The Baby Eating Charity!

Like OMG! ED Regs made a charity!

Like, boo ya! Rich snobs got $$!	53.4%	[ 245 ]
Like Hurray! I *heart* ED Regs!	46.6%	[ 214 ]
Total Votes:			[ 459 ]

[Celeblin Galadeneryn]

So, I require both MCs now.

******** Gaia.

[Calixti]

GODDAMN YOU GAIA STOP COMING OUT WITH MCs I WANT. crying

[Wrath of Ezekiel]

Ice Prince's only good pose is this snowing pose.

Anyone who's had to deal with OSAP before: ********. How is it that you can't indicate you're in a joint program now so your tuitio now increases? And hw ridiculous is it to add an extra term to a year? DSFVSF

[Recursive Paradox]

I don't find the prosthetic vags odd or creepy. Just... not useful. The breastforms barely did anything to help me, the most they did was make mirrors slightly easier to handle. Other than that they just creeped me out with the plastic on flesh sensation. Pretty much as soon as I developed enough to get kinda pointy, I stopped using them because seriously, my body (even if it currently has 14 year old girl boobs) is better to have than any prosthetic for me. I imagine the prosthetic vag would be even more useless as it isn't visible so it wouldn't even help with mirrors. It would just make things sweatier and more cramped and prolly shift, giving me dissonance attacks. Not fun.

Even the scent thing isn't really creepy. If the scent of ballsweat is a major dissonance causer (it isn't for me, mostly because I can't smell my crotch and wouldn't want to put that kind of effort into something like that) then it makes sense to get something that can cover that with something that feels like it fits better (or at least ******** covers it). For me the only scents that bothered me was the scent of my sweat (which was wrong smelling, i.e. dissonance), but that changed after a few months on estrogen. Now my scent doesn't smell wrong. Although like all sweat, it's still ******** gross. Now it's just icky and not: "omfg dissonance clawclawclawdrinkdrinkdrinkdie".

It's funny how most of my bodily issues have shifted into just regular old self esteem problems and not the "want to burn the flesh off of me cuz omfg it's all wrong and this is wrong and wtf *selfstab*" dissonance.

Funny as in, whew, it's a lot easier to deal with and funny as in, anyone who says that the bodily dissonance that we (trans folk) go through is anything like their fairly standard low self esteem or body dissatisfaction is smoking some serious cis privileged bullshit crack and needs to go amputate their own head with a s**t stained claymore so their stupid no longer stains the world.

Huh, I sound bitter. I guess I am about minimizing, downplaying assholes.

As a note: I won't get pissed if you're making comparisons to try to get what I'm going through better. It's not very effective and you won't get a good comprehension by doing that, but at least you aren't trying to minimize or downplay my dissonance like some kind of wire chewing s**t head who thinks trans folk are just delusional.

[Lilith Delost]

lily likes both MCs also... Damn you Gaia!!! crying

Poe- Thankies. heart

[Recursive Paradox]

Whew, that was really more bitter than I realized. Some background: Some people were being minimizing, downplaying assholes recently (not on Gaia) so I kinda spontaneously vented there. Oops?

[e-Claire rc1]

Oh my god! In a massive sequence of tiny events, I am now admitted to Ottawa U for the winter term!

Good bye, Alberta scream

[Lilith Delost]

Poe- i thought you were fine with your venting.. 3nodding
Blair- Congrats! heart

Also, i apparently make room for my cat in the bed in my sleep.. He will get up in the bed and go to snuggle against my chest area and so, still sleeping soundly, i'll scoot over toward the other side of the bed to give him room.. Haha... whee

Sadly, this feeling of amusement is not shared by the light sleeper who barely gets enough sleep thanks to other things i do to keep him awake such as tossing turning, and oh yeah sleep-assault (the last of which i actually feel bad about, but have no clue how to fix, one day he is going to end up with a black eye or something) not to mention the cat is nocturnal and on the later side of two years old.. So, still very playful at night. sweatdrop

[Calixti]

My gloves and hat arrived! Yaaaay! *glees and loves on Jaa*

[Lilith Delost]

Calixti

My gloves and hat arrived! Yaaaay! *glees and loves on Jaa*

inB4 Jaa asks for pics heart

[Calixti]

Lilith Delost

Calixti

My gloves and hat arrived! Yaaaay! *glees and loves on Jaa*

inB4 Jaa asks for pics heart

xD Unfortunately, my webcam isn't working right now so I can't provide pics, but they're just basic black fleece. But waaaaarm. heart heart

[Lilith Delost]

Yays! At least now you have a hat and gloves. Otherwise i'd have to be all worried about you getting sick.. heart i'm one of those worrier friends.. sweatdrop

[Calixti]

They passed a field test. heart I'll have to stick to braids for the hat to fit over my ears with my headphones but it's a small sacrifice. And the gloves are warm enough that my fingers don't go numb while I'm reading and fit well enough that I can hit the buttons of my ebook reader easily! whee

[Lilith Delost]

Yay! 4laugh

*hugs*
Also, you on Christmas avi number 496? blaugh

[Calixti]

Lilith Delost

Yay! 4laugh

*hugs*
Also, you on Christmas avi number 496? blaugh

Nope, I'm on avi number Prove to Jaa I Got My Butterfly. I'll switch back to a Christmas avi after. blaugh