Baby Neamhain
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Okay, long story... I'mma spoiler the long parts and leave the ending. gaia_kittenstar
Well, I first saw him when I was 13 at my middle school talent show. He came from a different school to perform with a student from my school. I thought he was really cute and talented. Freshman year, we had P.E. together but had no reason to talk so I just ogled from afar all year.
Two years later, sophomore year, we had spanish class together and were seated nearly next to eachother constantly. emotion_awesome
We finally planned to hang out, he picked me up, and we went to his house. He showed me his music while his nephew bugged us the whole time. He kissed me out of nowhere in the office, and I was super smiley and happy after that. We went on a walk where we held hands (all while I was scared of my hand getting sweaty..) and we kissed a few more times.
We got a call from his friend to go smoke weed, and we went. We managed to back into his garage and make a dent, which I felt guilty about for the longest time. We met up at his friend's house, smoked weed, cuddled in the guest room, had sex twice, cuddled more, then decided that we were going to be girlfriend-boyfriend.
Well, I first saw him when I was 13 at my middle school talent show. He came from a different school to perform with a student from my school. I thought he was really cute and talented. Freshman year, we had P.E. together but had no reason to talk so I just ogled from afar all year.
Two years later, sophomore year, we had spanish class together and were seated nearly next to eachother constantly. emotion_awesome
He would ask to copy my homework because he was a lazy ******** who only cared about music. emotion_bigvein But I thought he was cute as ******** so I always let him. He was dating his first gf at that time and I would see them making out outside of class. I bring it up every now and then and give him an accusing look. emotion_omnomnom
I was too shy to really talk to him much in-class or at school, but we had messaged each other regarding spanish homework a few times, and ended up talking more bit by bit through facebook. We established that our senses of humor were really similar and enjoyed discussing things like religion, science, ect. I didn't talk to him much other than that because I was too shy and he had a girlfriend.
We talked on facebook every now and then about random, funny stuff during summer break. When junior year started and I saw him on the first day of school, I walked up to him and said hi and put my arms out for a hug. emotion_yatta And after that we started waving at each other, saying hi (when his gf wasn't with him ofc), and still talking on facebook (we just joked around a lot.)
My depression got really bad that year and I ended up dropping out and going to home-school as well as cutting contact with nearly everyone I knew in real life. I didn't talk to him until beginning of senior year a few months later. I moved to a different city to try to have a fresh start and got involved with a stupid boy. My bf then was trying to talk to me often on fb but I kept blowing him off by not responding, or promising to respond later but then forgetting. He recalls that time and him starting to think I was a lesbian. rofl Anyways, the "new start" didn't work out, I dropped out again and moved back home. I spent the whole 2013 year being anti-social, staying home, not talking to anyone. I deleted my facebook.
2014 starts, I remake a facebook, add him. I message him and ask him how college is going, and we start talking like we were really good friends. He has considered me a good friend ever since junior year, even though I ignored him and didn't talk to him for a whole year. He told me he cared about me a lot and wanted me to get better (I was suffering from eating disorders, depression, bipolar, anxiety.) I felt strange having someone confess their deep concerns for me, but we started talking on the phone and we'd talk for hours and I felt really giddy and excited.
I was too shy to really talk to him much in-class or at school, but we had messaged each other regarding spanish homework a few times, and ended up talking more bit by bit through facebook. We established that our senses of humor were really similar and enjoyed discussing things like religion, science, ect. I didn't talk to him much other than that because I was too shy and he had a girlfriend.
We talked on facebook every now and then about random, funny stuff during summer break. When junior year started and I saw him on the first day of school, I walked up to him and said hi and put my arms out for a hug. emotion_yatta And after that we started waving at each other, saying hi (when his gf wasn't with him ofc), and still talking on facebook (we just joked around a lot.)
My depression got really bad that year and I ended up dropping out and going to home-school as well as cutting contact with nearly everyone I knew in real life. I didn't talk to him until beginning of senior year a few months later. I moved to a different city to try to have a fresh start and got involved with a stupid boy. My bf then was trying to talk to me often on fb but I kept blowing him off by not responding, or promising to respond later but then forgetting. He recalls that time and him starting to think I was a lesbian. rofl Anyways, the "new start" didn't work out, I dropped out again and moved back home. I spent the whole 2013 year being anti-social, staying home, not talking to anyone. I deleted my facebook.
2014 starts, I remake a facebook, add him. I message him and ask him how college is going, and we start talking like we were really good friends. He has considered me a good friend ever since junior year, even though I ignored him and didn't talk to him for a whole year. He told me he cared about me a lot and wanted me to get better (I was suffering from eating disorders, depression, bipolar, anxiety.) I felt strange having someone confess their deep concerns for me, but we started talking on the phone and we'd talk for hours and I felt really giddy and excited.
We finally planned to hang out, he picked me up, and we went to his house. He showed me his music while his nephew bugged us the whole time. He kissed me out of nowhere in the office, and I was super smiley and happy after that. We went on a walk where we held hands (all while I was scared of my hand getting sweaty..) and we kissed a few more times.
We got a call from his friend to go smoke weed, and we went. We managed to back into his garage and make a dent, which I felt guilty about for the longest time. We met up at his friend's house, smoked weed, cuddled in the guest room, had sex twice, cuddled more, then decided that we were going to be girlfriend-boyfriend.
