Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 736 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 126 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 109 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 258 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 248 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 74 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.7%	[ 675 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2524 ]

[Kailzee]

I wish I could use our bathtub...
But our housemates completely trashed the bathroom it's in...

If there's one thing I can actually be happy about right now, it's that they're finally leaving.
Too bad we're probably going to be losing our house soon after though.

[Bunnycakie]

Memphii

Wild Sweet Oranges

I'm envious of other people's happiness

^^^ This by far, yes.

[Bunnycakie]

Yeah..not gonna be able to attend at the gaming expo. I might just stream Five Nights At Freddy's games tom--later on.

[Kailzee]

I really need to pull myself together and try helping my dad keep the house...
Or at least fake it well enough to maintain a job so I can help pay off the debt.

[shiny spoink]

I hate when the water goes up my snatch.
Rarely this happens. But when it does?
emotion_donotwant

[Smoking Daffodils]

well I tried
I reached out
and it went unnoticed

whatever

I shouldn't have expectations from people
especially you

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I really need to find something to occupy my time with
basically all I do is watch whatever Mike picks and then I play on the quiz app on my phone

I was going to play a game on my DS but I just really didnt care
everyone keeps saying my 3ds is now garbage because its not the "new" dsxl
b***h my 3ds xl was over 450$ because it was a special edition one
I really don't ******** need a new one

I'm so sick of everyone bashing on me because I don't want a brand new xbox one
because guess what my slim works just fine
and I don't want a ps4, we have 2 ******** ps3's in the house
oh and guess what my alienware pc is a ******** beast
I realllly dont needa new one of those
and gosh my macbook pro is pretty epic too, pretty sure I don't need the new macbrook pro retina

I'm just sick of it
last time I checked gamers weren't more important based on the newest system they own
it was based off their skills

so kindly ******** OFF

just ugh

I think right now I'll stick to my phone
I'm overly irritated with this crap
nothing I have is good enough to other people but guess what
to me it's more than good enough
I don't need new stuff to feel good about myself and anyone who does, I really feel sorry for them

sorry I'm done with my rant

[Smoking Daffodils]

I just spent forever on a post
then my mac disconnected from the internet
and now my post is gone

:/
I really don't want to retype all that

/sigh

[PeachyPosterior]

Holy s**t is that the time already.
I need to be awake soon.
And I'm still sick.
it's mostly a head cold now, but I'm having fun rocking out to the music I haven't heard in forever.

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I want to say I told you so, but I'd be only saying it to myself.
Because I did tell myself.
and I can bet I'm right, despite the odds I don't want to be.
I still want to slam it in your face that it won't come as a shock.
But that takes away that surprise value.
That "No don't guess, let me just tell you"
I'll know for sure in a little bit.

[shiny spoink]

Just laying in bed.
Thinking about things I shouldn't be.
I'm depressed. Bored. Lonely.
My mind won't stop bringing back memories that only make me sad and heartbroken.
Typing this made me feel even worse.

[shiny spoink]

It'll just be another regret.
I don't need any more of those.

[Deojack]

God damn it do I wish you were a little more sexually responsive sometimes. I know the urges and attraction are there, but through cam it's so god damn frustrating. You're not really in the moment or anything and I understand it's all new- it's new for me too. But like... Weh... Sometimes it bugs me a little bit more than it usually does.

I just want you. I hate being so far away. ********. Why is this so hard to express over the internet

[shiny spoink]

Here I am once again,
Posting useless s**t in the middle of the night.
But it makes me feel less lonely.
... And I just realized how pathetic that sounds.

[shiny spoink]

I don't need another night of sleep eating.
There's food in my room,
but even if there wasn't,
I would walk downstairs and get some.
It's like I'm in a trance

[shiny spoink]

That's why I'm not going to take my trazodone.
Because it never fails to make me eat in my sleep.

[shiny spoink]

I think I'm going to bed now.
I'm getting sleepy and I'm bored beyond words.
Night night everyone