Skittish Nature-Boy
bakacoconut69
Skittish Nature-Boy
bakacoconut69
Skittish Nature-Boy
I may have it...I do have many different sides to me which are slowly becoming one...
And this inquiring mind would like to know how long you've been aware of this and how many different personalities did you have.... and how you became aware of it, specifically.... and how it's being treated....
.......... I should stop before my head starts spinning. *psychology nut*
Um, I had too many to count. XD
I became aware when I was around nine-ish and decided to keep that way.
Then I grew and realized "this some ol' bullshi'.".
I've been in therapy for half my life and meds help.
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ORLY? But exactly HOW did you become aware of it? Did you kind of 'wake up' in an unfamiliar place or where you in therapy or something?
And what kinds of meds? Antipsychotics? If so, which one specifically?
And can you tell me what kinds of things take place in therapy?
XD Are you a Psych major?
Well one day I decided to just do some...thinking. I may have been in my most dominant personality state at the time...or maybe they sank back. I was always aware of each personality to my knowledge...I looked through my things, asked people what they meant when they said I...."wasn't myself"...So I found stories on my computer that I felt weren't written by me though I know they had to be. I guess I was just more..."fragmented".
I'm not on antipsychotics, I'm on antidepressants. XP
And in therapy
we tackled the issue...got to the root of why I had so many personalities...
Turns out that since I was an artist...since I could even hold anything and had a very active imagination. I experienced severe, severe trauma in my childhood so I would..."become" my characters, taking on their traits, favorite foods, colors, etc.
I'm not a psych major. Psychology's just a major interest of mine and I would LOVE to be a psych major once I'm able to go back to school. I either want to be a therapist or a social worker. Kind of ironic, considering I'm deathly afraid of therapists.
Usually, from what I know, people don't realize they have multiple personalities unless something MAJOR happens that they have no memory of... and/or they're seeing a therapist that points it out to them/diagnoses them. So... I'm kind of curious how your entire story plays out... I'm just not sure of any specific questions. oO;;
Actually, I've heard from several people that antidepressants can help relieve symptoms of psychosis... I haven't had the chance to test this personally, but the foundation for it seems pretty solid.
I can't be sure if being an artist and having an active imagination could possibly have anything to do with the disorder, but I wouldn't know.... I think I might need to look into that.
Though I have to admit, the "becoming" your characters does make sense. It's a coping mechanism you managed to develop, obviously. I'm guessing the characters were stronger individuals when it came to specific situations you went through?
Either way, this is mildly fascinating. .D