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Katara daughter of Water Ling daughter of Earth Katara daughter of Water Ling daughter of Earth Katara daughter of Water Ling daughter of Earth
There's more ways to disappoint me with writing. I hate when I write a long letter to someone, and all I get back is a few sentences or a fifth of the paragraphs I wrote, back. Reading is as much a hobby, obsession, passion--whatever--with me as writing is, and I love to read long responses to what I wrote. So instead of continuing to get short crappy answers, I just write something for my own enjoyment, or for the enjoyment of my friends.
For example, you give me lengthy reviews of how you liked my short story and also what I can do to fix it. Of course your review won't be even a quarter as long as the story, but at least you put a lot of thought in it. I like that because not only is it helpful, but it also gives me something to read and improve upon. Same with my artwork, though it may not be viewed as words, it is viewed with words, described in words. Everything I draw could be described in lengthy paragraphs, and I love it when a person sees that and gives me a lengthy response. Same with music, same with anything that is art. So really, I could write a lengthy thing about life, since art is life.
You know I do worry about being a pest with the constant picking through your story. I am glad you don't see my reviews as a bit obnoxious. I find it harder to critique art unless there is some symbolism in it that I can comment on or if I see something off kilter about it.
I am just happy to get anything. I don't have high expectations in regards to people. On my birthday, I was happy even to get flowers from people here on Gaia. I didn't sell anyone's presents except for one but only because at the time I didn't know about my mule and I had already had the item I had received. I wouldn't care if someone sent me a few sentences in response to a long a** letter because at least that is something rather than nothing. I can't stand nothing. Maybe it is the wrong way to be but all I want to know is that people actually enjoy spending time with me. I don't want material things just the person's time.
I don't want material things either, I would be just as happy with a pat on the back and a 'good job' as compared to twenty bucks for graduating. People insist that they give me money, which although, I could use for college. The fact remains, I don't want material things for myself, but I don't mind giving others material things. Such as reading material or something to gaze at. The only thing I wish people would do is write more, and write as if they are intellegent people who can use proper English. Of course I don't expect it of everyone, but I would like to know that there are people who aren't completely incompetent. Not to say I'm a genius and I know everything and have no intellectual mind to turn to, because I don't know everything and I do have awesome minds to turn to, but there's not many of them. I would have to say the most insightful people I know are you, Zuko, Dani, Vern, Meru, Boychi and McB. Of course there are others that are very insightful, such as Toph, and the people I consider brothers from MS as well.
I don't know, I suppose it's just a writers thing. I write something long for one to respond to and I hope that, in return, I will get a long response, so as to compare and contrast, or something to that effect.
Well the internet has certainly taught me to appreciate those who are literate in the English language a lot more. I can understand it if one who has English as their second language does not write well but I am absolutely frustrated with people who are native speakers of it who write like they are in elementary school when they are not.
I'm not saying that I do not appreciate that which is given to me or anything because I do alot. But it really does not compare to spending time with people. Even though I got plenty of gifts on my birthday, I was still devastated that we all couldn't get together for that day like I had wanted us to.
The internet holds many lessons, and finding out that there are idiots such as text talkers out there is one of them. I can't stand text talkers, I may use it once in a while, but only when playing a game. I know what you mean about English being the second language, that I understand, but as an English speaking person, natives to the language should be able to to write and speak it to the level where it makes sense. I won't knitpick about commas and periods being in the right places, but 'people' is not spelled 'ppl' or 'pepole' and so on and so forth.
I know what you mean, I appreaciate everything everyone has given me, and I only wish there were some way I could repay them all the gifts they have given me. You know what we should do though? Make one day where we know everyone will have off, and get together and just have a party in Barton Town. It may not be on your birthday or close to it, but we will be there for you, because hardly anyone was able to give the time. Like you were saying earlier about someone giving you their time, I understand that, but I don't have the audacity to ask most people for their time, since I have never wanted it. I don't want to say I'm antisocial, but I don't like people that much, except for the ones that I truly get to know and who truly understand me, even if it's only to a degree.
Yeah I am the last person to ask to tell someone where they ought to put a comma. I think it needs to be more than a level that makes sense because I am able to make sense of illiterate people's sentences. I think people should write at a level in which I don't have to strain my brain in order to figure out what they are saying. It should be easy to read.
I would like so much to have a party with everyone but I just don't see it happening. People seem so caught up with their own lives. I never thought it was audacious to ask people to spend time with me. Like you I don't socialize with alot of people. I prefer a tight knit group and when I am not able to spend time with those whom I consider friends very dear to me I get really sad about it. It hurts to care and value time spent with certain people and they don't feel the same way.
I suppose I can stand just being able to understand what is being written, but I am OCD about things being spelled right. If I know how it's spelled, and especially if it is an easy word to spell, I can't help but correct and chide. A bad habit, but one that is not easily broken. Of course I can forgive typos, because those we cannot control. They happen and they will continue to happen. After all, we are only human, and only a robot could perform such a thing perfectly, and, as I'm sure, even they could make mistakes after a while.
I know what you mean, Meru is afraid that I will forget about her when I leave for college. But she's my sister, as are you and everyone else in our little group that I really know. I wish they would open their eyes and see that we only wish a few hours of their time to get together and celebrate the day that a very special friend and sister was brought into the world. Alas, people cannot be expected to care, and though they may care, as you have stated, they get caught up in their own lives. I feel it is audacious to ask people because I don't wish for most peoples presence. So who would I be to ask for it when I do not want it? Close knit groups are my thing, as well, and I as well feel a certain let down or sadness when they cannot spare the time to talk to me. I suppose it is worse of me, however, since I am bored easily, and when I am on and no one else is, I start getting the feeling that no one cares. Though I know this is not the case, but that everyone has a different time schedule and different responsibilities, that they will not be on at the same time I am on, and though I know I cannot expect someone to be on as often as I am, I can't help but hope. Then when that hope is crushed well, we know where it goes from there.
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