Liulfr Ragnvald
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- Posted: Tue, 07 Feb 2012 23:51:08 +0000
Hello, everyone. I'm Drengr. I'm searching for some friends. I just got home from the mental hospital after a five day stay. I lost hope, felt really bad about some things and wanted to hurt myself. Actually, I felt like I wanted to die. I had a plan to kill myself. I told my therapist that, and she called the police. They came and got me and took me to the emergency room, and then a crisis intervention person had me committed to the mental hospital a few hours from here. I started to feel better. It was kind of like a vacation. I think I really enjoyed being there. I made friends, but none of us were allowed to share contact info. It's against the rules there.
So, I guess that is why I am looking for friends. I don't like to feel lonely. I don't like being by myself at any time. It makes me feel really bad. Now that I am home again, I am afraid I might have a relapse and feel that way again. I'm already considering going back there, because at least there, I felt safe, and I wasn't alone. I'm in a lot of physical pain and I'm not coping very well at all. It's making me very sad. I don't really know what to do. It would be cool if I could make some friends and have people to talk to. I don't like spending a lot of time on Gaia. It would be best if we could chat on MSN or AIM. I will put my info at the bottom of the post.
Also, I prefer females. I'm not a creeper or anything. I get along better with females than with males. I'm not sure why, but that is how I have been for a very long time. I'm 26 years old, so I prefer friends who are 18 and older, otherwise I feel uncomfortable. The closer you are to my age the better things will be. I'm pretty easy to get along with, I think. I am usually very mellow. I'm also a good listener, so you can talk to me about anything you like and I will listen to you. I will do my best to be a good friend. Thank you for reading this.
AIM: DFenrisulfur
MSN: DFenrisulfur@hotmail.com
So, I guess that is why I am looking for friends. I don't like to feel lonely. I don't like being by myself at any time. It makes me feel really bad. Now that I am home again, I am afraid I might have a relapse and feel that way again. I'm already considering going back there, because at least there, I felt safe, and I wasn't alone. I'm in a lot of physical pain and I'm not coping very well at all. It's making me very sad. I don't really know what to do. It would be cool if I could make some friends and have people to talk to. I don't like spending a lot of time on Gaia. It would be best if we could chat on MSN or AIM. I will put my info at the bottom of the post.
Also, I prefer females. I'm not a creeper or anything. I get along better with females than with males. I'm not sure why, but that is how I have been for a very long time. I'm 26 years old, so I prefer friends who are 18 and older, otherwise I feel uncomfortable. The closer you are to my age the better things will be. I'm pretty easy to get along with, I think. I am usually very mellow. I'm also a good listener, so you can talk to me about anything you like and I will listen to you. I will do my best to be a good friend. Thank you for reading this.
AIM: DFenrisulfur
MSN: DFenrisulfur@hotmail.com