Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 736 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 126 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 109 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 258 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 248 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 74 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.7%	[ 675 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2524 ]

[spica dvir]

I'm surprised nobody noticed when my bikini top kept falling down.
it's why I've never liked strapless tops.
talk about a pain in the a**.

despite not having any alcohol or weed,
it was a fun party.
I'm honestly kind of happy Alfonso wasn't there.
He probably would have ruined it.

[hyruled]

extremely considering getting my hair cut shorter.
maybe this Wednesday.

[kirabirdy]

I havent been sleeping well.
The bags under my eyes are black and blue as s**t.
When I do sleep, I don't dream.
I'm usually up most of the night just laying in the darkness.
I almost fainted a couple times this week.
Am I an insomniac?

[tokyo dolls]

Ugh I had to change my appointments this upcoming week like three times.
I don't even remember when these are now. I have too many dates in my head.

[G0MI]

don't blame the outcome of your decisions on anyone but yourself.

not your "mental disorder(s)".
not your family.
not your friends.
no.

you.

you choose to do what you do.
grow the ******** up and accept responsibility for your choices, whether they're good or bad.

emotion_c8

[Gypsosaurus]

She's really cute. Way cuter than I am.
But I hope she gives head even half as well.

[Gypsosaurus]

You can give or take, it's no one else's choice.
One day you have to quit running and take a stand.

[overfiend thunderchrist]

I think I'm starting to go into a phase of hating you again.

It might be nice if this was how I got over you, but it hasn't been in the past, so I don't know why this time will be any different.

If I had a choice, I would be so through with you. But I don't. I'm stuck and I'm okay with it.

However, I'm sick of always coming back to feeling this way.

Stop acting like being a "b***h" is just the way you are and pay attention to who really cares about you.

I say over and over that you're smarter than this, but deep down I know I doubt that.

I just don't know how to become invested in someone else like I am in you. I crush and then it passes, no matter how strong the crush. According to the "science" I've read on Tumblr, I was officially "in love" with Tori, but big ******** deal. It didn't last. burning_eyes

[head below water]

limpid eyes

don't blame the outcome of your decisions on anyone but yourself.

not your "mental disorder(s)".
not your family.
not your friends.
no.

you.

you choose to do what you do.
grow the ******** up and accept responsibility for your choices, whether they're good or bad.

emotion_c8

[Gypsosaurus]

I'm going crazy out of my control.
But there's nothing I can do.
I have no choice but to let it go.

[Gypsosaurus]

limpid eyes

Note to self:

don't blame the outcome of your decisions on anyone but yourself.

not your "anxiety disorder".
not your meds.
not your past.
no.

you.

you choose to do what you do.
grow the ******** up and accept responsibility for your choices, whether they're good or bad.

[Lady Scarlett Vader]

You have been my best friend for thirteen years
and I just can't let you do this anymore.
If you don't call the police tonight,
I will.
I need you safe.
I know I can't be there to hold your hand through this s**t,
but I can help get you away from it.
No more being beaten
or verbally abused.
I'm taking a stand for you. This is over.

[head below water]

I know I have no right to judge you but what the actual ********.

I am SO mad.

Yesterday, you told me you weren't going to date her, that you didn't even like her, because she was "abusive" and you also agreed with me that she wasn't very attractive.

What do I find out?

That she asked you out and you said yes.

I ******** cannot stand liars holy

[Hello_Mr_FaKeStaR]

it seems...that optimism and hope i had..is starting to become hurtful as well. It is like "...maybe im just setting myself up.." or "will it ever change?" ..
idunno..i just need some reassurance from you i suppose....that is typical leo.. reassurance and attention and blah...
im sorry.

oh well, ill just shut up and tune in to some UnsraW

[as waves crash]

My collar bones are popping out way more than they used to. My hips are, too, but not as much as my collar bones.
I love it either way.

My friend informed me that my arms are looking bigger.
Bigger as in more muscle, that they're more toned than before.
This also makes me smile.

It means that I'm actually losing weight and gaining it back with muscle.