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Maybe I'm being crazy. Overreacting again.
But... I'm not. At least, I wasn't at first. I'm not sure about now.
I just want you to stop taking me for granted. Is that so wrong?
Well, I caved.
But I'm under no illusions that this good moment will last.
They never do, so I'm not letting my guard down this time.
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Found out my boyfriends been watching porn the days I dont get to see him. confused Hmmmm I really dont know how to feel about it.
I really dont mind I guess, but then I wonder HOW OFTEN he watches it. and like if He thinks about me while he does his thing (you know what I mean) or if he likes watching the other girls more than having me. talk2hand UGH!!!! stressed
Im so conflicted now!!!!!
I don't know what to do....I just feel idk... I want to tell them but I don't want them to worry... *sighs*
I mean I want to feel loved and worried about.. but I don't want to be an attention whore... I don't know if i'll be alright *sighs*
I'm excited to apply or this volunteer position...but what happens if I don't get it ? I would feel like a total failure...
Maybe I made the wrong choice...
Fuuuuuuuck, I don't know!
I wish I knew what to do about this.
Well I'm being indecisive on baby names.
I love Ashton for a boy, and Amiya for a girl.
But I don't want all of these A names, so we're probably gonna name our son Braylen or Kayden.
And Amiya or Layla for a girl...
I'm excited.
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I wonder if I will get something nice for Valentine's Day.
My parents don't think I can do anything on my own.
Or it seems that way as of late, at least.
It is an unpleasant experience.
I really can't stay here anymore.
I've gotta find a place to stay asap.
My ma pushed me down by my throat tonight, just because I got angry because she was looking at my check.
Her excuse was, "This is MY house, I pay the bills so I can look at anything I want."
That's the last straw...
She's gonna look up and I'm gonna be gone.
I miss you more than you know.
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Nearly two years and I still get teary-eyed thinking about it.
Maybe I will write my next submission on the subject.
Anxiety so high.
It's been awhile.
I finally snapped,
I hope you finally see....
Apparently I was Born to suffer
Wonder if my folks would care if I disappeared for awhile...since they obviously don't care about me.
...I'm so tired of this.
Being called "heathen" and "hooligan" as soon as I walk through the door.
I don't do anything bad...
No drugs, no alcohol.
Well, sex.
But that's it.
Does that make me such a bad person?
Does hanging out with my boyfriend and friends all the time make me a bad person?
Does staying in my room whenever I'm home to avoid drama make me a bad person?
Does standing up for what I believe in and speaking my mind make me a bad person?!
I mean REALLY?!
You people are full of s**t and I'm finally starting to develop this idgaf attitude towards you all.
It's about damn time.
This is the last time you'll get to me and hurt me.
If I get over everyone's opinions...
I'll be perfect.

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