Zero Dream
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Just The Way We Are
Zero Dream
He'd only allowed himself the barest bit of rest before heading back up, back... home, as it were. He couldn't have been gone for more than a day, and...Well. This was going to be fun to explain, really.
It was evident now that he'd grown in both ways of the term, when he did step up the stairs into the hallway, having apparently lost little of his ability to sneak around unnoticed in the process. If anything, it was almost enhanced, with how his steps only barely made a sound. The sudden shift in height was a little confusing, and his wingspan was at least twice what it had been. It had been harder to gauge those things when he'd been in the Underworld, but here...
At least Nergal had been able to get him some more fitting clothing, or this whole thing would have been very Mission Impossible. Not that it wasn't now - the goal, as it were, was to sneak though as quietly as possible, avoid his aoidei for the time being, and get to the one person he was actually willing to let her see him still confused about the whole thing.
The door opened as silently as he was able, and closed almost as silently, and then he started toward the room he and Cosine shared.
midnight_medea
Cosine was not asleep like the rest of the apartment. She was thinking and writing, the feint scratch of her pencil on paper the only sound in the room. The goddess paused mid equation and slipped the pencil behind her ear. It was late, very late and she was feeling rather hungry.In the hall the light click of the door, a light whisper of movement.
She looked up, everyone was home, she was sure of it, it could be Ankou of course. She stood slowly and picked the candlestick holder up. He wasn't usually one to sneak about his own home though. She frowned, blew out the candle and walked to the bedroom door. She stood next to it and opening it just a crack so she could peer out into the darkness.
Zero Dream
Ankou would have certainly have been more skilled at sneaking had it not been for his wings - more elaborately with him hitting almost everything he could possibly hit with the new wingspan in the process of moving.This was bothersome to say the least, and he did perk up from replacing the table cloth when the door opened. At least, it wasn't Jinx. The whole room would have been awake in a matter of minutes if it had been the catgirl. Thankfully, it was Cosine.
"Hey." The Spirit Guide smiled. His voice hadn't changed, not really. But that fact that Cosine might not actually recognize him never quite entered his mind.
midnight_medea
She watched the strange god fumble around with things in the apartment and opened the door fully."Don't come any closer. Who are you and what do you want?" She held the candlestick up, ready to throw it if he came any closer. She was so panicked she hadn't really thought that a small piece of wood might not be very effective against a god. Really, she didn't stand a chance.
Zero Dream
....Wait. What ?That wasn't meant to happen, and for a moment Ankou was much too confused to do anything. The god literally froze for a moment, uncertain what to do, not even breathing.
This was confusing and embarrassing at the same time.
"Cosine." He did raise his voice beyond the whisper he'd used, in hope she would recognize it. "I..." He didn't really dare to come closer, though. She did look quite ready to throw whatever she was holding. He did move, just slightly, in order to let his pendant fall out from under his shirt.
midnight_medea
Cosine paused a moment at his words. Me? she thought, looking him over again, her eyebrow raising as she saw the pendant she had bought him in Baadris. She moved a hair closer, her green eyes meeting his golden ones. Well, he had Kou's eyes and voice, now she looked at him properly there was a resemblance. She took a deep breath and smiled a little, he was not half a god any more. Cosine lowered her 'weapon' and smirked a little to herself, payback for almost scaring her out of her skin.
"You could have stolen that." She whispered, nodding at the pendant. "I'm going to need more proof."
Zero Dream
His expression would likely be a very good trade-off indeed. Had he not been so damn nervous to begin with, he might have noticed the signs of recognition that had shown up a few seconds prior to her statement, but thankfully for her plan at payback, the Spirit Guide seemed just as confused and embarrassed as he had been even since he'd been 'caught'.This was downright ridiculous. Proof ? What kind of proof did he have ?! Unknown to himself, Ankou was turning an interesting shade of blue.
Think, damnit, think... The fact that this was happening at all was a little ridiculous. What was the thing he knew that no one else did-
"Your kisses." He did suddenly blurt out. "Your lipbalm taste like cherry."
Probably the corniest proof of identity ever.
midnight_medea
Cosine watched as he tried to think of some other proof that it was him. At his answer she opened her mouth, closed it again and burst into laughter. Yep, it was Ankou all right."My lip balm tastes of cherries?" She asked, looking him over again, this was really going to take some getting used to but she was not going to complain. He looked good, and hopefully his personality had not changed too much.
"When did this happen?" She asked, walking closer to him, almost afraid to touch.
Zero Dream
Her laugh was first met only with more confusion, when it did finally dawn on him that she'd figured out just who he was a... long time ago.And, in result, he frowned, but did seem to finally calm down. "It does." Ankou sounded downright sheepish. "Was that really necessary ? ...You are pretty scary with a candlestick."
Ankou, indeed.
"Ill'd say..." His sense of time was a little skewed. "A few hours ago ?" That did explain why his wings were trying to do some interior redecorating.
midnight_medea
Cosine smiled again and shook her head."I was scared, I barely have any power and here is some strange god snooping around." She reached out to take his hand in hers. He felt a little cold, like her when she had been sat outside for too long. Her other hand she moved up to touch this new face. He was so pale, though it suited, he reminded her of Nergal a little, though more approachable, kinder.
Her fingers brushed over his cheek and up to his hair. "It suits you." She said finally, combing her fingers through his white locks and watching them fall back into place at his shoulders. "I like your hair."
Zero Dream
"Am I so strange, now ?" He was amused, now that the panic had finally passed. Such a strange mix of emotions in such a short time - only Cosine was able to make that happen in him, really."You do not need to worry about strange gods lurking in the dark." He did move to cup her chin in his free hand, tenderly. "Not on my watch. I am the only strange god allowed around these parts." His expression turned into a grin.
"It... feels right." It was hard to explain, really. Everything just felt right, like the last piece of a puzzle had finally been put in place - the irritation mostly coming out of miscalculating the distance of his wings, and his own height. Things he'd gotten used to that were suddenly completely different with little warning.
"But, I should make up for scaring you, shouldn't I ?" He crossed the span that separated them, and kissed her.
midnight_medea
His words made her smile, that was how it should feel, to evolve into yourself. Your true self. His kiss amused her, he was taller now, and she was still short having to stand on tiptoes so that she could wrap her arm around his neck, the candlestick still in her hand. She was glad that it was still her Kou inside the new shell, though she was also nervous. He would have more responsibilities now, be gone more and more.After a few moments she pulled away and looked up at him in the darkness.
"So you can take me on an adventure now you're all grown up and stronger."
Zero Dream
"Of course." He moved, slowly, to sweep her off her feet and carry her, but as his wings moved, they got caught up and then knocked down one of the chairs, the unexpected sound startling him."Well. Not yet." He admitted. "Maybe when I decide to stop being a walking disaster."
midnight_medea
Cosine laughed as he carried her and cause havoc in their wake. It was not just her who was going to have to get used to this new form. She reached behind his back to run her hand over the soft feathers. "Any time you're ready. If Nergal's going to be stealing you away I think it's only fair."
Zero Dream
"I do not think Nergal's gonna be stealing me away for some time." Ankou admitted. He'd scared his older brother shitless, more or less. It had been easy to see, for him.He wasn't going to go in the finer details, though. It would only worry her, really, and what was done, was done. There was no use worrying about it now.
He carefully pushed the door open with his shoulder to step inside their room, where she had initially come from. "And what did I disturb you from, hmm ? I doubt you were sleeping. Or am I that bad of a sneak ?"
midnight_medea
She looked to the made bed and smiled."No, I wasn't sleeping. I'm getting like you these days. there's always too much to think about." She glanced to the desk she had been working at and removed the pencil from behind her ear. "Just some thoughts and ideas. My journal, things to aid rebuilding. I finished the community centre and school." She was rather proud of that achievement. "I will take you to see it tomorrow, then maybe to some other projects. "I have been aiding the architects and builders."
Zero Dream
"I am such a bad influence." The aches in his limbs returned, reminding him of just how recent the growth had been, and he carefully let the goddess back down on her feet before he could accidentally drop her."I will look forward to seeing all that, then. Though, I might need some explanations." He winked at her, before sitting on the bed. His legs had been starting to ache again. Definitively not too much excitement in the near future, if it could be avoided.
midnight_medea
She put her feet down carefully and flexed her bare feet on the floor. "Of course I will provide explanations." She watched him for a moment and walked over to face him. "You look weary." She smiled a little and cupped his face in her hands. Of course he would not look tired, he did not sleep. Cosine leaned down to kiss him briefly and pulled back to look into his eyes. "Would you like me to get you anything?"
Zero Dream
"It wasn't very pleasant." The Spirit Guide finally did admit, leaning into her touch without really noticing he was doing just that. "And it was draining. But I figure there's no way around that." It left you drained yet stronger at the same time, or at least it was how he felt right now. A strange little paradox."I think your presence will be more than enough." He smiled at her, that smile that was so rare for everyone else. Even he if just spent the night laying down and watching her work, it would be well-spent.
midnight_medea
She smiled and stroked his cheek gently."I will show you something. A game." She pulled away and wandered over to get some paper and a pencil from the desk. "We can play and you can rest." Cosine walked back over to the bed and flopped down on her stomach. "I have other plans for you before I let you out of my sight again." She looked back at him and gave a cheeky wink. "watch." Her hand beckoned him to join her as she started to make grids of numbers, squares of 9 all joined together.
Zero Dream
"A game ?" Oh, now she had him. Catching his attention was the best way to keep Ankou from fidgeting too much. The mention of other plans was not completely lost on him, that fact betrayed by his expression, but right now the immediate was much more interesting.He followed her lead, peeking over her shoulder rather easily, but not quite understanding what this was all about just yet. Games in general were not things he was extremely aware of, beside the hide and seek he sometime did play with his brother's children. Number games were much less familiar.
midnight_medea
"Okay, you see this." She gestured to the 9x9 grid. "There are nine squares in the grid, in each square there are the numbers one to nine. Some are missing. What you have to do is make every square have the numbers one to nine, and also each row needs to have the numbers one to nine. Like this." It was a bit of an unfair game to play really, she completed the top row of nine quickly and filled in the first square. "You can't double any numbers in each row or square. In the far east they call it Sudoku." Cosine smiled and handed him the pencil. "You try the next row."Zero Dream
...That sounded complicated.For him, at least. Cosine, of course, filled the first square in as quick as it was probably possible to fill it, while he was left looking over his own square with very open confusion. He wasn't really sure how it all worked, and he did spend a moment simply observing the square, pen swirling back and forth in between two pale fingers, wings moving every now and then, before he finally did try to fill the front row. He was nowhere near Cosine's speed, and could probably have been called an insult to the art, crossing out numbers and replacing them as he realized things weren't quite adding up.
Anyone else he might have not even tried at all, but Cosine was a completely different story. She'd seen him do and say much stupider, after all.
midnight_medea
Cosine smiled and rested her head against his shoulder."It'll get easier." She encouraged as she watched him cross numbers out and try and work through the puzzle. "Just say if you don't like it, I'll find us something else. I know numbers aren't for everyone."
Zero Dream
"It's not that I don't like it." He answered a bit distractedly, clearly not willing to give up until he'd gotten at least this one right. "But it is not as easy as you make it look like. I fear I lack your skill, my lady."He couldn't see himself doing this all that often, but honestly almost anything became interesting if it meant spending time with Cosine. They didn't get a whole lot of that as is... mostly by his fault.
Though... now, that could change. Once he got used to this, to what he could and couldn't do, bringing her along was not outside the question. Not now that he felt he could actually protect her.
But still, there would need to be a balance. She was needed here as much as he was needed elsewhere.
midnight_medea
She smirked a little and propped herself up on her elbow."Hmm, I will find something we can play together." she watched him work and reached out to play with his new, white hair. She didn't want to waste their time together. It was almost better that he was away so often, it made her appreciate the time they had more. "Or we could just talk? You can tell me your plans now you have evolved."
Zero Dream
It was actually hard to think of something that would interest the both of them equally, now that he thought about it. He didn't move, looking down as he filled more and more squares with numbers, and went to do corrections as he realized he was doing the puzzle wrong. He wasn't giving up, though."Plan ?" He did stop to look at her, amusement evident. "Have I ever had a plan ?" He didn't think so. Mostly he just... did things in order not to get bored. Went along with the flow most of time. "No real reason to start now. Knowing me it will end in disaster." He winked at her and resumed working on the puzzle.
midnight_medea
"Try filling in this one." She pointed to one of the lower boxes with a pale finger. "most of the numbers are already there and it will help you with those two lines." This was nice, spending time together just doing noting, or almost nothing. His reply to her question made her smirk a little. "I'm sure that's not true. Though, I suppose in times like these there's not much point in a plan. The world is so changeable." Zero Dream
"I am almost done with this one, I think..." There were only a few blank spots left... but there were so many scribbles that it was hard to tell which number went where, really."That is the point, really... Why have a nice, set plan when something will probably come up and make you improvise anyway ?" Well, maybe he did have some loose sort of 'plan'. But it existed only in his head, and it was very likely that no one would be able to understand any of it.
midnight_medea
Cosine smiled as she watched him fill out the puzzle and smiled at his observation."I suppose. I quite like planning things, though it's my nature. Logic and order." Her green eyes appraised the numbers, despite the scribbles they were all correct. "You've done well. And don't worry about the mistakes, making them is half the fun of a puzzle." She shifted a little as her arm started to tingle. "Number is the same. Mathematicians would have gotten nowhere without all the scribbling out."
Zero Dream
"Trial and error." He nodded. "It's a part of everything, I figure. You cannot learn without doing mistakes in the way." He was aware of that, and couldn't really deny it.At last, the last number was filled in. "I think I got it ?" He wasn't all quite that certain he'd gotten it right.
midnight_medea
Cosine shifted to sit upright and took the sheet of paper. It didn't take her long to look it over and see that it was correct."I often end up surrounded by a big pile of screwed up paper. And yep, it's all perfect." She smiled and handed the paper back to him. "Would you like me to make you a hot drink? There might even be cookies in the cupboard."
