Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.1%	[ 736 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 126 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 109 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 258 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.9%	[ 249 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 74 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.7%	[ 675 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2525 ]

[Smaller Skies]

Thank you for the tips.
I can see the reason you are tipping my posts though.

It pretty much sucks.
That's all I can say.

[Smaller Skies]

Either way.
I need a "rebound"
But no he won't be a rebound.
It's just I basically really need a guy that will treat me better right now.
I need to get this a*****e off my mind.
I don't want to be missing him because I miss what we had.
So I want someone to give me that so I won't miss him at all.
:/

But that's not going to magically happen.

[Captain Damnit]

calling to angels gets lonesome

when you don't believe they exist anyway.




I really need friends.

[Rest your bones]

I am suffocated with words I am still afraid to write. Come devil, I will not let the words out until I can see your open hand. Do not withhold any of my sins.

[Everyone is so fake]

Drunk post.
i will always hurt.
i will always be broken
i cant be the girl you marry.
im to ******** up in the head.
even though you're the one who broke me,
you deserve to be happy.
im not worth it.
trust me,
everyone else figured it out
you will too.
im not worth it.

[fattiest fat cat]

for Orestes

I want to start roleplaying again. my motivation for writing has been nearly nonexistent & I'd like to get out of this funk soon. but that would involve talking to people & trying to find a decent writer before my patience runs dry. there's also that awkward stage where you try & figure out what the plot is, but by the time we finally get to roleplaying I've either lost interest or motivation.

[Smaller Skies]

I've been single for almost 24 years.
And had to deal with a lot of douche bags who played with my heart.

Why is it the ones that would never treat someone like crap, get treated like crap?
How is it fair that the ones who will try to keep a relationship, get the people who could care less about their relationship.

Yeah I could say I've technically had 3 boyfriends.
But if I told the stories people would agree when I say I've never had actual boyfriends.
Just douches that happened to label it as a relationship.

[Random by Nature]

I just cleaned the ******** out of my room. Washed my clothes and bedding. Dusted everything. Emptied my purple storage thing and scrubbed it. I spilled soda on/in it a long time ago so it was sticky and disgusting. I scrubbed my built-in shelf thingy. Vacuumed. My room hasn't been this clean in a long time and it feels so good.

[Smaller Skies]

So can't I just...
Please..
Please.
Find someone to treat me right?
Please...
I've been through so much assholes.
So much...
All I did was like them and they treated me like crap.

Why can't I just..
Find someone who cares for me.
And that I can care back?


...
My captcha is stop wasting time. >_>

[Smaller Skies]

Private I'm not saying I need a relationship to be happy.
I'm just saying..
I finally want someone who doesn't treat me like crap.
Idk how to explain it.
But thank you for helping.

[Bunnycakie]

I'm sure you would of never missed me nor missed what we had. Only thing you miss is being the puppet master.

[Vingt cinq]

Things feels strange and I don't like that. A confusing strange. It's uncomfortable.

Grasping for normalcy. For some sort of reassurance, a sign. Some sort of definite confirmation. I don't know how to say it here or how I would bring it up.