Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 743 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 249 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 681 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2543 ]

[xe brat prince]

Sukie makes me nervous. She's really snappy both in the temperamental sense and the physical sense.
Rather than get excited during play she gets frustrated and thus gets grumpy, causing her to bite.
She bit me, I'm now bleeding. She got pissed off that I had her toy and rather than waiting for me to throw it, she bit me.

I'm glad Sadie isn't like that. She's never really been snappy and has only bitten a few times due to getting over excited. I don't even think I've ever bled from her bites. Maybe once, but I can't recall.

I don't know. Sukie just makes me incredibly nervous. I don't like to play with her simply for that fact. Her snappiness is dangerous, especially if David and I decide to have a kid within her lifespan, which if it's in the next ten years likely will be since she's still young.

I've mentioned it to grandma and I told her if she does her snapping thing at me I'm gonna pop her on the nose because she doesn't listen when you tell her "no".

Sadie may not be the most well trained dog I know, but at least she doesn't bite.

[allegorey]

THE DJ P0N-3

it's funny when people try to claim that they 'know me'
like, huh.. that's funny.. because i only rant my life situations to maybe three people max
i don't like my personal life getting around everyone

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my goodness baby guinea pigs
; ________;

[Apathetic Cryptid]

I'm so happy right now. ^________^

[Everyday Arson Man]

Then don't read my posts. Simple solution :/ I even gave it a header and a shitton of space before it. There were maaany opportunities to stop reading.

Anyway, for what it's worth, I'm trying to move on. I haven't posted about it all day, not do I intend to.

[cosmicqueer]

I can't get you out of my head, but I'm trying so hard to ignore you.

[top_spy]

Smaller Skies

I'm just so angry at how selfish people are.
And just so tired.
ugh.

[venus a n d bacchus]

I have no friends.
Nothing to do.

So i'm going to drink, whatever.
I wanted to go to the beach but that's not happening.
it seems like that's the only thing i enjoy recently.

[top_spy]

All I Do ls Nguyen

THE DJ P0N-3

i don't like my personal life getting around everyone

[top_spy]

I don't know what it is, but something is holding me back.
I wish I knew what, so I'd know how to confront it.
But alas, I do not.

[gingerr root]

I cut so much of my hair off.
I dunno how I feel about it just yet.
.___.

[Apathetic Cryptid]

I feel so much better now. Who knew, all along, that's really what I needed?

A weight's been lifted, it's disappeared.


It's like I can breathe again.

[top_spy]

THE DJ P0N-3

it's funny when people try to claim that they 'know me'
like, huh.. that's funny.. because chances are you bloody DON'T.

[Smitten with you]

Hmm...
Apparently my wanting to live summer single is absurd.
Why?
Because I won't be going out looking for crazy one night stands or sleeping around, which is what 'being single' is all about.
-shrug-
I'm sorry I don't have the summer horn.
I just want a quiet summer with my friends.
Is that so bad?

[cosmicqueer]

Did you ******** expect me to respond well to, "What happened?" No. No, you don't say that to someone who you know is depressed and feels like s**t for failing anyway. And I'm having a hard time ******** caring. I really am. I'm going to ******** lose my scholarships, but whatever. I just. I'm intelligent. But I'm a failure, so what the ******** ever. Apparently I just suck at college. Even though I didn't last semester. I just. I can't do this. And I want to. I want to learn. I want to live up to whatever standard I'd set for myself years ago, and I'm so ******** scared that without a degree I will get nowhere, and I don't think I can go to school if I can't pay for it... I can't take out loans, and I was so gung-ho about being ready. I thought I was ready, but it was too fast. Summer classes weren't a thing I could do. And people just act like depressed people are lazy. I'm not ******** lazy, I just can't do things. I just can't. ********.

[Wandering Son]

I know I'm the type of person to naturally take the path of least resistance. I grew up in conflict and dislike confrontation, so even if it's in my best interest to do so, I will avoid it, despite my happiness being at stake.

Something I need to keep working on. I can say it's gotten marginally better, but not enough to make a difference in my life.