Slightly Suicidal (an awsome rp) o//a

[ish rin cat]

Sora refused to speak to the counselor that drove her to her "new home". The overly sympathetic girl annoyed her and all the wanted was silence. "your going to like it there. There good at there jobs...they can help you Sora" the woman kept saying. If she was trying to get Sora to be exited about being put in the nut house then maybe she needed to stay a week or so herself. Sora glared out the window as the place came into view, the car slowed gravel crunching under the tires, Sora removed her seat belt an tried to open the door but it was locked. "is the child safely lock really necessary?" she asked annoyance ringing in her quite voice. The Counselor smiled at her "we have it on record that you tried to trow yourself from a car once....we have to take precautions..." Sora cut her off "no...i tried to throw my self in front of one...there's a difference..." The woman looked at her wide eyed an then got out of the car opening Soras door so she could get out. "You ready to check in?" she asked, Sora rolled her eyes "no" she said in a cold voice as she walked up an open the door to the building then stopped an turned her head "you coming or what?" she called back to the woman still staring at her from by the car moving in side and leaning on the wall siding down to sit on the floor her glanced around the bland room "oh joy i hate the place already..." she thought to herself watching as the counselor conversed with a man that looked way to much like a shirk for Soras taste.

[Audorasaurous]

________Dawn Taylors________

Dawn Looked up to see the two people she first noticed looking at her. She moved her nail and spoke. "Can I...Help you?" She asked. She streatched her legs straight out and stood up. She had no clue why she was walking towards them. She tilted her head and smiled a 'evilish' smile. "Did I do something funny?" She asked directing that question to the boy. "Or was I just so freakin' fasicinating you had to stare?" And directing that one to the girl. She bending at her waist like an upside down 'L'.

[ish rin cat]

Sora could hear voices from the nest room over...the other poor soul who had been locked away in here. she stood back up and stalked over to the door, her walk was curious and cautious at the same time...kind of like a wild cat. She pushed the door open and looked at the group gathered by the window from the looks of them she was in for one hell of a stay. She moved into the room and went to opposite direction of the others placing herself in the middle of the wall on the other side of the room an sliding to the floor.

[music_ninja_freak]

heart |||ABY~DOWNS||| heart

Aby raised an eyebrow at the yelling girl.
"you don't really care if people stare at you. Just like how i don't care if people stare at me like you were just a minute ago. So calm down and stop being so angry." she said to her in a calm voice. Aby didn't care to speak her mind. She stood up from the couch and looked down at Nny.
"I have to go. I guess i'll see you around." she said and walked past the angry girl. Aby made her way towards the check-in counter and sat down on a couch near the counter.

[ish rin cat]

Sora listened to the goings on in the room, "nothing for me to bother with" she thought to herself as she drew a pen from her pocket an started to draw on her arm, Sora was not a cutter, she saw it as a cry for help...she didn't want help...this is where help got her...she wanted death. "every one here has so many issues...who the hell thought it would be a good idea to lock us all up together?" she asked herself aloud in a whisper.

[DarthSariph]

Jack knew hes sentence, jail or the nuthouse. "its not a nuthouse its a place where people with problems like yours.." " oh shut up" He remembered that conversation. Just one out burst in public of trying to set a mall on fire was enough to do this. as the police car pulled up to the building the police got out of the car, opened jacks car door and "helped" him out of there. to anyone who saw this it just looked like a cop grabbing a boy out of a car by his hair and dragged him into the building. "here is your new home" and the cop dropped him filled out his paper work, uncuffed him and left. a man in a white coat approached him "i have read over your fill jack, and i think we can help you make many breakthroughs here" Jack gave a witty smile "thank god im not a virgin, that might be painful if i was" the man in the white coat looked at him with a smug smile "we go meet your new roommates, looks like you will be here for a while" jack got to his feet and walked to a window, and started to whisper the song no rain to himself.

[Audorasaurous]

________Dawn Taylors________

Smiling, Dawn, Turned around also. Another girl caught her attention. There is something about these people. Normally I wouldn't give them a second thought, but...God Dammit! I can't think straight! Something is wrong! Something is terribly wrong! Dawn grabbed her head after the pause in her thoughts. Why was she even thinking anything about the certain people. She never cared about others, not even the slightest feeling of anything but hate for others, so did she want to know these people for some reason? She wasn't sure. Dawn Taylors marched over to the girl she just saw sitting against the wall and extended a skinny arm. "I'm Dawn.." She told the girl. Dawn's head was turned the other way since she never, or it had been a long time since, she ever tried to be nice and willingly introduce herself to someone.

[CheshireCat19]

XXX ℑ ø s ħ u ą

Cause you know that's what I heard . Tell ya thoughts that's most impure . So everything's splendid, sure
. I just there to in-jure .

He was the product of a laxative-popping bulimic, psycho b***h and some player who knocked her up in the bathroom of a bar. That "laxative-popping b***h" was his mother. Age had struck her a few times and no longer was she the pretty girl that she had envisioned, and the sexuality of her child had driven her to hate it. At first it was just words.Sticks and stones can break my bones but words could never hurt me. . . Whoever said that must never have felt that emptiness that just seemed to suffocate you. It hurt because there was nothing, and anything just anything even inducing pain on yourself filled it temporarily. The words went to violence. If he accidentally spilled water she slapped him with a dog leash, screaming at him and demanding why he did it. If he found him gazing at pictures of males, she tore them from his hands and ripped them up in front of him. He couldn't take it one day. She had slapped him over a stupid thing, and he slapped her back, restrained her and slapped her again. That night he found himself on a street overpass. Right when he was straddling over the bars, a policeman saw him and prevented him from causing his own death. They sent him here.

For what it's worth . I'd do it again . With no consequence . I will do it again

[music_ninja_freak]

((i'm going to sleep you guys! don't post too many pages! razz i'll be back on in the morning and then a couple hours after that. night!))

[Audorasaurous]

________Dawn Taylors________

Dawn smirked. She curled her toes, diging them into the shoes she was wearing. She looked up and began to speak, just loud enough for the girl named 'Sora' to hear and anyone else near by, but that wasn't on purpose. "Well...I'm depressed, but it's hard to tell, when my depression comes off as Anger. I've tried shooting myself multipule times, only to have the gun jam at the last second. Even though I shot something RIGHT before aiming it at my head and pulling the trigger. I was in gangs, my father died in the navy and my mother has breast cancer, that's what started it. My sisters are Bipolar, and my younger brother has Autisum. An I ended up here, in this hell hole, because of it all. I no longer see anything worth living for." Dawn Taylors explained. She looked down, at the girl, for a moment. "What about you? If that's okay for me to ask?" Dawn spotted another boy walk in, and countinued wondering what was making her feel the way she was.

[CheshireCat19]

XXX ℑ ø s ħ u ą

Cause you know that's what I heard . Tell ya thoughts that's most impure . So everything's splendid, sure
. I just there to in-jure .

Their car slowed to a stop, his mother giving him a disgusted look. "You had nothing to kill yourself for. I gave you everything, you selfish brat", she seethed.He just stared at her, and then looked in his lap.It hurt when she talked to him. It really hurt. It was a pain unlike if he fell and scraped himself, it seemed as if there was no way getting rid of this. Hadn't she ever realized material possessions did not convey happiness? Hadn't she ever thought of him more than a nuisance and a sinner? She needed to get off her high horse and actually discover that she was not the next greatest thing before god. He gritted his teeth as she yelled at him to get out of the car. Unclipping his seat belt, he opened the car door and climbed out. Everything hurt. Everything was grey. He had nothing to live for anymore. Why wouldn't they just let him die? He was led into the building, and his mother began to fill out the necessary forms.

For what it's worth . I'd do it again . With no consequence . I will do it again

[ish rin cat]

Sora listened to Dawns tale and was quite for a moment then she looked us catching her Dawns eye with her own gray almost blind looking eyes "my father left before my mother knew i was to be...i dont know him...I devolved sever depression at a young age inherited from my mom who killed her self my means over overdose when i was twelve, I lived in a group home that was in terrible conditions an ran away when i was fifteen...I too believe i have nothing to live for and my last attempt to kill myself which was by running into oncoming traffic of the freeway landed me here...." she told her in a toneless voice