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Disclaimer: I do not own blue exorcist, or the characters
Warning: Will contain lemons, Limes, and swearing. Do not like, do not read!
Summary: When a new girl arrives at cram school, Bon begins to feel emotions he’s never felt before, and frankly, it’s pissing him off. When he goes to his friends for advice, Bon is forced to face the truth. He’s in love. How could he let himself fall in love? He wasn’t at school to get girls, he was here to learn. But when something happens to the new girl that brings them closer, will Bon be able to ignore his feelings for her, or will he allow his emotions to show?
___________________________ Chapter 1
From the moment I seen her walk through the door and our eyes met, it was like instant chemistry. Something inside me seemed to soften at the sight of her, like her very presence had complete changed who I was. The first eye contact we made sent a strange feeling crawling down my spine; The feeling of attachment, the desire to attend to her every need, and it made my heart being to pound hard against my rib cage. It was a feeling unlike any other I have ever felt before in my life, and frankly, it scared the s**t out of me. I knew nothing about this feeling, nor how I would be able to describe it, but everything about this girl seemed interesting, and I had this undesirable need to get to know her, befriend her... protect her.
I seen her eye's meet mine again, her bright blue eyes were soft with kindness, and for a split second, I thought i had known her forever. She pulled her eyes away from mine as quickly as they had met mine for the second time, and rested on her feet, her soft pale complexion turning a shade of pink, and I wondered if it was because of me, or because of the embarrassing comments a curtain pink-headed idiot were saying in a tone that even the monks in Kyoto could probably hear them. If only his father could hear what a pervert he had become.
"Exwires... This is Kyoko Ayume, Please make her feel welcome"
I watched her as she slowly walked down the rows of desks, choosing one that was the most secluded. Her head was bend down, as if to hide her face from us but as she walked by, i could see the pinkness of her skin darkening and i couldn't help but smile.
I turned my attention back to the front of the classroom as Okumaru began the class on Demon Pharmaceuticals, copying down the words on the black board as he wrote, transferring them onto a piece of paper for later use. I did this in every class in order to remember important things so I would know what to do on an actual mission.
"Psst.... Bon!... BON!"
Anger grew in me as I slowly looked up into the face of the male infront of me. The annoying little pervert-b*****d that was forever pissing me off, but dispute his annoying-ness and his lack of a filter, he was still a good friend to me, and I learned to put up with his annoying ways. I inhaled sharply, calming my nerves before I spoke, because I knew he was going to say something annoying or rude.
"That new chick is freakin' HOT! I mean like come on! Check out her rack!"
I felt my right eye twitch.
1....2....3....4...... calm down....
"I have no intention on starring at her chest.. To be honest, I don't really want to look at her at all.."
The look Renzo gave me made me scowl in annoyance.
"Do you not think she's hot!?"
That question made my skin feel hot. I suddenly felt embarrassed and I had the sudden urge to crawl under my desk and avoid this conversation that I did not want to get into.
I opened my mouth the speak, but quickly shut it again when I realized nothing was coming out.
"BON! THAT'S RUDE! SHE CAN HEAR YOU!"
I slowly turned and hoped she wasn't looking. I really hoped she wasn't looking at me because I really didn't want her to see my face, especially since I felt bad, and didn't want her to see my emotions, but of course, she was starring right at me, her big blue eyes locked on me. Water gathers just above her eye lids and my heart sank. I ran my hand through my hair and turned back around, leaning back against my chair and sighed. I threw my head back in defeat and looked at the celing.
Oh god... I am such a stupid idiot!
In Ryuji's Room:
I feel like such a idiot! I completely humiliated the girl in class, and Now she probably hates me! I rubbed my temples, trying to clear my mind of all the frustration the day had put on me and i thought of all the possible stress relief activities i could do, since my stress meter was almost at it's max.
I finally decided upon a trip to the hot springs, and since there was a public spring right here at school, it would be quick and easy to get to.
I pushed myself lazily off my bed and made my way to the linen closet, pulling out a towel and throwing it over my bare shoulder.
AN: Sorry it's bin a while since I posted anything ^_^; I've bin busy with everything. Well Chapter 2 is finally here! Thanks those of you who subscribed! I love you all!
Disclaimer: I still do not own any of the characters or the Anime!
After I got back from the showers, I decided I was going to stop off at the Cafeteria for a snack since there was basically nothing else to do after cram school was over and there was still half an hour left before curfew, which meant I still had some time to kill. Usually I would be studying at this time of day, but since I hadn't eaten anything all day long, I decided it would be a good idea to get some things from the cafeteria to eat before bed.
When I walked into the cafeteria I was surprised to see Renzo sitting at a table with a bunch of giggling girls, and I began to wonder how many girls liked Renzo. No girls at this school seemed to be interested in me one bit, either because I never payed attention, or because of my looks, but then again, I didn't want any girls liking me. I wouldn't want to be distracted from my work by a bunch of girls. I was here to learn, not to get caught up with anyone. Watch Renzo with this girls made me wondered which girls, if not all, Renzo had slept with and which one wanted him too. Most of them were basically throwing themselves in front of him. Might as well write "I am a desperate whore" on their foreheads since it was very obvious what they wanted. I never wanted to partake in such vulgar, sinful activities, especially at such a young age. Sex lead to babies, which led to no life, no fun, and no friends. Plus i would definitely be going straight to hell for adultery. It seemed at almost everyone in our class had participated in these 'after school activities' and the first thing that popped into my mind was that they were all going straight to hell. We were only 17 years old and unwed. I couldn't understand why these people were throwing their lives away for something so meaningless, but then again, maybe I shouldn't hate on it. 'Shouldn't knock til' ya' try it' is what Renzo had said to me countless times, but I wasn't planning on trying it for a VERY long time.
I walked over to the vending machines, unfortunately having to pass the table with the girls who giggled and talked so loud about a curtain topic that I couldn't help but become a bit embarrasses. It was uncomfortable hearing about other peoples 'experiences' in grave details, especially since I felt almost left out because I was still 'pure'. I pushed on, despite having to listen to the conversation, trying to keep my mind on one thing, and one thing only; food. I was happy when I finally got to the vending machine that I almost didn't notice HER sitting at a table almost right next to me. She was sitting alone, picking at what seemed to be a veggie-'n-dip. Seeing her pick at the vegetables, it made me crave something even more. I turned, ignoring the hard pounding of my heart in my chest. It was weird, strange even, that this one girl made me feel so nervous and yet, so good about myself.
I began to feel a bit sick, but I assumed that I was just hungry, so I scanned the selection of food. At first, nothing seemed to appeal to me, until my eyes landed on the veggie dish. Usually the idea of dipping carrots and celery in salad dressing wasn't too appetizing, but right now, it looked like the yummiest thing in there, so i popped money into the slot and waited for the door to become unlocked so I could reach in a grab it. After I had received it from the machine, I let the door slam closed and I began to search for an empty table. Of course there was a lot of open tables, but my before i could choose where to sit, but body had already seemed to choose a spot before me, because I found myself walking up the the table where SHE sat. She looked like an angel, sitting there looking absolutely perfect in her uniform and I realized that no one else looked as good in it as she did, but I didn't understand why I had noticed such an ordinary girl.
I slid into the seat next to her, setting my snack down onto the table. She turned to face me and I couldn't help but smile, Smile as large as I possibly could and hope she didn't hear the sound of my fast-beating heart, and she smiled back. She was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen in my entire life, and I could feel my heart soften at the very sight of her. This was an absolutely perfect moment, aside from the fact that I was choking on my words and couldn't get anything out. I opened up my mouth, only to snap it shut because the words didn't see to want to come out.
Finally, I managed a small 'hello', then quickly looked down at my veggies. I was definitely acting weird, I had NEVER bin a shy kid in my entire life and here I was, Ryuji, the most outgoing one in the village, acting all shy and nervous because of a girl, and I couldn't understand why. I didn't have even the slightest idea as to why I was acting this way, but I knew I didn't want to feel like this. This was so uncommon for me, and it scared me a little, but after a few minutes, the regular me came back from out of my shell and showed itself.
We chatted for awhile, learning more and more about each other with every conversation we started, and it made me feel the happiest I had ever felt for a very long time. I had found out her name was Koko, she was from Tokyo and the same age as me. She had told me she was an orphan and she had bin sent here by her foster parents in order to get rid of here. Mephisto had agreed to allow her to live and study here until she graduated. I also found myself telling her personal things about myself as well, like my life before cram school, the night of the blue fire, and even my parents Inn back in Kyoto. I told her about my grades in school, who annoyed me in class and who was my friends, and I even told her about my ambition for becoming an exorcist.
She looked at me for a second, her blank expression turning soft and that beautiful smile reappearing on her face.
"Well I think that is a wonderful ambition" she said to me, and for the first time, it felt like all someone finally understood me. I was so happy that this angel from heaven didn't laugh in my face like everyone else did, and it made me feel like the happiest person alive, but all my happiness was drained away when the curfew announcement began to play through the loud-speaker, and I was actually sad I had to go up to my room. Being with this girl made me feel extraordinarily happy and it made me loose track of time. I hadn't even eaten my snack yet, but I just decided to take it up with me and eat it in my room, and since we were both basically walking in the same direction, I offered to walk her back to the dorm. Boys weren't usually allowed in the girl's dorms and vise versa, but it was alright to walk into the hallways and also knock on their doors to beckon them out. So I didn't see any harm in walking a few extra feet with her.
We had packed up and were walking up the stairs when I felt almost lonely that I had to leave her. I had become so attached to her in the last half an hour, that I felt the need to be with her every moment of the day whenever she needed me to be there for her or with her, and I had the strong urge to protect her with every fiber of my being.
When we got to her room, I almost couldn't bring myself to say goodbye to her, even though we were going to see each other tomorrow in class. But I knew I had to say good night and make my way to my room too. She turned to me when we reached her dorm and smiled large at me. Her expression soft and gentle.
"Thank you Ryuji! I had a lot of fun"
I couldn't help but blush a bit and I had to turn my head a bit in order to hide it. She was definitely different from all the other girls I had met before, but I still didn't understand why I felt such strong feelings for her.
"I had a lot of fun too Koko, See you in class tomorrow" I said, and turned, making my way down the hallway towards my dorm. I knew she watched me leave because I didn't hear her open or close her door, and it made me feel just a tad more safer having her watch over me.
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