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Six, six, six, I need a fix.

Never better, I'm a little bit sick. 0.16883116883117 16.9% [ 13 ]
I hold a grudge and a burden. 0.18181818181818 18.2% [ 14 ]
I hold a tongue and an organ. 0.077922077922078 7.8% [ 6 ]
Bang, bang, bang, I hit and ran. 0.038961038961039 3.9% [ 3 ]
My inner child dead in the drain. 0.27272727272727 27.3% [ 21 ]
I hold the fire and the hunger. 0.14285714285714 14.3% [ 11 ]
I hold the name and the number: 0.051948051948052 5.2% [ 4 ]
six. six. six. 0.064935064935065 6.5% [ 5 ]
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Romantic Hunter

So this weekend... me, J, a bottle of wine, and screw drivers. He better say yes.
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Ruthless Sex Symbol

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when it rains....
it pours ...........
god damn ridiculous buckets of BS
ssssssiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh
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Obsessive Bookworm

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In Seattle.

Omfg.

PAXXXXXXX
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Ruthless Ladykiller

I can't believe how well work was today
over 350$ in less than four hours
drained but def amazing

I made enough to buy my camera I want too
I'll have all my bills covered, have sam paid for that hotel room finally, and whatevers left I can use for groceries
anddd
to get my evape so I can start using dabs instead of regular green
seems much more potent since I've gotten to try it
much happier with it too
I'll probably get both since I love to smoke anyways
but I'm anxious to get my pen too
it's going to be a ganja girls piece like my honeycomb bong I have
I ******** love their line
still sad I couldn't accept the modeling job though with them
having to live in cali to do it really sucks. especially since I was in a legal state when I was asked :c
I woke up terrified in the middle of the night last night.
All because I could've sworn that I felt someone touching my knee.

It was so weird. Lying naked in my bed, knowing that the door is locked, that the window locks.
Easing myself back into reason but still afraid to be in a position that was too vulnerable once I got back to that half-dream limbo.

Oh, and then I was sure that I had a triple A just because I could feel my heartbeat pounding beneath my sternum.
In retrospect, I probably had high blood pressure and hypersensitivity from fear.

I don't even know what that was all about.
The last time I felt that way was when I woke up out of nowhere and then heard a loud crash 5 seconds later.

Oh, and that time I heard knocking right before I fell asleep.

I'm not a superstitious person but it's really weird.

I'm sure it's just following my anxiety.
I was all worked up about N last night.

And the time I woke up in the middle of the night, I was nervous about the military.
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Explorer

    I recreated my tumblr for the sole purpose of it satisfying only myself. There I write whatever I please, mostly to release intense emotions (anger, excitement, etc). I followed no one but a few close friends, but now it feels the entire world is watching me. Strangers from different schools. Faceless strangers. Strangers who are now becoming close friends found me and followed me because my blog quality is acceptable to them.

    In the simplest sense, my home does not feel like mine anymore.

    ---

    It sounds so dumb, but I was so ******** happy to have saw him again today.
    I'll always remember the way he kept glancing at me when I met his eyes earlier this summer. When I no longer saw him there, I concluded he finally quit and moved on to better things.

    And there he was today. I met his gaze again. My heart raced. We both knew.
    He stared at me as I tried to awkwardly guide the cart out of the store. And when I finally made it out, I turned back, only to find he had turned back to see me as well, and I just.

    Oh my God.

    Ahahaha. I swear I sound ridiculous to you guys a lot.

    ---

    I told my mom about you. I told her I thought I was starting to like you, despite not being initially physically attracted to you.

    But you're an a**. You're a total a** and I ******** swear to God it's so hard to find decent guys my age because all of you are such ********.

    It's his birthday today and I didn't think of him much. Now I wish I had. I'll take him before any of you. Even the other one. Anyone. I'd rather have anyone today but you. ******** you.
My savings are going to dwindle fast.

Between next weekend, uniform and books, and then tuition payment
there's not going to be anything left.

I applied for loans today, something I told myself that I wouldn't do.
And I think I'm gunna try to find a second job for the next four months.

At this point, I really couldn't visit him even if I had the time off to do so.
Once the loans and RESP come in it won't be so bad,
but I honestly have nothing to spend until then.

...

There some kind of gravity, some kind of new era approaching.
I was ready for September, ready for the fall, and now here it is.

Back to physics, back to mild academia.
I'm actually kind of excited to get into math and chemistry

...

I have to write that essay, too.
It might tear me apart, but it would also help me out exponential amounts.
yasashi k i r a's avatar

Shadowy Autobiographer

The pain is unbearable.
I give up.
Curling up.
I just can't ask you to change.
And I can't fix this.
yasashi k i r a's avatar

Shadowy Autobiographer

I'll just let go.
i cant hold on anymore.

After today...
I will keep going.
With or without talking to you.
With or without a damn thing changed.

Because I have to.
yasashi k i r a's avatar

Shadowy Autobiographer

I can't figure out
what you want from me.
or what you think of.
but i'm done trying to understand.

And missing people does nothing.

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