Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 736 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 126 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 109 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 258 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 248 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 74 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.7%	[ 675 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2524 ]

[Apathetic Cryptid]

Dude.

You stopped in the middle of sex and told her you were freaking out in your head.
Then wouldn't tell her why.


Of course you scared her.

neutral

[singalinger]

I'm glad that my dad wasn't there my whole life. I don't think I would've loved him as much as I love him now.

[Go Ask Alyss]

I was getting nervous so I came downstairs to wait for the FedEx truck.
I shouldn't have come downstairs. I could have easily heard the doorbell
from my room. When I came down here, I caved and binged, and now I
feel ******** disgusting. And for what? When the FedEx guy showed up,
he didn't even have my package. It was something for my sister. I was
so disappointed. I don't think my package will ever get here. And now I
am just in a shitty mood.
I should drink some more tea.

[Gypsosaurus]

I wish I had a hobby that required being out and about.
I'm sick of being in my house all the time.

[Gypsosaurus]

Wow. I just really ******** up following Phill's advice.
Hopefully it doesn't come back to bite me in the a**. /:

[Manfaduck]

I feel like I am going to throw up. neutral

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Only gonna say it once, b***h.
Do NOT get in my ******** way.
I will tear you apart.
emotion_awesome

[tokyo dolls]

I've been losing weight.
But it's because I haven't been eating enough.
So it's probably not a good thing.

[PUGS AND DRUGS]

top_spy

I sometimes wonder I'll be good enough in my desired profession so as to support myself, in the future.
God, to think how far it may seem now, it'll sneak up on me sooner or later.

this this this a hundred thousand times.
and never mind getting a job after college.
just study hard and have no fun. keep on planning for your future.
work hard, take late hours, save for retirement, cause how else are you going to survive?

why does it seem that i have to sacrifice everything that i am, everything that i care for,
for the sake of surviving and managing to stay afloat. why is functioning harder than shining?
i'm not looking forward to the rat race, but i can't see any other way than the mouse trap.
i can't help that i pander. i don't get things right on first go. it takes me a while, but by george, when i get it, i really get it.

i've already given up drawing and painting, and now i look back on five artless years
and just wonder how much i could have done with that time. actually, that's not that bad.
i developed other skills. but then i look into the future, and i don't want to sacrifice happiness for retirement.
can i just settle down in a tiny fishing village, spend the days in the salt and the nights by friends?

and it's not just retirement, it's not just the mortgage, and the astronomical education fees for any kids.
it's contingency plans. what if someone gets sick? what if we have to move? what if someone loses their job?
god, i'm already charting the possible disasters for a life that i don't share with anybody yet.

i guess i wasn't built to be carefree, which is hilarious, considering that i wasn't built to care.
well, i care about a few things. just let the river rock me.

i hate having the world at my feet. the world is your oyster. now that just makes it more difficult.
i want a cop out. i half want to go back to the days of hunter gatherers, of farmers.
yeah, cause then you know what you're going to do with your days. and everyone else does too.
and you can just be happy with that and happy with them. (hahahaha, not how it works. but hey, a gal can wish.)
i've got the antithesis of big city dreams.

it's not that bad. it's just a frame of mind.
i just want a little bit of stability for once. build your own base board.
grow your own back bone. yadda yadda.

funny how a big worry about the world always whittles down to the most basic desire.
i'd just like to stand on an earth that spins on a regular orbit.
oh wait, i do. see. you'll be fine. ugh, this is such a weird mood.

don't know why i want to post this. i should start a journal, instead of dumping my blabbing on the internet.
whatever. it feels right.

[Gypsosaurus]

I absolutely love kissing him.
His lips are so perfect.

[Apathetic Cryptid]

Hail Samifer

Only gonna say it once, b***h.
Do NOT get in my ******** way.
I will tear you apart.
emotion_awesome

[tokyo dolls]

I'm going to have to face the elements
(which are currently bugging the ******** out)
and trek across campus to hand in my Soviet History paper.
I guess my professor wants to give us the Russian experience or something.

[top_spy]

tokyo_dishwater

Hail Samifer

Only gonna say it once, b***h.
Do NOT get in my ******** way.
I will tear you apart.
emotion_awesome

[champagne and disco]

I love how you treat me like I'm pretty.
Not because I'm worried I'm ugly
Because I don't really know how I feel about myself most of the time.
But because I think everyone wants to feel beautiful to someone else.

[Gypsosaurus]

Good ******** god, I need to find a way to cool down.
I am so distracted by my desire.
2 hours, 45 minutes left at school today.
I can feel each second tick by agonizingly slowly.

[NlGHTKNlGHT]

So little time, so little time
I'm so frustrated

So little joy, so little joy
It's complicated

But are we best friends?