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Six, six, six, I need a fix.

Never better, I'm a little bit sick. 0.2 20.0% [ 37 ]
I hold a grudge and a burden. 0.15675675675676 15.7% [ 29 ]
I hold a tongue and an organ. 0.054054054054054 5.4% [ 10 ]
Bang, bang, bang, I hit and ran. 0.059459459459459 5.9% [ 11 ]
My inner child dead in the drain. 0.2 20.0% [ 37 ]
I hold the fire and the hunger. 0.11891891891892 11.9% [ 22 ]
I hold the name and the number: 0.048648648648649 4.9% [ 9 ]
six. six. six. 0.16216216216216 16.2% [ 30 ]
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xdearly's avatar

Timid Sailor

Hahahaaaaa I think I lost my phone charger.
Great.
evening morningstar's avatar

Super Gawker

My mom thinks she's so good at guilt tripping. Nope. I'm not gonna fall for that crap. She refuses to get in a REGULAR line at WalMart for God only knows why. So now I stand here and get dirty looks from people who just want a few things from self-checkout when my mom has a whole ******** cart.
WHYDOIEVENCOME.
Prince Lazy's avatar

Timid Poster

It's not like I'm thinking about you or anything.


I'm not giving you the cold shoulder.
...
But, well. If that's how you interpret it, I'm really not in the mood.
For just, well. Any of this.
I'd rather crawl into bed than disappear for the rest of the evening.
I don't want to hear how I'm taking anything out on you when I'm not.
I stopped replying because I didn't feel like replying.
How about that? I didn't reply because I had nothing to tell you.
Maybe you just need to distance yourself at the moment.
To say the least.
Like you did last time, for yourself.


Fine, maybe I was thinking about you just a little against my will.
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King Noob

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-exhasperated horse noise- Glad my life's coming together.
I needn't run into more hiccoughs; I'm behind my own schedule for every blessed thing.
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King Noob

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It's stupid how much I miss you.
The friend you, not the acts-like-I'm-dead you.
Prince Lazy's avatar

Timid Poster

It's not like I'm thinking about you or anything.


"You've been disguising your low self-esteem as gentleness;
Now it's time to peel down all those superficial facades."


Fine, maybe I was thinking about you just a little against my will.
Prince Lazy's avatar

Timid Poster

It's not like I'm thinking about you or anything.


He logged off.
Well.
...
That wasn't my intention at all.
But, that's fine.
It's not like I was talking to him.
And it's not like he was going to put up with my s**t.
So it works out, I guess.
I would probably go and retreat to my bed, feel bad about treating him like that-
But I didn't do anything except sit there.
I wasn't insulting him or anything.
He just got fed up of me not saying anything in response and left.
I told him that if I was doing anything to upset him, it wasn't intentional and I was sorry.
But, ah. Well. What can I do. He left anyhow.
I guess the only thing left to do is ask my mom if she's up for hanging out tomorrow, perhaps.
Because him logging off sure as hell means we're not hanging out tomorrow.
And that's perfectly fine by me.
I'm really not feeling up to coming over anyhow.
And I was probably thinking of not hanging out tomorrow already earlier today, so.
Again I guess is works out in some...whatever-sense.
I would have liked declining coming over to happen a little nicer, but. Eh.
I won't have to worry about it being awkward, if I don't even get to see him.
My only concern would be making up before Tuesday.
But there's time. It's only Friday now and...
I mean, this sort of thing isn't unusual.
This type of argument-ish-fight is stupid and always pops up.
It always happens when I don't tell him something's wrong and he probes me about it when I don't wanna talk about it.
And if I say I don't wanna talk about it?
He'll ask me why or accuse me of acting up in order to get his attention so that he'll ask.
Which isn't the case, I don't get like this to intentionally urge or whatever him to interrogate me about my issues.
I appreciate him asking, but he should learn to drop it.
If he can do just that, I mean. He wouldn't get so mad about when I don't answer those sorts of questions.
...
Annnnnyway. I guess I'll go get off steam and then...
Go draw. Or lay down.
Or do something unproductive.
Probably go lay in bed.
And not take my phone.
I don't think he'd really text me.
I think he's learned that I won't respond.
And if he hasn't, well.
I'm not taking it with me.
In case he's mad enough to send me hurtful texts.
So, ah. Nope. Not interested in taking it.


Fine, maybe I was thinking about you just a little against my will.
When I was in the first or second grade, I used to take as long as possible to eat my lunch, so that I didn't have to go outside and play with my non-existent friends. These two parents who volunteered at the school used to come and sit in my class since I was still there, and speak Filipino. I would listen to them very attentively, even though the only languages I spoke were English, French, and German.

Once they asked me if I knew what they were saying. I shook my head no. They never asked why I was listening. I guess it didn't matter.
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Lonely Lovergirl

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I really wish I could at least make some friends.

At least one.

It would make all of this so much easier.
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King Noob

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Eh.
I guess if I'm needed, those in need will find a means of contact.
Stay your hand, darling. There's no need for your frozen fires here. I've got the pen and you were only ever my paper.

The lies I trick myself with! Oh geez.
Okay. Fine. Whatever. Let's just ******** ignore me instead of talking about whatever the ******** is bothering you. YOU WONDER WHY I NEVER ASK AND THIS IS ******** WHY.
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Feline Sex Symbol

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Why do I love being treated like property.
IDK can we not talk about ADD like I don't know what it's like to have it? That'd be nice lol.
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Timid Sailor

Found my charger. Good thing. I might've actually cried if I lost it.

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