sorry for being only small lurk mode, not posting lately. Just having a hard time with things, and being so lost on what is happening here when I do get time to look. Love and work life being crap just adds to the not feeling up to doing anything other then coming home after work or after looking for work, taking a long shower, eating dinner, then crawling in bed with a book and reading until I fall asleep. Slow computer is annoying and gimp just isn't working right at all so can't color, and no spear money still to get laptop fix since hours were cut unexpectedly and still have not found a second job. Also think I am in a bit of a depression from missing my old neighbor, who I use to walk her dog for some extra cash. She was a really nice old women and not being able to see her is starting to get to me more then I realized.
on another note, not going to post the BYO SE vamp today even though I have not got anyone yet, feeling like no one will want to now since everyone gets one for free. And not putting Jack's stuff up because I have not talked to him in so long, pm or phone, so I don't know if he has them being done yet or not.