b/c i know he's reading these and here i am
making d**k jokes and being a f**
and i feel so bad for whatever i did you know?
but i see online, reading my posts.
******** man i hate that i hurt him but i don't know how and i'm sitting here in my own tears on confusion listening to some weird peppy pop s**t and making diarrhea jokes
i feel like such a douche b/c im so bad at conveying emotions and i bet he thinks i don't care but I do
like holy s**t do i care
and i just
******** GUYS I SUCK AND I'M SAD B/C IDH FRIENDS AND I;M HUNGRY AND COLD