Hmmmmm, i'm not entirely sure what to say, but here it goes.
FORMAL APOLOGY
(aka: In which Ooka is blunt and explains why her apologies fail)
I am apologizing today to the following; Kitav06, Omiekins for the following:
To Omie because this little problem between myself and Kita has filled this shop with unnecessary negative feelings and a general sense of uncomfortableness, and I apologize for that.
To Kita for the following reasons: (and the part where the aka kicks in)
1. My hormones are off, and that month my 'time' hadn't come, making me antsy, disagreeable, and whole slew of things I cannot recall
2. I felt my actions were just, and sometimes, people have different views on right and wrong, we had different views and things both of us had said were tooken way out of context, or were taken the wrong way.
3.Because I am the following, and I admit with no shame; a b****, a f****ing a**hole, an a**.
4.I let my anger get the best of me
5.My friends, you made one feel so in the wrong, that I couldn't help but stay angry. I apologize to Omie for this to because she also made me slightly angry that day.
6. I am a wanker(simply because you all needed to know)
7.No, I will not recall anything from what happened because I like to forget bad things (i.e:K-7th grade)
8.RPs. RPs and Stellated were the reasons I didn't pay attention to Papermoon, it appeared to be doing fine from what I has seen so I felt I could go get other things done. This includes be offline from my laptop, IM RPs and trying to obtain myself a life, and money.
9.Ooka + Explainign herself or opinions= FAIL
And 7 brings up a whole bunch of new reasons! Same with one. This is for why I remained angry and/or ignored Kita: (warn you all now, she wanted the truth, I am blunt, and you get me writing)
It came back, I had certain things that come with it including a few extreme emotions
Headaches + Ooka + angry= eventual forgetfulness, and a lingering hate.
Imho, I was going to apologize way before today, but I kept putting it off because, frankly, I do not appreciate derogatory comments, and that was what I was expecting.
Hm, I believe that's it. That was the honest truth, Kita wanted me to apologize and tell the whole truth, but sadly, I have terrible memory when it comes to IMs and gaia a good portion of the time, so I remembered what I could, and I never forget things that make my face heat up and practically stop breathing because i'm having panic attacks. heart
Signed,
Ookami Kokkoro (aka Seme Roy Mustang. God I missed typing that)
This will also be x-posted to Papermoon, line for line~