Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 743 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 249 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 681 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2543 ]

[Lvl 15 Blastoise]

[ // яej ]: I wanna know what love`s like

I got my closure dls.
It's finally done.

[Hellodies]

I want to go after Sainte Ciel Agape...
But is it really worth it just so I can have usage of the scissors.

Man I wish they made other items that can help fix that.
Fallen Star locks look prettier with the short hair... = ~ =;

I'm barely even at half a billion...
Oh well? Pricey as ******** still.... but really,
I can't be complaining...

I'm only slowly destroying my once comfortable invo... lol
Tough luck Memphy, hun.
- - - - - - - -
Mom's gotta stay calm so her system can stay calm...
She's got another appointment at the end of this month to discuss whether the cancerous cells were recently found or have they been there for some time now.
I hope it's recent, because then it could increase her chances of having proper treatment done asap.

I guess.... I'll pray tonight for her health...
Though really part of me is just like, "is praying worth this?"

Idek....

- - - - - - - -
Agh....
I need to find a way to pass my ******** Math class....

[Bunnycakie]

I caught and send a clip of Yuki doing binkies on Snapchat..it was just too adorable. First time seeing her doing that.

[Jemnu]

I suppose you don't think about anything anymore, do you?

[Lvl 15 Blastoise]

[ // яej ]: I wanna know what love`s like

Mother, can you shut the ******** up please?
Youre so goddamn annoying.

[Hellodies]

stare -sigh-
My irl friends are such dicks sometimes, behavior wise...

- - - - - -
Back to listening to Tool before I head off.

[Mother Molly]

Do not seek comfort in your ex.
If you do, I will lose every ounce of respect I have for you.
I know you're thinking it. I just know it. You kept him in your life the soul purpose of it. A back up.
It took you so long to finally break up with the twit, and that was only finalized when you found somebody new (as far as your Facebook knows, anyway).

I swear I'm not a judgemental person but you know he's bad news. He knows your bad news. Why the hell do you two still talk to each other? All you two ever did was fight and use each other. He tried to turn you against us, your friends, and he would flat out lie to you.

He doesn't want to see you happy. He wants you to be miserable like him.

Don't. Just ******** don't.

[Grimm le Fay]

wondering if i should keep drinking (would that be a good idea for me emotionally??)
or just stop and finally start game of thrones
i'm far enough ahead that I shouldn't be spoiled upon...
...
...
..

[Everyday Arson Man]

I've got the shakes. My setlist tonight is going to be:

1) Peach
2) The Best Deceptions
3) The Light and the Glass

A few really untested, really worrisome ones. I'unno. I do this for me, not for them. So why am I shaking?

[manly menopause]

michelle is forever trying to set me up with the dudes she works with.

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i have to shower.
and today was a really long day so i'd much rather just crawl in bed.
ugh.

[Everyday Arson Man]

I'm easily a 10 on the dork scale. Thanks for reminding me, Prenn sweatdrop

AND WITH THAT. To open mic. Adios, amigos.

[mewkittyy]

don't you see?

working to save up to come see me doesn't do any good if you cant make me an important part of your daily life.
you're supposed to want to talk to me on the phone, not just "hey i missed you. okay love you bye." TALK. hear about my day, what i thought about. and to hear about YOUR day.

you're supposed to go home after work, be dead tired, but NEED to spend time with me. even if it's just an hour of talking on thep hone, it could be playing l4d or some random game on xbox.

it could be ANYTHING.

but you don't make me a priority.
no matter how many times i ask.

you just don't.
and i don't think you ever will.

but what can i do?
you're the guy i want to be with.
guess i should just get used to being miserable.

[NAHR ALMA]

I should really just hang myself and get it over with.

Makin everyone miserable is my job apparently, and I'm great at it.

[HormonalTeenager]

It don't mean a thing if I give you my heart,
if you tear it apart.

[[Stained in Satin]]

So much on my mind as of late and I wish I could just sit down with someone and talk and talk and talk and probably also cry at some point and sniffle and be really weak and gross and ugly and just have it be okay and for them to just listen the whole time and then finally hug me when I'm done and then ask me where I want to go and eat afterward.

That's all I want.