Fake Silence
Parisu-Kun
Heh I see. And what makes you feel youre immature? I like drawing too but my doodles suck more than a thousand dirtdevils. I havent taken the time to read that much lately aside from mangas. Books are nice. But its hard to read within my country as books are awfully pricey.Yet my book collection is huge. mostly old ones that were handed down to me. Im an entrepreneur working on opening my own gaming store.
Well, I was told I'm too innocent and naive for my age, and I think I agree. At 17, I still want to believe that this world could be full of love and hope and pure good intentions. (this is a bad sign...) I 'm very sensitive, I pick up details most people don't notice.. Hence, I easily get hurt. Just wished I could have done some more growing up faster.
Books have been my first love, I used to read about ten books per week. (real books, real reading.)
But now that I don't have that much time to spare anymore, it slowly slipped... I feel very bad 'bout this though, the feeling of losing touch with a passion I sincerely thought would be there forever..
Books here are very expensive too, esp since I read English/Chinese, the good books have to imported. I don't have many books in my house, maybe just around ten.. That's why I'm really good friends with the libraries around my area. I have three libraries I visit all the time. smile
Gaming store? Cool, business is good?
I don't really play games, so eheh.. >< Well you do sound more mature than me already. The whole world is a place where there are no absolutes. In my opinion there is light in the darkest nights. There are places that may seem forsaken but there is always a spark of good anywhere. So you can believe that the world can be full of love and hope. Its because you think that that others will come to believe it as well. Being a person that picks up things is a good thing too. It means you pay attention and that you have empathy. Getting hurt can happen no matter how much you defend yourself. But that is no reason to be always hiding. you have to take chances every now and then. Growing up is overrated. If all grown ups where happy the world would be a better place. Instead enjoy every stage of your life. There are no do overs ^_^.
Its awesome youre passionate about reading. But you shouldnt look down on other forms of literature. A good book can come from anywhere. (If you have seen the movie Rattatouille you know what I am getting at.) I do spend most of my time playing games but that is because it is my passion and it does not make me feel any less interesting or dumber than anyone. It just takes a certain disposition to try new things to find something you enjoy. I do write a bit. But nothing really good. Still I enjoyed every word I typed.
Sorry for writing too much Nic. Still I am not trying to debate or argue. Just want you to see my point.