Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.1%	[ 735 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 126 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 109 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 258 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 248 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 74 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.7%	[ 674 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2522 ]

[ChipLizard]

Ah, I got attached.
I promised myself I wouldn't do that.
But I did, and now I'm going through the detachment phase.
Oh well.

[spica dvir]

G&Jk have officially found an apartment


& IT HAS A POOL emotion_dowant

[Dork Of Your Dreams]

I'm so pathetic, man
my aunt was talking to me about school and switching out my major and transferring schools entirely,
bc I won't get a job in this program, and I ******** burst out crying lol
I suck

haha I don't know what to do with my life or myself

[a n a l a i g h]

How do you get your information

[Perverse Narcotic]

you must have been lying, then, when you said that you were in love with me.

I've always been here, waiting for someone to come back to me. It's been that way since I was a child. I've been in a perpetual state of waiting, for a runaway parent, a cheating ex, a life of any sort of positive existence. I don't know why I do it anymore - it always ends up the same. Walk into work and even the things that I created with my own knowledge, my own time, are stolen from me. Others given the credit for things I've done, while I stay at $12 an hour, 25 hours a week, unable to pay for my family. Having to get a second job just for a few extra bucks to put into bills.

Every ounce of faith I had in you, I tried, god, to shove it down. To stay this cynical beast who cares for no one, for nothing. It's incredibly easy to play a sex-obsessed pervert, to put my efforts into something that is irrelevant in the end. It's easier to say that I want your body than to admit that I just want to have you in my arms.

I spoke to Master Louis Michael, and he said, "You sound like you're about to cry." Yeah. Yeah, I'm getting there. But as always, I cannot cry. It doesn't pass my eyelids anymore.

you're hurt. And I told you that I would be there for you to comfort you, without some kind of sick expectation. But you didn't have to bring me into it again. you didn't have to do this to me. you chose to.

[Jemnu]

Might be going to Scotland in a matter of months.
We'll see...

[Form Abattoir]

i finally got my period....
But something seems wrong.
Like the amount of blood is alarming.
And my body hurts more than usual.
I am hoping that it's just because I missed a month...
Ugh.

[Madame_Fox]

"*grabs ahold of one of your ears gentle and start to stoke it* Hey mon cher, how are you doing?...........*I smiles as i keep rubbing your ear.* I'm glad to hear that mon cher. I'm doing fine so far, but I have rum... so it may get even better.* A devilish grin comes across my face*.........the kraken*smiles as i reaches behind you and gentle pets your tail*.(S,K,#)" 9/24/13
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[ChipLizard]

Yep, I'mma be calm about it.
Swallow the hurt, swallow the feelings and be good.
Because that's what I always do.
I don't know how to be any other way.

[ChipLizard]

Quote:

baby, you're beautiful. please keep your head up. you're so important. you might not think it, but you matter so much.

you're alive. you're beautiful. and you're human. please don't be so hard on yourself. you don't have to do anything i ask, but please just try and see yourself as you are, and don't think that you're nothing. or worthless. because you're more than that. i promise. you're so much more.

- Anonymous
July 22, 2014 5:00pm

Thank you, anon.
It's just... a little difficult.
Get told something enough, you tend to believe it.
And circumstances... aren't helping
I'm the kind of person that gets forgotten about - out of sight out of mind.
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I want my goddamn letter.

[mewkittyy]

is it worth it to clean out my parents sauna...

to then use it.. and watch a movie while soaking in the tub.

..eh. - o-

[spica dvir]

"speak up more"


I would if you didn't always interrupt me

[Deojack]

I didn't know I was broken 'til I wanted to change
I wanna get better




Things have to change. So much has changed already but I still need to keep pushing and pushing and pushing. I'm not satisfied!

[mewkittyy]

racing; hurrying in a manly fashion.