singalinger
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- Posted: Mon, 26 Aug 2013 00:45:34 +0000
I guess what I wanted was sex. And I guess that's all you wanted from me, too. So ultimately, I have no right, at all, to be upset.
These feelings came out of no where and I let them get me mad at you. You're just trying to lay down the line, right? I'm not allowed to think about you anymore because you don't want that. I won't. I won't. I won't. I never let myself love you, and I'm so proud of myself for that! I avoided getting really hurt. And you were the first person I ever really let in.
Just my luck though. The only boy I ever welcomed into my heart only peeked, left a small mess, and then left with nothing but a, 'I can't do this anymore'. I'm never allowed to let people in. People come and go. What's the point of trying to love them? It's so too painful...
I'm just so upset
that you told me
so many times
that you liked me
and not only that,
but like LIKED me
like a little child
who couldn't articulate
exactly
what's
in
his
heart...
What exactly is in your heart?
How could you ever think you were an open book?
I don't understand you.
I can't read you.
You're so hurt, baby.
I'm sorry.
I want to break you open................................................. kiss your scars. Kiss them all away. Kiss away the hurt, I didn't want to let you down, you know? I'm a hopeless romantic. All I want to do and be surrounded with is love. I'm so sorry I couldn't be the one to heal you, darling. I'm disappointed at the pain you hold within you. I wish I could wash it all away.............. I wish you would let me. I wish I knew how to burst into your doors and slap you awake. I hope whoever unlocks you is as wonderful as you are. And I bet they will be, because they'll be beautiful enough to figure you all out.
These feelings came out of no where and I let them get me mad at you. You're just trying to lay down the line, right? I'm not allowed to think about you anymore because you don't want that. I won't. I won't. I won't. I never let myself love you, and I'm so proud of myself for that! I avoided getting really hurt. And you were the first person I ever really let in.
Just my luck though. The only boy I ever welcomed into my heart only peeked, left a small mess, and then left with nothing but a, 'I can't do this anymore'. I'm never allowed to let people in. People come and go. What's the point of trying to love them? It's so too painful...
I'm just so upset
that you told me
so many times
that you liked me
and not only that,
but like LIKED me
like a little child
who couldn't articulate
exactly
what's
in
his
heart...
What exactly is in your heart?
How could you ever think you were an open book?
I don't understand you.
I can't read you.
You're so hurt, baby.
I'm sorry.
I want to break you open................................................. kiss your scars. Kiss them all away. Kiss away the hurt, I didn't want to let you down, you know? I'm a hopeless romantic. All I want to do and be surrounded with is love. I'm so sorry I couldn't be the one to heal you, darling. I'm disappointed at the pain you hold within you. I wish I could wash it all away.............. I wish you would let me. I wish I knew how to burst into your doors and slap you awake. I hope whoever unlocks you is as wonderful as you are. And I bet they will be, because they'll be beautiful enough to figure you all out.