Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 741 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 259 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 249 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 74 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 681 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2539 ]

[prop hunt]

"stuff in your past is like a carving on the bark of a sapling. over time, the scar, the carving, wont go away. because of the way trees grow, it won’t go up or down much either; it will just stay right where it began, it might even get darker, but it won’t get bigger. you, however, can. you can keep growing, doing more things, more branches, being more things.

the wound wont get smaller but you can make it a smaller part of who you are."

[unrecognizable twit]

like a broken record, i always return to this feeling.

there's a storm in my head.

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i'm honestly scared that this will never leave me.
i fear that it's permanently engraved in my character.
that this is who i am and who i always will be.

[Ambien Dreams]

I just want to feel alright.

[unrecognizable twit]

if i could have any man, it'd be steven wilson.
hot diggity dog is that one appealing man.
his voice, his lyrics, his side projects, his general sound and influence, his appearance, how
he presents himself.
so ******** perfect.

of course this is idealization. this is all based on presentations.
either way, i hate to admit his age is a major turn on.
being legitimately attracted to a 46 year-old to this capacity is definitely a first for me. neutral

regardless, immersing myself into steven wilson's projects.
porcupine tree, blackfield, storm corrosion. all day, possibly for the next few days.

[mewkittyy]

There always someone else to blame for your misfortunes. Always something in the way of helping yourself.

I'm realizing that the only thing in my way is me. I want to have Macaroni and Dino Nuggets by candlelight for dinner and goddamnit I will, even if I have to coax my cat to sit in the chair across from me.

Silly example. But still.
I'm doing so well. I just wish I could find some friends.

[Briethell]

Bekka is 5evar my DLS crush.

fo' real.

[Hellodies]

You're ******** cute you know that....?

Sorry for wasting your time dude...
s**t still stuck in my head.

What do you want?

[spica dvir]

I often think about running away

[Suicide Salvation]

Guys. We have this new guy in the play. Who plays Skyrim, Pokemon, PS3, and Zelda, and is going to Point next year. We decided we're going to be best friends and play video games.

[cosmosredshift7]

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Prescribed pills
To offset the shakes
To offset the pills
You know you should take
It a day at a time

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yeah there's a reason why I have this song on repeat

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[Suicide Salvation]

I am seriously so happy right now, this is amazing.
He's so nice, and has complimented me at least five times. He has a girlfriend, which I'm totally okay with, I don't want a relationship right now. I just want someone to play video games with.

[Suicide Salvation]

This is the biggest smile on my face in over a month.