Slightly Suicidal (an awsome rp) o//a

[music_ninja_freak]

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Aby frowned and pulled out her ipod.
"They let me keep my ipod... i think it's because with cd players you can break the cd's and use them as razors... i used to do that... but with my brother's cd's..." she said as a single tear ran down her face from the mention of her brother.

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Nny sighed, "This place is boring." he was unphased by her tear, as he had always been. He chuckled as he remembered said tears from some o his victims. Nny wore a twisted smile as he recalled their pleads for mercy.

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Aby looked at him. she didn't notice the crazy smile.
"I starting cutting myself with anything possible after that... stupid doctors couldn't find s**t for me to be able to save him..." she said. But she said the last part in a whisper thinking he wasn't even listening to her. she doesn't normally talk to people about her brother.

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Nny listened to her about her cutting, and he became slightly angry. He hated people's stupid ways of 'Dulling the Pain'. He wanted to shout at her for being incredibly stupid, but he kept his mouth shut because he knew he might be restrained by the doctors.

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Aby snapped back into reality.
"What am i doing? You don't need to hear any of this... sorry." she said softly, not believing this entier day. she leaned her head against the couch and closed her eyes, taking in a deep breath.

[Audorasaurous]

________Dawn Taylors________

Dawn Taylors was led into a room that one could call the lobby. It had a T.V. and what not. She figured that wanted that place to be a 'hangout' for the patients. You're gunna have to do a hell of alot better then this! She thought, picking up a magazine with her index finger and thumb, as if it were a dead animal. She dropped it back on the table and turned her head in disgust. "They don't even have decent magazines! God, this place sucks." She dragged her feet over to an empty chair and plopped down in it. She noticed two other people right away. A boy and a girl. Of course Dawn didn't say anything. She took a magazine and sighed. She wasn't even reading it, justing seeing if it was possible to get a paper cut on purpose. She ran the skin between the thumb and fore finger along the pages until a she felt a sting. Dawn had a paper cut. She put it in her mouth andfor amoment, what most people, regardless of weather or not they wanted the cut. And shook her hand. She grinned and sat back in the chair staring at the T.V.
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Nny shrugged. "I don't mind..." He then noticed another girl, giving herself a paper cut. he couldn't help but scoff. He truly hated these people. They were so stupid, causing themselves pain. Nny glared at the people around him as he leaned back against the couch.

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Aby shook her head. she looked out the window again.
"It's not something for you to hear. You won't want to hear it... i could tell you don't like cutters..." she said softly.

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Nny glanced at Aby, then nodded, "You're right, I don't." he answered gravely. "Unfortunately, most of the people here are cutters, so I suppose I'll just have to learn how to deal with it." Nny sank into the couch cushions as he said this. He really detested emo people. Really, just people in general, but especially emo people.

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Aby sighed. He didn't really understand because he didn't know the stories.
"I'm suprised you're still talking to me since i'm a cutter. i'm a bit shocked you stayed even when you knew i cut... well used to cut. I'm shoked you didn't yell at me like i could tell you were trying so hard not to." she said softly, not looking at him. Aby could tell things, what people were urging to do but restrained themselves, she could see behind their fakeness.

[Audorasaurous]

________Dawn Taylors________

The girl tilted her head as she watched what was being shown. It looked like something for three-year olds or people who were mental and what not. She stood up, placing her feet loudly on the floor. "Dammit! Change the freakin' channel! We're teenagers not toddlers or mental!" She jumped over the back of the chair and and walked to the corner. Dawn placed a hand on the ground and eased herself into a squating position, hugging her knees. She put her chin on them and stared as people walked by her, some taking the time to give her a weird look, Dawn just flipped them off. "God, you people have seen weirder things then someone huddled in the freakin corner, so stop staring at me."
Dawn Taylors moved her foot, draging it back and forth on the tile ground. The dirt and dust beneath it made little scratching sounds and she smiled. She tilted her head back a bit, until it hit the wall behind her.

Taylors Stared off into space before shaking her head and coming back to reality. "What the hell am I doing here?" Dawn moaned. A nurse heard her and stopped for a moment to tell her Dawn had tried shooting herself, she joined gangs, and much more, loud enough that Dawn was sure everyone else could hear. She started getting pissed and stood up. "I know that! But why don't you just tell everybody else?!?!" Dawn held an arm out towards the other people in the room and kept talking. "Ya ever hear of a retorichal question!? Well that was one! It wasn't meant to be answered!" Dawn didn't care if people were staring at her, she used to stare at them when she was little, she sometimes still did. The nurse told Dawn to calm down and walked away. Most people here were not aware of the damage Dawn Taylors could do when she got really angry, of course, someday soon, they probably would. She took two deep breaths and noticed her hands were clenched so tightly, her knuckles were turning white. "She's lucky I didn't swing you." She said talking to her hand. She wasn't talking crazy, just basically to herself. Dawn looked at some random person who was still watching her. "What?!" The girl imediantly looked away and Dawn jumped over the back, into the chair again. She resumed the huddle position, just in a different spot, and started to bite her thumb nail.
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((Edited))

"Well, I'm only speaking with you because I'm obscenely bored." Nny said, then slyly smiled as he said, "You have a knack for figuring people out, don't you. Yes, I suppose I do want to rant like I always do, but this probably isn't the best time. No, not for your sake, but for mine." Nny then heard a girl raving and looked up to see the girl that was paper cutting herself. She ranted for some time until finally taking a seat. Nny chuckled to himself, he remembered when he used to do that.

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Aby shrugged.
"I guess you can say i have a knack... but it's actually pretty simple... people just don't see what others are hiding. Everybody hides something... just others not as well..." she said softly. she ignored his comment about being just really bored and that's why he was talking to her.
"I guess i'm happy to be here to conqure part of your bordom..." she said slightly seriously. she didn't mind if she was just a tool. she looked over at the girl who just went on a rampage.

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Nny smiled at the girl, "Well, I'm glad that you're happy." he said in a happier tone than usual. He was taken aback by his own reaction to Aby's comment and sighed. This place was already changing him. Although, being a tad happier couldn't hurt him.

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((Goin' to bed. G'night ^w^))