Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 736 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 126 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 109 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 258 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 248 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 74 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.7%	[ 675 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2524 ]

[Gypsosaurus]

All the year in review things on Facebook are depressing.
"It's been a great year! Thanks for being part of it!"
Hah.
Mine is like "It's been the shittiest year of my life!"

No, but really, it has.
Here's hoping 2015 is the opposite.

[shiny spoink]

so whoever was writing in my crush tag about me not having DID,
i was just diagnosed with it OFFICIALLY in the hospital.
so you can shove your opinions up your a**.

[Jemnu]

Nice voice, Pat.
Patty cake.
Patpat.
PPpPPPppPpat.
cool

[Decaying Harlot]

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I just want to punch him in the ******** balls and then in the face.
How the ******** could he do this again? ******** wtf.
Last time he even agreed it was inconsiderate, yesterday he said he knew I depended on him.
& he hasn't ******** called at all today. ******** stupid ******** ********.

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[shiny spoink]

im no longer seeing my psychiatrist.
hes referred me to someone else.
i know he cares and thats why he did it.

but i feel abandoned.
i hope he doesnt forget me,
but all i was to him was a patient.

[Jemnu]

I miss you...

[Decaying Harlot]

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I kind of want to kill myself, but what else is new?
I need my father and my dogs.
I wonder what alcohol with seroquel and clonazepams will do.
This one guy said I shouldn't but why the ******** not

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[shiny spoink]

i should have never fallen for him,
and i should have never asked him to be my therapist.
that was my downfall.

[Decaying Harlot]

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& I'm disassociating to some extent, I don't feel like I'm all here.
How many more drinks until I feel better?

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[Decaying Harlot]

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I'll chug it, maybe that will help.

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[the naughty buddha]

It doesn't feel good when you laugh at me because I'm saying I want to ******** you.
It makes me feel like a joke.
It makes me feel so ugly.

It hasn't been a nice day today.

[deer dears]

pretty nice rendition, bro.

-

i honestly wish i would have woken up tomorrow.
or maybe 525 days from today lol.
******** just put me in a coma.

[Decaying Harlot]

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Someone I know needs to give me permission without actually knowing what I want to do.
Or someone needs to talk to me and then I'll twist their words in my head to make it seem like approval like last time.

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[deer dears]

just hate me, please, if you don't already.

[LoveLingers]

My little sister is such a privileged b***h and no one knows it.
They all ignore the signs.