Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 743 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 249 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 681 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2543 ]

[Form Abattoir]

"And I went to Kohl's to pay a bill and it's like Narnia in there! one wrong turn and you'll never come out!"

...
What the hell? LOL
Mel, you never cease to amuse and entertain me.
Not what I expected to see when I opened a text.

[the naughty buddha]

It's never too early for Safety Dance.

[Hello_Mr_FaKeStaR]

S-s-s-s-s
A-a-a-a-
F-f-f-f-
E-e-e-e
T-t-t-t
Y-yy-y

hahahah!!!!

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I really wish i can get that spare 400...
instead of wasting it to fix my car, i think i will waste it for that
Pod X3 i want so badly.
ugh, guitar recordings would be so much clearer.

I need to figure a decent DI box though, such a great mic i have..just need a better DI box...

man...i hate how people are like "you must have alot of money to waste if you have guitars and mics and all that"

no dumbass, i work really hard for this s**t and save up
whats sad is my dream guitar back in chiba is more expensive than my stupid daewoo lanos car...
gah.

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ive been wondering if i should still make the move over to cali
which i should since the bandmates seem set for it too..
and its ironic because my caption of the day is "where to go"

[HormonalTeenager]

I'm fading.

[HormonalTeenager]

Hello_Mr_FaKeStaR

S-s-s-s-s
A-a-a-a-
F-f-f-f-
E-e-e-e
T-t-t-t
Y-yy-y

hahahah!!!!

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Pod X3 i want so badly.
ugh, guitar recordings would be so much clearer.
plus i wouldn't have to blow a lot of money on effects

[Form Abattoir]

A random thought...
Suppose it's because I looked at my signature when scrolling through some thread.
I feel like I should just wear tank tops or other shirts with straps when taking photos or going into a chat...
Simply because everyone thinks I'm not wearing something.
I even had a signature picture up briefly where I wore a strapless dress and Several people thought I was naked.

The only person who ever makes enough sense in situations like that is Luke. There was a TC going on and someone asked if I was wearing clothing. It's all a good group of people so I was okay with that statement. Luke wrote no, she has something better than being naked before I even got up to really show my dress off to the camera.
It's incredible how if you wear a strapless dress or untie a halter top what people will think.
In groups of friends? I don't mind the nonsense os "you're not wearing clothing?"

But strangers slightly irk me when it comes to that situation. I'm glad at least one person can say "No, it's a dress."

Also, for that matter, that same one person is in agreement with me that a dress is better than someone naked. Something about them are so lovely and there's a dress for everyone, that works for your body, form, so on, and makes you look stunning. Not that I wouldn't want to see my partner in just skin, I don't know... random thoughts.

[Form Abattoir]

Hello_Mr_FaKeStaR

ive been wondering if i should still make the move over to cali, Florida, or Seattle.
which i should since the bandmates seem set for it too. New York is killing me and it's too expensive...
and its ironic because my caption of the day is "where to go"

[HormonalTeenager]

I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss you.

Especially when I can see that you're online.

Guess I just have to let things go once in a while.

[Chronogenesis]

yum_tea
Updated Rift only to find that all the servers are down.
What the hell am I going to do with my time now?
No one talks to me so I've signed off all instant messengers.
Set my PMs to friends only, despite not having any on this account.

I don't know why I'm being treating like a villain now.
Oh well.

Oh joy, servers are up.
Need to remember what gear I need for my PVP build and try to empty my vault again; then it's off to Port Scion to get my a** handed to me over and over.
Toodles.

[Elaborate Toast]

The idea of you being worked so hard that it shows physically on your body (scrapes and cuts and bruises, etc.) breaks my heart.

I don't ever want you to be in pain, any form of it.

You were so sore last night. I hope that you're feeling better. ;;

[kaycikins]

Da ******** all of the bullshit she said about me to others since she arrived in America...Mayu wants to be FB friends? DA ********]

[HormonalTeenager]

kidlets: ahhhhh I'm so late! Thank you so muchhh<3 4laugh 4laugh

[Vingt cinq]

Annoyance@fixing rogue antivirus BS on the desktop

parents. crying emotion_facepalm

[kaycikins]

seriously, JB had something to do with it. ******** fake b***h. The stuff she said and did about me without ME DOING ANYTHING TO HER..
and she wants to be friends now?

Yeah sure. When Fresno California has snow again b***h.

[kaycikins]

I think JB likes me. -.-; Awkward.

He smells good, thats about it from my end.

But Mayu, his ex...hates that we talk more. Probably why.