Lian Feaorne
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Lian visibly flinched when Arkravis finished his speech and stepped down away from the podium. She knew he was done speaking, tilting her head slightly to listen to the two Avion speak in low whispers. Her nerves were shaking. Her eyes darted around, searching out Samayou but even in this crowed and with her height, she was drowned out. Lian reached into her pocket, searching for the crystal shard he had given her and grasped it into her hand. Shutting her eyes, she sent out a message to him, panicked and having reached the end of her rope.
Lian shoved the crystal back in her pocket and without further delay started to push her way through the crowds. All through the crowds that whispered and sneered at the display between politicians and Kings, Lian made it ripple with her desperation to leave. She needed to get outside where there was air and get out of Sigil as fast as she could run. Amantis looked up to see Lian fleeing to the doors, her brow furrowed but she could do nothing. By the time that she would have been able to get to the door, Lian would have been long gone. Lian fought through people twice her size and girth to get to the doors, finally reaching the outside and slamming the door behind her. Outside there was air. She could feel it along her sweat covered skin, cooling it to a chill. Her eyes looked around, seeking the fastest route to get out of the warehouse area and into the city districts.
At first, her feet started at a quick walk and increased to a run. Her hair whipped behind her, her eyes on the prize of getting to the Ladies Ward. Nothing would deter her from leaving Sigil...her fear of Arkravis' eyes still haunted the back of her mind and fueled her legs to go faster. Lian's eyes stung with hot tears as she ran, stopping somewhere in the Market Ward bizarre in an alleyway between two stalls. She wheezed, her lungs suffocating from the sensation of the cold chill from running and the burn of Sigil's poor city air along with the steam of cooking food in the Market. Doubled over, she wiped the hot sweat from her brow and leaned against the wall. Even though her frame was light as most elves were...her age was another factor and the fact that her body was still trembling from leaving the warehouse so abruptly.
Before she could go, she needed supplies...but they were all the way on the other side of the city at her manor. She hit the ground with her knees first, sobbing in frustration until she saw a pair of boots in her line of vision and the crackle of a paper bag. Looking up, she could see a copperbeard, looking further to see none other than Mr. Copperbeard himself. She had helped give his son a proper burial some time after the Odessa massacre and by the sight of him, he must have been doing his grocery shopping when he saw her in such a state. "Aye...Lian? What happened to you?"He asked.
"I'm leaving Sigil..."
(This spoiler is just for what happens before Lian leaves Sigil)
Lian visibly flinched when Arkravis finished his speech and stepped down away from the podium. She knew he was done speaking, tilting her head slightly to listen to the two Avion speak in low whispers. Her nerves were shaking. Her eyes darted around, searching out Samayou but even in this crowed and with her height, she was drowned out. Lian reached into her pocket, searching for the crystal shard he had given her and grasped it into her hand. Shutting her eyes, she sent out a message to him, panicked and having reached the end of her rope.
Samayou Tamashii
I can't take this...I can't...I have to go...I have to leave...
...
Good-bye...
...
Good-bye...
Lian shoved the crystal back in her pocket and without further delay started to push her way through the crowds. All through the crowds that whispered and sneered at the display between politicians and Kings, Lian made it ripple with her desperation to leave. She needed to get outside where there was air and get out of Sigil as fast as she could run. Amantis looked up to see Lian fleeing to the doors, her brow furrowed but she could do nothing. By the time that she would have been able to get to the door, Lian would have been long gone. Lian fought through people twice her size and girth to get to the doors, finally reaching the outside and slamming the door behind her. Outside there was air. She could feel it along her sweat covered skin, cooling it to a chill. Her eyes looked around, seeking the fastest route to get out of the warehouse area and into the city districts.
At first, her feet started at a quick walk and increased to a run. Her hair whipped behind her, her eyes on the prize of getting to the Ladies Ward. Nothing would deter her from leaving Sigil...her fear of Arkravis' eyes still haunted the back of her mind and fueled her legs to go faster. Lian's eyes stung with hot tears as she ran, stopping somewhere in the Market Ward bizarre in an alleyway between two stalls. She wheezed, her lungs suffocating from the sensation of the cold chill from running and the burn of Sigil's poor city air along with the steam of cooking food in the Market. Doubled over, she wiped the hot sweat from her brow and leaned against the wall. Even though her frame was light as most elves were...her age was another factor and the fact that her body was still trembling from leaving the warehouse so abruptly.
Before she could go, she needed supplies...but they were all the way on the other side of the city at her manor. She hit the ground with her knees first, sobbing in frustration until she saw a pair of boots in her line of vision and the crackle of a paper bag. Looking up, she could see a copperbeard, looking further to see none other than Mr. Copperbeard himself. She had helped give his son a proper burial some time after the Odessa massacre and by the sight of him, he must have been doing his grocery shopping when he saw her in such a state. "Aye...Lian? What happened to you?"He asked.
"I'm leaving Sigil..."
(This spoiler is just for what happens before Lian leaves Sigil)
"...for good. I can't stay here...Not after what I've done..."Lian sobbed as Mr. Copperbeard helped her get back up to her shaky feet. He used one thick arm to hold the bag of groceries and the other to help her get back to a standing position, letting her use him as a crutch. Her feet her bare and cut up, her skin cold and dirty...she was a wreck physically and mentally so. "You don't have to help me...I'm alright."
"No yer not...You're about ten seconds away from fallin' over and makin' me carry you somewhere safe. Lemme get ya' at least to the Guildhall to the apartment...Some nasty business 'as been about lately. Dragons going on rampages, riots and seedy politicians...Tha' sort."He said as he helped her limp out into the Market Ward's main boulevard, walking with her. Lian was in no condition to leave just yet. "I won't ask what ye' did...but why leave Sigil? Ya' got a home here don't ya?"He said, looking up to Lian's eyes that were sad...empty...remorseful...Her eyes flickered to his beady brown ones.
"I do...I did...but I hurt the man I cherish...He saved my life and I...I ******** it all up. He'll never forgive me. The look in his eyes tonight was proof of that..."She said, her face grimacing as the stress in her body caught up with her. Her knees were creaky and swollen, her feet tender and raw..."I nearly went to a man that promised peace while hiding murder..."She paused a moment. "And I...I had an affair with a woman I thought meant something to me...She was just another victim of my stupidity and anger. Ark...I saw so little of him and I tried to meet his perfections. I fell...horribly...to the point where I felt like I needed to find someone I was on part with..."She shook her head, Copperbeard clearing his throat a little as Lian confessed her sins to him. Lian had met a woman at hole-in-the-wall bar...a jeweler with incredible hands and dark hair that seemed to trail on forever. They had gone back to her tiny shop and to the apartment up above it. Lian had confessed to the woman her frustrations and used the human to vent like no tomorrow. It wasn't until she visited a second time to the jeweler's place...that she knew she had made a grave mistake. She never saw the woman again months after the drama in Sigil had happened between the upper and lower classes. Lian ran a hand down her face, leaning more heavily on the dwarf.
"Sounds like he didn't give ya' the attention ya' deserved..."Copperbeard grunted. "Still shouldn't o' slept with that other gal though. It put ya' both in the wrong."
Lian wiped her eyes, sniffing. He was right...but it still didn't lift the heavy sense of guilt and pain that threatened to close her life source for good. By the time they got to Cooperbeard's apartment, she couldn't walk. He carried her on his back the rest of the way with his grocery bags in his teeth. He let her borrow a large shirt after a bath and rest on his dwarf-accessible couch after two big bottles of dwarven ale eased her into a drunken slumber. Whoever this 'Ark' person was...The dwarf knew that he was a cruel soul. When he awoke the next morning, she was gone but took his shirt with her with a simple note telling him how much she appreciated his kindness in letting her stay and asked him for a final favor. Lian packed camping gear, donning her garb that she had first worn when she came to Sigil. Her tell-tale black and green corset that zipped up, leather jacket and Barret with a pair of cut off black denim shorts.
The only thing she left for others was a letter to Alan and Amantis. Heavy hearted and facing death's door...she made her way to the portal station. The last thing Sigil would ever see if Lian was the black boot that would disappear into the swirling portal and a flick of white hair.
(The letter)
"No yer not...You're about ten seconds away from fallin' over and makin' me carry you somewhere safe. Lemme get ya' at least to the Guildhall to the apartment...Some nasty business 'as been about lately. Dragons going on rampages, riots and seedy politicians...Tha' sort."He said as he helped her limp out into the Market Ward's main boulevard, walking with her. Lian was in no condition to leave just yet. "I won't ask what ye' did...but why leave Sigil? Ya' got a home here don't ya?"He said, looking up to Lian's eyes that were sad...empty...remorseful...Her eyes flickered to his beady brown ones.
"I do...I did...but I hurt the man I cherish...He saved my life and I...I ******** it all up. He'll never forgive me. The look in his eyes tonight was proof of that..."She said, her face grimacing as the stress in her body caught up with her. Her knees were creaky and swollen, her feet tender and raw..."I nearly went to a man that promised peace while hiding murder..."She paused a moment. "And I...I had an affair with a woman I thought meant something to me...She was just another victim of my stupidity and anger. Ark...I saw so little of him and I tried to meet his perfections. I fell...horribly...to the point where I felt like I needed to find someone I was on part with..."She shook her head, Copperbeard clearing his throat a little as Lian confessed her sins to him. Lian had met a woman at hole-in-the-wall bar...a jeweler with incredible hands and dark hair that seemed to trail on forever. They had gone back to her tiny shop and to the apartment up above it. Lian had confessed to the woman her frustrations and used the human to vent like no tomorrow. It wasn't until she visited a second time to the jeweler's place...that she knew she had made a grave mistake. She never saw the woman again months after the drama in Sigil had happened between the upper and lower classes. Lian ran a hand down her face, leaning more heavily on the dwarf.
"Sounds like he didn't give ya' the attention ya' deserved..."Copperbeard grunted. "Still shouldn't o' slept with that other gal though. It put ya' both in the wrong."
Lian wiped her eyes, sniffing. He was right...but it still didn't lift the heavy sense of guilt and pain that threatened to close her life source for good. By the time they got to Cooperbeard's apartment, she couldn't walk. He carried her on his back the rest of the way with his grocery bags in his teeth. He let her borrow a large shirt after a bath and rest on his dwarf-accessible couch after two big bottles of dwarven ale eased her into a drunken slumber. Whoever this 'Ark' person was...The dwarf knew that he was a cruel soul. When he awoke the next morning, she was gone but took his shirt with her with a simple note telling him how much she appreciated his kindness in letting her stay and asked him for a final favor. Lian packed camping gear, donning her garb that she had first worn when she came to Sigil. Her tell-tale black and green corset that zipped up, leather jacket and Barret with a pair of cut off black denim shorts.
The only thing she left for others was a letter to Alan and Amantis. Heavy hearted and facing death's door...she made her way to the portal station. The last thing Sigil would ever see if Lian was the black boot that would disappear into the swirling portal and a flick of white hair.
(The letter)
My Dearest Amantis and Alan,
I wish I could have waited to say good-bye...but you both know what is going to happen regardless if I had stayed. Fate says that I die...but I won't let you and the rest of the family suffer here in Sigil any longer. If you can, leave Sigil yourselves. Arrangements have been made to have someone care for the manor while no one is here...A dear acquaintance will be acting as caretaker for the property. If I do die as foretold, the property is to go up for sale...but if possible, I would like it to be passed down to the family, Tresondros or Terrance and Julia. After all...they've become as much part of my family and my life as Alan and Arkravis have and they deserve a permanent place to call home.
I did something particularly cruel. I don't know if he'll ever forgive me...but I know this. I love him dearly...what I did was unfair and unjustified. I should have told him about Bravot, I should have never seen that woman out of spite and need to have attention and affection. It would take a miracle for him forgive me...and lately, miracles just haven't been happening. They don't exist for me...Which in this case, hell must freeze over first before forgiveness is found.
Tell Tresondros I'm proud of him...and to Terrance that he has Fal'lain Corp's support in any future endeavors he may seek in the process of becoming one of the most brilliant minds and heroes Sigil and Gaia will see in these dark days. To Julia...good luck with keeping Terrance from going haywire with the new baby on the way.
I love you both so very much...Please take care of Arkravis...I hope he finds more love from you than I was able to show.
Good-bye...
--Lian Faeryniel Feaorne
I wish I could have waited to say good-bye...but you both know what is going to happen regardless if I had stayed. Fate says that I die...but I won't let you and the rest of the family suffer here in Sigil any longer. If you can, leave Sigil yourselves. Arrangements have been made to have someone care for the manor while no one is here...A dear acquaintance will be acting as caretaker for the property. If I do die as foretold, the property is to go up for sale...but if possible, I would like it to be passed down to the family, Tresondros or Terrance and Julia. After all...they've become as much part of my family and my life as Alan and Arkravis have and they deserve a permanent place to call home.
I did something particularly cruel. I don't know if he'll ever forgive me...but I know this. I love him dearly...what I did was unfair and unjustified. I should have told him about Bravot, I should have never seen that woman out of spite and need to have attention and affection. It would take a miracle for him forgive me...and lately, miracles just haven't been happening. They don't exist for me...Which in this case, hell must freeze over first before forgiveness is found.
Tell Tresondros I'm proud of him...and to Terrance that he has Fal'lain Corp's support in any future endeavors he may seek in the process of becoming one of the most brilliant minds and heroes Sigil and Gaia will see in these dark days. To Julia...good luck with keeping Terrance from going haywire with the new baby on the way.
I love you both so very much...Please take care of Arkravis...I hope he finds more love from you than I was able to show.
Good-bye...
--Lian Faeryniel Feaorne
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Tresondros Ecstuffuan
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