My first love was my last bf alan. We had met through our school's productions being done at the sears festival. We hit off really well, and from then on it was an emotional roller coaster. one night we got into a fight bc he told me that he wanted us to break up that way he wont hurt me in the future. He said it be easier this way. I convinced him to stay with me, but from then on, it was almost like he was trying to hurt me so we would break up early instead of down the road. Well one day he end up calling me, and he thought i was acting like we were only friends. so after we got off the phone, he sends me a msg on facebook telling me he wanted to break up with me. at the mment i was fine, bc at this point we hadnt seen eachother for a month, but ever since then i havent been able to stop loving him.. and i dont think i ever will cry