Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 743 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 249 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 681 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2543 ]

[Bunnycakie]

Annnnnnd I caught Yuki doing binkies, aw yisss. On Skype call..haven't been in one for a while. Feels nice.

[Shaizard]

Can I punch this band for being perfect?

[Wizard Eyes]

Frá enn vitri weiga selju banda burður og brauta sinnar,

She said I love the night
The day is okay and the sun can be fun
But I live to see those rays slip away
I love the night
There's so much I can show and give to you
If you will welcome me tonight
If only you had been there, my dear
We could have shared this together.

hlýrnis, heljar, heims ef vissi ártíð, æfi, aldurtila.

[ctrl zee]

i probably imagine having sex with him far more then actually having sex with him.
that actually makes me feel shitty, how unwanted i must seem to him.

[Jemnu]

Love bug hitting me hard.
And I hope you reply soon..

[Chershi]

I think I really do like you. Even though you're seeing someone, I'm happy to feel this way towards you. I can finally be certain I am truly over my ex. Even remaining only friends with you, I'm very happy.

[Suicide Salvation]

My ******** knee.. not again

[Jemnu]

I'm guessing you fell asleep or something?
Idk.

I should sleep soon.

[Shaizard]

Gwen Stefani...fffffksexywoman.

[VermiIion]

Mad tired. I should probably sleep soon. Wish he had more time to talk to me.
Hiding the fact that I'm still with him from T. She can be such a pain in the a** sometimes.

Last night, we had such weird conversations about our sex life.
I am pretty shocked that J already lost her virginity and is more dirty than expected.
G was getting pretty annoying tbh. Saying "omg we have so much sex" "omg he is so big" yeah ok cool.
It was only me and T not being able to bring much to the convo though. lol

The trip altogether wasn't as satisfying as I thought it would be.
The fun thing about it was the car ride there and then when we went to the pool.
Would've been better if we went to the beach instead. Not the road trip I was imagining really.

Finally my financial award letter came. Now just gotta wait till they accept the loans I need.
College is so discouraging me with this money bull crap. Once I get out, I'd be up to my shoulders in debt.
Really hope it's worth all this trouble. e______e

[A BLOODBATH]

Just got back from the Lucent Dossier experience.
What. A. ********. SHOW. Went free because a friend was nice enough to organize it. Another friend opened for them, which was cool as hell too.
Surprised that I didn't see Lil D there, though.

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Trying to decide what tattoo I want for my birthday. I was thinking of the panel in Hoichi The Earless where he's singing to the dead on the upper part of my left arm--- that, or something from The Laughing Vampire. It's a decision among Tale of A Wandering Monster II, Damned (I would fix the spelling, of course), and the panels with Luna being turned by Mori... I would photoshop it to make it look more like a tattoo should look, of course. Really considering Tale of A Wandering Monster, though. Might draw the rest of Mori's body, and just have the white irises drawn behind him in some sort of celtic knot pattern. It would go in the same place.

[Knight of Void]

sometimes I hate myself for all my failed suicide attempts. Not because they happened but because they failed. I am feeling especially miserable right now in a city that isnt my own and its just too much.

I dont see the point to all this senseless suffering... and neither did he.

[mewkittyy]

not looking forward to tomorrow/today.

i've got to do a lot, and i really can't afford to put it off.

mow the backyard.
clean out the fridge.
clean all the bathrooms, the kitchen, and do all the dishes.
vacuum the entire house.
dust the entire downstairs.
do all my laundry.
and POSSIBLY clean out the garage, but it's unlikely.

ugh.

[Tantalizingly]

i cant like you i cant like you i cannot. like. you.
how on earth do i stop liking you

[Tantalizingly]

Bite your face to spite your nose
17 and a half years old
Worrying about my brother finding out
What's the fun in doing what you're told?

I said, "No!"
"Oh give it a rest, I could persuade you"
"I'm not your typical, stoned 18 year old
Give me a night I'll make you"
"I know you're looking for salvation in the secular age, but girl I'm not your savior."
Wrestle to the ground
God help me now