No matter how silly a fear may be to whoever, their powers still hold sincere damage if you let it. Accept your fear, but accept that you deserve better to live with happiness. This might sound silly, but think of it like this: “To me, [being] Fearless is not the absense of fear. It's not being completely unafraid. To me, [being] Fearless is having fears. [Being] Fearless is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, [being] Fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death.” -Taylor Swift.
Don't worry, because you still have freewill. You wouldn't have typed that if you didn't feel emotion. You wouldn't have typed what you did if you didn't have a moral compass anymore. You can still guide yourself, I have faith in you. smile