Neith-Kia
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- Posted: Wed, 02 Feb 2005 23:46:52 +0000
<center>The Breakup.</center>
Kochikens
Kochi sighed as she glanced longingly to the window. It was in the heat of the night, and she was more mournful then ever. She had barely seen any of her family, Neith, Elle, Winny or anyone else lately. She didn't really know what had come over her. Her eyes were glazed over in thought, pondering about what she was going to do. For she knew that inevitably, something needed to happen.
Her stomach knotted as she stood up from her seat infront of the window, walking to the kitchen and taking a piece of paper that was on the fridge. "X? It's got a telephone number and an adress.." Came soft words from her mouth directed to herself. She scratched her chin as she looked to the kids bedroom door. And ideas began to formulate in her head. She knew a few major facts. She wasn't good enough for Neith. Afterall, she thought herself a monster! She would corrupt Elle into becoming some type of hideous beast, and that was not what she wanted for her children. She began to pace, her tail swishing back and forth behind herself as she parolled her territory. Many thoughts crossed her head, a little dialogue going in her head of her vs. her consious.
"You know you want too." It whispered into her ear, leaning over her shoulder.
"So? I couldn't do that to her, I love her!" She retorted fiercely.
"But you'll hurt her, Kochi. You always do." It mocked.
"I can't! I won't! I promised myself that I wouldn't do this again." Kochi hissed.
"Do you really think she's different? All she wants is your money!" Came the voice, squeeling in delight.
"She's different then them! She loves me too! She doesn't care about that. She, shes..." and her thought paused.
"Don't forget who you are, Kochi Novemisa Su'Rothimo Blackblood! You will ruin the dark child, she doesn't really love you. You're just complicating everything for them! Can't you let them be happy, you b***h?" The voice shrieked with a cackle attached.
"Shutup! I can't do it. I love her! Besides, where would I go?" She questioned, glancing to the piece of paper in her hand with the adress.
"You know where you would go, Kochi... that's why you took it, isn't it? But you can't take the vampire girl with you.. You'll hurt her... But the other girl... her.." It hummed slyly into her ear.
"You mean, Winifred..? But, I couldn't take her from her sister!" Kochi protested, walking over to the counter and resting her hands on it.
"Yes you could, and you will! You need a connection to them, both of them. They're twins afterall, you should get one! Leave that b***h, all she wants is for you to take care of them!"
"No! It's not like that! Why won't you listen?" She denied.
"Because I am you! This is what you really want!"
Kochi muttered under her breath to herself, because she knew that it was true. That was herself telling her what she wanted to hear. With a nod of her head of decision, she slipped the piece of paper with the adress into her pocket and made up her mind. She couldn't stay here, she was only making things hard for Neith. But she wouldn't be entirely deatched from her, she had to atleast leave a note and take atleast one of the twins. And her obvious choice is Winny, she didn't want to hurt Elle. With her consious egging her on, she quickly wrote out a note and stuck it onto the fridge with a magnet as she slipped out of the room. Within half an hour with everyone asleep, she had gathered up all of her necessary items like her diary, the sprockets, Mortimer and Winnys stuff and placed them in her own private coach, securing them. She could hear the whirr of something slicing through the air, looking behind herself to catch Mortimers Fandangle- Weapon in frontal view. She smiled and waved him towards the coach, for he knew when to be quiet.
She then crept into the twins room and picked up Morty in one arm, depositing him in the front seat of the coach. He of course didn't wake up, the only thing that could wake that Fa'e up would be a train to the head. She then snuck back into the room and carefully picked up Winny in both of her arms, being as careful as she could not to wake her. She stepped into the carriage and placed her next to Morty, locking the door to her old house, with her ex-fiancee and her child who she would probably never see again and closed the carriage doors, signalling for the driver to go. She handed him the adress to the house she had decided to go to untill she could decide upon a proper residence. For Kochi might as well of been dead to the two who remained in that house, she had no intention of ever going back.
Dear Neith:
I hope you know that I love you. I love you too much- that was my fault in all of this. My one big mistake. I love you so much, and Elle and the girls and everything else, that I do not want to hurt either of you. I'm sure by now you've noticed that my stuff and Mortys and Winnys are gone. It's all been transported safely. We're safe. And so are you now, I won't let anyone hurt Winny. I vow to you that, for I could not keep my vow of love. This is not a mistake, I know what I have to do. And that is protect Elle by not seeing her. I am a bad influence on my own daughter! I do not want to ruin her, for she is one of the most precious things in the world to me. I am taking Winny with me to raise instead of her, I would of taken them both if it was not for Elle's condition. Winifred will be fine with me, i'm taking them to a friends house untill I can find a nice suitable home for us. I would appreciate it if you made no attempt to follow or contact me, but know that I am always near. If it is not in physical, it is in heart.
-Regretfully yours, Kochi
Her stomach knotted as she stood up from her seat infront of the window, walking to the kitchen and taking a piece of paper that was on the fridge. "X? It's got a telephone number and an adress.." Came soft words from her mouth directed to herself. She scratched her chin as she looked to the kids bedroom door. And ideas began to formulate in her head. She knew a few major facts. She wasn't good enough for Neith. Afterall, she thought herself a monster! She would corrupt Elle into becoming some type of hideous beast, and that was not what she wanted for her children. She began to pace, her tail swishing back and forth behind herself as she parolled her territory. Many thoughts crossed her head, a little dialogue going in her head of her vs. her consious.
"You know you want too." It whispered into her ear, leaning over her shoulder.
"So? I couldn't do that to her, I love her!" She retorted fiercely.
"But you'll hurt her, Kochi. You always do." It mocked.
"I can't! I won't! I promised myself that I wouldn't do this again." Kochi hissed.
"Do you really think she's different? All she wants is your money!" Came the voice, squeeling in delight.
"She's different then them! She loves me too! She doesn't care about that. She, shes..." and her thought paused.
"Don't forget who you are, Kochi Novemisa Su'Rothimo Blackblood! You will ruin the dark child, she doesn't really love you. You're just complicating everything for them! Can't you let them be happy, you b***h?" The voice shrieked with a cackle attached.
"Shutup! I can't do it. I love her! Besides, where would I go?" She questioned, glancing to the piece of paper in her hand with the adress.
"You know where you would go, Kochi... that's why you took it, isn't it? But you can't take the vampire girl with you.. You'll hurt her... But the other girl... her.." It hummed slyly into her ear.
"You mean, Winifred..? But, I couldn't take her from her sister!" Kochi protested, walking over to the counter and resting her hands on it.
"Yes you could, and you will! You need a connection to them, both of them. They're twins afterall, you should get one! Leave that b***h, all she wants is for you to take care of them!"
"No! It's not like that! Why won't you listen?" She denied.
"Because I am you! This is what you really want!"
Kochi muttered under her breath to herself, because she knew that it was true. That was herself telling her what she wanted to hear. With a nod of her head of decision, she slipped the piece of paper with the adress into her pocket and made up her mind. She couldn't stay here, she was only making things hard for Neith. But she wouldn't be entirely deatched from her, she had to atleast leave a note and take atleast one of the twins. And her obvious choice is Winny, she didn't want to hurt Elle. With her consious egging her on, she quickly wrote out a note and stuck it onto the fridge with a magnet as she slipped out of the room. Within half an hour with everyone asleep, she had gathered up all of her necessary items like her diary, the sprockets, Mortimer and Winnys stuff and placed them in her own private coach, securing them. She could hear the whirr of something slicing through the air, looking behind herself to catch Mortimers Fandangle- Weapon in frontal view. She smiled and waved him towards the coach, for he knew when to be quiet.
She then crept into the twins room and picked up Morty in one arm, depositing him in the front seat of the coach. He of course didn't wake up, the only thing that could wake that Fa'e up would be a train to the head. She then snuck back into the room and carefully picked up Winny in both of her arms, being as careful as she could not to wake her. She stepped into the carriage and placed her next to Morty, locking the door to her old house, with her ex-fiancee and her child who she would probably never see again and closed the carriage doors, signalling for the driver to go. She handed him the adress to the house she had decided to go to untill she could decide upon a proper residence. For Kochi might as well of been dead to the two who remained in that house, she had no intention of ever going back.
The Note
Dear Neith:
I hope you know that I love you. I love you too much- that was my fault in all of this. My one big mistake. I love you so much, and Elle and the girls and everything else, that I do not want to hurt either of you. I'm sure by now you've noticed that my stuff and Mortys and Winnys are gone. It's all been transported safely. We're safe. And so are you now, I won't let anyone hurt Winny. I vow to you that, for I could not keep my vow of love. This is not a mistake, I know what I have to do. And that is protect Elle by not seeing her. I am a bad influence on my own daughter! I do not want to ruin her, for she is one of the most precious things in the world to me. I am taking Winny with me to raise instead of her, I would of taken them both if it was not for Elle's condition. Winifred will be fine with me, i'm taking them to a friends house untill I can find a nice suitable home for us. I would appreciate it if you made no attempt to follow or contact me, but know that I am always near. If it is not in physical, it is in heart.
-Regretfully yours, Kochi