Within Without
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Actually when I think of how Heaven is supposed to be, I sometimes want to just die and get to it (Not in the emo sense, for crying out loud). I would much rather be with God than here. But I know there must be a reason I'm here, or else I would have died at birth.
Anyhow, my reason in wanting to live lies in the love of my life.
So the reason you want to live lies in another human and not in God's will? Then isn't your life already spent?
Nope, that's putting words in my mouth. I love living for God, praising Him, and doing whatever His will for my life is. But the world is so depressing and bad, that I would prefer to just BE with God, instead of in this messed up place with mean, cruel people.
And besides, I'm going to be a housewife, so my life will be taking care of my family.