Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 741 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 259 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 249 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 74 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 681 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2539 ]

[I2ose Quartz]

Jemnu

in this moment, i cannot wish you well.
your behavior towards me was unforgivable.

but i dont hate you. i wish i did, but i dont, that im certain of.

i just hope my need for your company fades.
im sure it will, as it did for plenty of others.

just takes a chunk of my life to see it happen.

[I2ose Quartz]

Jemnu

the future has never been so intimidating
or up in my face
as it is right now.

i can break so easily like this.

[CeramicSomething]

So I joined my college's burlesque troupe.
I'm both super excited and super nervous.
I have to come up with an alter ego in the next couple weeks.
I've been working on it all day.
I wanna do this really well.
If all goes well he'll come to the show in the spring so it has to be perfect.
Gosh I hope I don't embarrass myself.
I wanna look HOT.
It has to be smooth and sexy.
I think I can learn to dance like that by then.
The Pussycat Dolls are my latest inspiration.
The most challenging part about all of this?
I have to be confident.

[spicy grandpa]

at work tomorrow,
I have to make a cake for my brothers crazy ex wife
mad
wut

[Simply-ToLoveAndBeLoved]

[********.
I just want to be friends like we were before.
I don't want to appear be the clingy ex.
I know it sounds stupid but now I don't want to go to the party because he knows I know he is there.
:/ My sister has the biggest mouth ever.
I feel 13.

[The Darker Shadow]

Why companies don't acknowledge their older products exist is beyond me. Just, don't make it obvious. It shouldn't be this hard to find an instruction manual.
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She's doing her thing, and when she wants to talk we will. It's true I miss her and we all need our space. I can't say I feel bad, because there's no way I could influence what happened. I just wish it didn't.
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It's going to be interesting reading two months worth of texts (that I shouldn't have received) when I get my phone fixed.

[CeramicSomething]

Having a dance party alone in my dorm room because all my friends left for the weekend...

[Ryan Of Spades]

Mid terms are over and I'm rocking an A in pathophysiology! >w<

The professor kept boasting about how no one has ever gotten an A in her course we'll I guess she's never met me.

At the end of the day, the C's get degrees RN's are as employable as I am, but hey, mother ******** A in one of the most dreaded classes.

[Suicide Salvation]

I still surprise myself on how easily I can drop someone..

[Ryan Of Spades]

It's funny how weight lifting has more or less given me and Jorge body image issues like.

Me: "Man, even though we're the same height and weight, I'll never be as big as you.."
Jorge: "What?? I carry more weight on my chest but your arms and legs are way bigger than mine!"

And then we both lament about how small we are. emo

[CeramicSomething]

Okay so I know I'm tying to play the whole unattached, not needy girl with you.
But I haven't talked to you since Monday and I'm lonely and I would really like to hear from you.
I'm extremely super tempted to text you but I want you to text me.
I want to know I'm on your mind.
If you don't text me tonight I'll be sad but hey.
I might just let it go.

[Simply-ToLoveAndBeLoved]

Feelin' pretty stupid and I want to crawl into a ball of nothingness.
Sharing a room with another being right now- my sister- isn't helping. ********.

Now that I have myself upset I want to be alone while I throw a petty tantrum.

[per_sempre_tua]

I seriously hate the phrase;

"Wow, how are you still single? "

Yeah ******** you. I don't take that as a compliment at all.

[Ryan Of Spades]

sweatdrop

[Shaizard]

After work I went to Walmart to pick up some tea and some guy grabs me by the arm, then he started to 'flirt' and it made me sick cause A., he still had a deathgrip on my arm which was ******** ANNOYING. B., he kept trying to touch my face :/

/gag/