never loved you! move on!
Find someone else! He's just abusively con-trolling), everyone else and need to be able to decide for herself (Not do anything for someone else, but for herself) and do want SHE wants to do (obviously something that she REALLY has been wanting to do and has been thinking logically about. )... If you can't do what you want to do, Of course your gonna be miserable! your not doing what you want to do, your not gonna be happy, and your just gonna take it out on someone else...
I have been working on a youtube channel were I talk about what I learned on my own, past experiences and giving some sort of advice, but I'm not sure if you all would want to see it...
@eric: Holy crap! that reminded me of an alternative ending the whole class had to do for the book "like water for chocolate", I was the only one in that class that rewrote the ending with the couples having... "sessions" ;D.