Private! No entering in this domain!

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【 Welcome to Wonderland, now please leave. 】 ++++

Would you care for some tea?

_____________ The Mad Hatter

Alzeid Darkmoore

♥ hi, i'm your special server today, you can call me ➸ - - - — - - -

Naturally, I would love to be called by name. But in case that is a difficult to pronounce, Al , Az or Hatter will be quite alright.

♥ My day of life was when...?➸ - - - — - - -

December Seventeenth. Isn't it a lovely day?

♥ Hmmm...? Now what was that number again? ➸ - - - — - - -

Oh, ever since Wonderland has been this way, I find it difficult to remember. But we in Wonderland never age... I look like I'm Twenty-one.

♥ Look and see. It's no secret. ➸ - - - — - - -

Really now? You've asked the strangest questions of late. I am obviously M.A.L.E.

♥ Which do you prefer? I'm sure I'll be to your liking... ➸ - - - — - - -

I prefer none at all or everything. XD

♥ Will you accept me this way? Or shall I peirce your heart with steel? ➸ - - - — - - -

Ha ha... Once again, this is rather silly of you to ask. Wherever shall I be without Alice?

♥ Why not come and mingle? ➸ - - - — - - -

What am I? I am the a knight on this chess board. I follow Alice's orders and spy on the queen.

【 DIRTY DETAILS! 】 ++++

d i d n ' t y o u k n o w ? m o n s t e r s g o Na na na na naaa! ★++++++

♥ Come closer. Your eyes aren't what they used to be. ➸ - - - — - - -

Ah... Well, let me start from the past. I'm sure that many of you would know how I was back then, but I'm also fairly sure that many do not. I was born many, many years ago on December 17th. That was a very cold night indeed. I can't tell you how many years because I myself no longer posses that peice of knowledge. I wish i still did. But moving on, I knew not my parents. They died long agao and once again, I know nothing of it. It seems that much of my earlier memories have disappeared with the shattere looking glass. But I do know how I became the Mad Hatter.

The Mad Hatter title you see, can only be acheived through a certain level of insanity. Taht insanity can only be acheived through years of strange events and stressful environments. Both qualifications I had had. As a mad hatter, I am a magician. So as a young lad with nothing better to do in Wonderland, I chose to persue the ancient arts of Wonderland. I'm not sure what had inspired me on such a winding and lonely goal. But I studied for most of my younger years. It had to be a century at least before I started to show signs of insanity. I grew terribly yet wonderfully obssessed with tea. So that became all I wanted to drink.

Pretty soon my own personality changed. It changed... well, into that of a lunatic's. One minute I could be moping around and the next bouncing around like an idiot. Of course, that is more bipolar than anything else. Either way, I was still a lunatic. However, I still kept my intelligence. Strange things in my mind became words and I befriended the Chesire cat. What a funny cat he was as well. I could not help but find great joy in his rhymes. Though the person I met next was not so much of one. It was none other than the queen of hearts. She was beautiful I could say in the least, though there was something not quite right. But I payed her the proper respects for she was known to behead. The Caterpillar was next, quite an insightful man. I regret not asking him of the future of Wonderland.

As the years progressed, I grew ever more powerful and ever more insane. But never had my heart ever been captured by the darkness. I could not beleive it when I met young Alice. Such a strange and darling child. I loved her like a daughter though I myself had stopped growing and aging past twenty one. But she was returned to her world. She did come visit often. Then that fateful day came. I was not feeling quite like myself that day. I felt... normal and sane actually. It was awful! The fire ruined everything. I realized that Alice was in danger and it was only logical to wake her from her deep slumber. Logic was not a normal thing for me...

It became so. My happy days of nonsense where everything was different changed into a nightmare. I could no longer think of insane ideas and fun things to do. There was nothing left for me as Wonderland changed. The looking glass had shattered somehow and now the time for the Queen's reign began. She was a cruel person after all and for ten years, I avoided being recruited or killed or discovered for nearly ten years. It was terrifying really. I could not hide myself in my own craziness and all the others had changed. I wish the old Wonderland would return.

Now but an empty sheel of myself, I work with Alice to restore Wonderland. I am her eyes and ears inside the palace with the queen of hearts. The Chesire cat has betrayed the queen to join us and helps Alice kill our foes while I sleep with the queen for valuable information. It is not the most refreshing of jobs, but it is enough to keep us ahead. I suffer abuse every so often but it's well worth the information I receive from her. Once Wonderland returns to normal, once the looking glass has been fixed, I will be free to return to my normal insane self.


♥ Whom is on MY mind all the time...? ➸ - - - — - - -


That is a funny one there. Love is for the misguided.


♥ does the music set the right mood? ➸ - - - — - - -


I really don't have a theme song. The music in my world died long ago...


♥ isn't the decor fantastic? ➸ - - - — - - -

A wondrous Gray and beautiful deep sky blue roses...

♥ What i do is this one's fault... ➸ - - - — - - -

Reaping_Chaos137

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Hey there I'm ;; [Aramas Darkmoore]
Isn't it obvious? ;; [Male]
I want presents! ;; [22, Dec 17th]
All work and no play [Aniaml Trader]
Home Sweet Home [The secluded part of the island with a cottage and lots of land.]
I am not short! ;;[six foot one]
Light as a feather ;;[130 lbs]
Aah, excuse me ;;
✖ [Kind]
✖ [Blunt]
✖ [Somewhat talkative]
✖ [Happy...]
✖ [Dark...]
Hobbies ;;[Hanging in the woods, cooking, and taking care of the animals.]
Fears ;;[Seeing the animals needlessly killed, High cliffs and river.]
Keep a secret? ;;[Love is for chumps.]
I randomly pick a colour ;;[Deep sky blue]
Sadly, I'm -sort of- a robot ;;[Reaping_Chaos137]
I forgot! [Often smokes despite the health hazzard... He also avoids rivers and the ocean because he almost drowned once.]

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[[ Azier Mackenzie Kings ]]

[[ Nicknames I've been given ]]

Az, Azzy, Kings or anything else that may come from my full name.

[[ Eye Color ]]

A gray blue actually...

[[ Hair Color ]]

Dark gray... I feel like an old man sometimes...

[[ I'm not Short ]]

About six foot two if I remember correctly.

[[ My Gender ]]

Hmmm... I haven't gotten castrated so... I'm still male.

[[ My Role of this Role-play is ]]

I'm the writer of course.

[[ Likes and skills ]]

Well, I like to write, read books and drink tea.

[[ Dislikes ]]

I hate noisy people, idiots that can't appreciate a good book and taking pictures.

[[ See Through My Eyes ]]

I was born several years ago in a hospital, or so I would presume. You'd expect that of a normal parent, to have their child in a hospital. I really don't know, nor care anymore. They abandoned me when I was three and that was last I ever wanted to know of my parents. I stayed at the orphanage until I was five. Some very nice people adopted me because apparently, they could not have a child. I was perfectly accepting of the idea.

They were a rich family and very busy. Even though I had new parents now, it still felt like I was alone with no one but the maids to keep me company. However, I soon grew out of this. My parents had made it a point to let me know they cared even if they were unable to spend all that much time with me. I soon came to accept that as a part of life as well. They had kept me fairly happy, buying me all I needed and in return, I made excellent grades in school. They had expected me to choose a career that would lead me into the medical field but I found my talents to be elsewhere.

I preferred to write more than anything else. So when I entered college, I majored in creative writing and became a rather successful novelist. I may have only published two books so far but I am working on a twelve book series at the moment. That too will eventually be released to the public for them to enjoy. But I do have things that are bothering me now... With both of my parents gone... I truly am alone. Or so I had thought. Some random Doll I've had since childhood decided it wanted to become a 'real boy' and now I'm stuck with this overly feminine doll in my house... What am I supposed to do with it? Mind you, this freaked me out in the beginning but now I'm just numb to the situation...

[[ Theme Song ]]

I don't care much for music.

[[ Sum it all Up ]]

Put simply, I am a very serious man that writes novels. I was born In the month of November and orphaned when I was three. Some very rich people adopted me into their family when I was five and I have been living with them until the day they died. Currently 22, I have this strange book and doll stuck hanging around with me in my house. What a strange creature it is too since it doesn't like being with people but it always starts whimpering if I leave it alone to much. What did I ever do to deserve this?!

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★Puppeteer: Reaping_Chaos137

☄Alias: Azael Mackenzie Darkmoore

★No Formalities: Any variation of my name will do, but many call me Az.

☄Title: They call me THE DRUMMER

★Forever Young: Ha ha.. I'm pretty old. Can I just say I'm 18 even though I'm actually 21?

☄Stripping the Layers: Ummm... I haven't been castrated yet so I guess I still have me balls ^^

★Swing like a Metronome: Really, I'm straight! My ruler's just a little... bent.

☄I bleed in: A beautiful crimson

★Portfolio: [1][2][3][4][5][6][7][8][9]

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☄The Who: Hmmm... I'm gonna apologize in advance here. I'm afraid I'm not self-absorbed enough to know my own personality accurately but I will relay what I do know and what I've heard. Please bear with me if I make a mistake... Oh, and if I seem contradictive, then that's actually it. I'm a pretty strange person. Anyway, with that warning out of the way, I guess I can start. I'm a very kind person. Or so I would hope... I mean, I can't stand to see a girl cry but who can? Scratch that... I know at least one person that loves to see girls cry. I can't do anything about that but I wish I could.

So, back to the matter at hand. I do like to get my way with things but I never demand it. I prefer suggestions and even then it doesn't really work. Perhaps it's because it's sometimes difficult to tell when I'm being serious or when I'm joking. I always have a smile on my face and I'm almost always saying something silly or out of the ordinary. I hate awkward silences so I will refuse to stay quiet. If I have to yell out something random like "CHOCOLATE PUDDING" just to get a conversation, I will. On another note, if i'm not smiling and there is no need to be serious, because I know when I need to be serious, then there is something wrong. It could be something wrong with me personally or I'm worried. But I rarely ever worry. I'm like the only person that remains stress free even under the most dire of circumstances.

Hmmm... What else? Did I mention I love attention? Maybe that's why I act like an idiot all the time... Ah well, what does it matter as long as I'm happy? Oh right, when someone else is happy too that makes my day. So I'm a little bit selfish but aren't we all? It comes with being a rockstar, deal with it. That reminds me of another trait. I'm not a push over... unless you're a girl because then I would be too nice to turn you away. But I won't just let someone walk all over me without a very good reason. I will defend myself in a fight and I do not appreciate rude behavior too much. I myself prefer to be polite to everyone. I expect the same curtesy. And I think that's it.

★The Why: Ah... sweet, sweet memories. Wherever shall i begin? I know, I'll start off on the day and place I was born! You see, I was born in Russia on December the seventeenth. You can imagine how cold yes? Ha ha... Maybe not. But my parents were proud to have me. In fact, I'm the only child they were able to have. My mother had to get a sperm implant so I'm not really my father's child but he loves me all the same. And honestly, he's my dad whether we're related by blood or not. That will never change. But I'm getting off topic. The point is, I'm Russian by birth, and blood. So how did I become a part of RAW?

Well, when I was eight, my parents thought it better if I grew up in a place that had more rights. They didn't really believe in communism and all that crap. So they moved to America with me and we all have green cards. I did eventually get an American citizenship mind you. But that is a later matter. Anyway, my family had accumulated enough money for use to live off quite nicely but we still didn't spend it needlessly. We got a two story house and of course, I stole the room with the balcony. I soon came to regret that... But not until I was eleven.

I went to a public school where I met Jonathan and [singer]. We became friends despite the age differences. It was fun times really. We all found that we had an interest for music at an early age. Or at least that was early to me. I didn't know all that much of American culture. One day, we were hanging out at my house and I was being an idiot as usual. I was climbing on the railing to my balcony. It had just rained so that wasn't a very smart move on my part. Anyway, I slipped and fell into the rose bushesbelow me. I cut myself up pretty badly. I actually had to be hospitalized because of how frail my body was back then. The fall had left a scar on my back that refuses to heal. I stay away from my own balcony now...

But now to other matters. I was one of the original first members of the band. We slowly found the bassist and the rhythm guitarist to add to the group. Together we were like gods. Three months before I we went platinum, my parents gave me a Siberian husky for my birthday. I know this is a random thing to add but that dog, Shadow, is my closest furry friend. He even travels on the bus with us. He's my inspiration because its like I have a part of my mom and dad with me. Not that I'm saying they remind me of dogs. XD

☄Gimme More: Hmmm... I have to think about that. It's not that I hate a lot of things but I don't like a lot of things either. I suppose I like to be alone sometimes, but not very often. Seeing people smile would be another thing. I just love my drums. They are my GODS! So don't steal them 'kay? I need them for my performance on stage anyway... I also love sweets. All kinds of them so if you ever want to get me a present, a snack or candy will get you far in my book. Oh! And I'm an animal person. I own a dog. He's my best animal friend. XD

★So not Fetch: I would rather not mention what I dislike... But I suppose it can'r be helped... I rather hate idiots. I know I am one so it kinda contradicts me but I can't stand the ones that act stupid just for attention. I at least do it for the sake of others and myself. Bitter foods are really gross to me too. You know how people always go to the theaters to watch scary movies or chick flicks? Yea... I hate those. Horror films are annoying. Chick flicks...? Ew. Sine when did that kind of stuff even happen in real life? Oh, and before I forget, I despise those that spend more money than they need to.

☄My Kryptonite D-do we really need to go over this...? I guess you can say I'm afraid of hieghts... So I'm actually dismayed that I'm six foot two. It's pretty horrifying to me but I had to learn to deal with it. The second thing I fear is... dying sad and alone calling out someone's name. I don't know who's name but it would most likely be the person I fell in love with but they left me for someone else... XP

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★Vertical: I'm a proud[?] 6'2 :]

☄Horizontal: I have a very athletic body, toned with a bit of muscle and I wiegh one hundred and sixty-seven pounds.

★Hypnotize: My eyes are a beautiful ice blue color XD

☄Roots: I don't believe in dye. My hair has always been and always will be brown.

★Brandings: I have one on my body. A scar from when I fell of the balcony a long time ago.

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Aramas Vallewida Le Fay

♪ My structure is perfect, there's no flaw in design, a descent buy for you. ♪

So, you wanna know a bit more about me...

→ I was born on December 17th.
→ That was approximately twenty-one years ago.
→ On that date, I was deemed Aramas Vallewida Le Fay.
→ But feel fre to call me any variation of my given name.
→ In case it was not obvious, I am male.
→ I am also the eldest child of the sixth kingdom.
→ The war was no secret for me.
→ I often snuck out to watch the battles.
→ I called it self education.
→ Never once had I been caught.
→ I was raised to hate the others.
→ What a bunch of bull.
→ I read books about them all.
→ I learned the truth and instead of hate,
→ I grew fascinated.
→ I have a pretty unique ability.
→ Have you ever wondered what it was like to bring a doll to life?
→ I bring my dolls to life.
→ I built them to be weapons for my use alone.
→ There are two of them, Anise and Ion.
→ They look like children. Flawless.
→ My sister was kidnapped once...
→ I looked for her but was never able to find her.
→ When she returned,
→ I vowed to protect her from harm forever.

「 Protective 」

My personality you ask...

→ Calm
→ Obsessed with beautiful things
→ Kind
→ Polite
→ Can be easily angered
→ Has major self-control
→ Cruel
→ Over-protective over sister
→ Blunt
→ Intelligent
→ Enjoys seclusion
→ Hates nekos
→ Graceful
→ Stubborn
→ Courageous
→ Is sort of a clean freak
→ Will not tolerate the company of rude personel
→ Loves to play the piano or violin
→ A classics lover
→ Easily bored
→ Has random mood swings
→ I enjoy exotic blood

Classified information

My eyes are much prettier;; A light hazel to violet, it depends on when I last fed.
Im so tall I make tree's look short;; A proud 6'2
My hair is sooo soft;; It has always been brown
Who you calling fat;; Last I checked, I was 157 lbs
I am known as;; The Older Vampire Son
I jam to my own tunes;; Moonlight Sonata
I have a voice in my brain;; Reaping_Chaos137

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Character Name: Sylph Gnome
Age: 19 but appears 17
Sex: Female
Race: Icari
Type of Master: This 'Male' seemed very interesting to her. She had heard the word several times from her mother before the woman had died but had never delved into it all that much. After recieving the letter, she was curious to know and went to the lab. After being fascinated, she decided she had to have one. Of course she would treat the creature the way it treated her. Letting harm to such a rare thing would not please her but sometimes, things must be done to stop certain situations.
Personality: Sylph is a clever, clever girl.
Biography: -I will not require paragraph after paragraph, you are allowed to be brief-
Appearance:
Other Info: She can manipulate the growth of plants a little. Just a little.

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Character's Name: #001
Age: 21
Sex: Male
God/Goddess: Given the gifts of the all powerful Zeus. He can manipulate and generate lightning to his very will, even if it does cost him a great deal. He is drawing on his own strength and if he exceeds his limit, he is pained by his abilities and can easily injure himself. As for the power over air, he can change the climatical pressures of it and decrease or increase the supply of oxygen. That too causes him problems since he can easily suffocate himself. He tends to forget he needs to have aa certain amount of oxygen to breath when angry.
Personality: He is a subtle creature sometimes. It is not odd to anyone at all that he doesn't have much of a temper and stays calm for most of the days. Though it is not impossible to make him angry, it is simply rare to see him lose control over himself. It does happen however. He's very blunt and opinionated. If he doesn't like something or someone, he won't hold anything back and he won't lie. His trust and loyalty is hard to earn and he can be slightly dense in certain areas. Knowing the evils of the human nature even with limited knowledge of the world outside the lab, he is not as ignorant as he would appear. He learns quickly out of necessity.
Appearance:
Other Info: He likes cute things and is quite the rebellious spirit when he needs to be.

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Name: Ramirez Darkmoore
Age: Twenty-one
Gender: Male
Specialty: Karate and climbing
Weapon(s): He normally just uses hand to hand but he fairly good with blades weapons as well
Biography: He was born to a successful businessman that also owned a Dojo. It was an odd thing to have but his mother so loved the martial arts. She taught him how to fight merely for defensive purposes. His father taught him the way of a businessman. He learned quick in both areas and went to the best schools. It was not strange that his personality turned out the way it did. But he experiences a slightly lonely life because of it. His friends were only those that could handle his brutal words when it was true. He took up the hoby of rock climbing. It was thrilling compared to his mundane ife in the city.

His parents died when he was seventeen and he inherited everything. But unfortunately, his parents' sudden death caused him great greif and he was unable to do his job properly. the company began to fail and he didn't even care. That led to him selling everything at half value and moving away from the city. He eventually moved back only to be taken to Euphoria.
Crime committed: He commited murder in the first degree, exacting revenge for his parents.
Appearance:

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› › _______________Ashia Ruruki__

♠ wanted dead or alive ♠
ring around the rosie

× ` - - TERMS of en∂eคrмenτ | |


Ruki::
A general nickname I received from her 'friends'. Not much for formalities, I adopted the pet name as my own since it seemed my name was hard to remember.


Ru-Ru::
A name my little brother gave to me.It still rings in my head in my dreams but no one calls me by that name anymore. It's sad really. I want to hear it again...


Shita::
Just another name I'll never hear again. My best friend was the one to deem me this. He was such an oddball, but I really loved him. What I wouldn't give to hear this again as well.
× ` - - мคκe ค ฬISH | | On the nest December seventeenth, please put twenty plus one candles on my cake. in retard terms, I'm Twenty.
× ` - - PLUG oя ouτleτ | | I am able to give birth.
× ` - - мy fคvoriτe FLAVOR | | Girls are beautiful and soft with perfect bodies, but no woman is complete without a man in her life.
× ` - - ι HEART you | | I'm currently looking for the perfect specimen to breed perfect children. Itachi or Sasori would be my most recommended candidates.
× ` - - hoмe sωeeτ HOME | | Konoha...
× ` - - LABEL мy poωer | | I'm ANBU of course. XD

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♦ it's not easy being me ♦
a pocket full of posies

× ` - - τoτคl CAMERA ωhoяe | | You tend to lead me down the wrong path.
× ` - - ∂rคω ค PICTURE | | Oh? My appearance? Well… what can I say? I look like a girl. Uhh… that was obvious of course. Let’s see, I stand at a short five foot five. I really do wish I were a bit taller… anywho, I have violet colored eyes. And before you ask, yes I was born with them. Just like my hair. It’s an odd violet blue depending on the lighting. On that note, I don’t really wear makeup. That’s for the old and dying. As for the style I put my hair, I leave them in ponytails. I think it’s cute and there is another reason for this. I never really liked the idea of cutting hair. It’s really long… so long that if I let it down, it would literally be dragging on the ground. So I tie it up really high and even then it still reaches my ankles! Can you imagine how hard it is to wash my hair?!

But you don’t want or need to hear any more about that, I’m sure. So let us move on to a different section. Figure. I’m very proud of how slim I am. No, I’m not one of those silly girls that is obsessed with how much I weigh. I’m not too skinny and have absolutely no baby fat. If my chest were larger, the perverted guys would say that I have the perfect figure. Too bad for them. Oh and back to the weight, I have a slight suspicion that my hair is like half my weight. Anywho, my legs aren’t so slender that they are ugly little sticks. Thank the gods for that!

It may not seem like it but I’m very fit. My body is honed and contains some muscle. My figure fools many and that’s all I need. You wouldn’t expect someone like me to have much stamina or endurance would you? Well, I do. My leg muscles are nothing to laugh at either. I can seriously cause a world of hurt with kicking alone. Well, one of my legs was built with the power. You’ll understand eventually.

Now, the clothes. As much as I love the beautiful uniforms of the Reimei, I don’t wear it all that much. White just gets dirty way too fast and its horrible trying to get stains out. I do wear it to meetings though. That and other official events that I may need to wear it to. Otherwise, I keep it in a chest somewhere. My normal attire is that of boots that go up my thigh. They are surprisingly easy to move in and I made sure they were steel-toed. Protection first right? A sleeveless flannel blouse of blue, grey or purple, a tie of blue or purple and a black short skit are the rest. The rims are blue or purple as well. I also have…’gloves’ on my arms and a communicator that also acts as earmuffs in winter. It’s different than the others. I hate those ones. I hate choker color like things. And that is all I have to say about my appearance.

× ` - - HEART คn∂ soul | | Did you know you ask a lot of questions? But I do too, so don’t worry about it! Well, to start off with, let’s go with the horribly boring parts of me. I’m generally a calm person because little, if any, surprises me anymore. Though trust me, I will act surprised for the sake of my lies and disguise. I can’t have everyone knowing everything there is to know about me right? I have a very logical mind and will not always do things that have no point. So try to remember that if I walk around with a teddy bear and start crying, there is a reason for that as well. Or I should hope there would be one. But I’m fairly contradictive like any normal human. Or is that not so normal? Oh, and side by side with all that calm and logic, I’m level-headed most of the time. Ha ha… that’s probably a lie but I can be.

I’m a productive person because I can’t really sit still. I’m very active and that helps to get things done. In a negative sense, I lack patients. I can’t stand just waiting around for something to happen. That was probably why being in ANBU was so good for me. I was always running around. Damn, I’m getting off topic. That’s another thing. I don’t stay on topic very well… so yeah… on that note, I’m absentminded fairly often and very forgetful at times. Despite all that, I’m loyal as a dog. Dang… I just called myself a canine… that sucks… oh well. And like any good dog, I’m insanely reliable. I take pride in work I do so I do it well, even if I am easily bored.

Stubborn. This is either a good thing or a bad thing. I tend to do things and finish them because of how stubborn I am. My commitments are my laws. In turn, I have to be very careful about what I say. If I accidently accepted a marriage proposal, I would be stuck with it through sheer stubbornness. Yikes! Well, I’m not conceited so I can’t say with too much accuracy all of this. I know myself like I know the earth. We’ll leave it at that for now and continue with what I have noticed. I can be blunt. Oh so very blunt! Coupling that is the fact that I’m terribly opinionated. I’ve made people cry from criticism and truth. If they can’t handle it, they should just commit suicide. In that, I am a hateful person at heart even if not in outward appearances.

Let’s put this out hear first, I HATE WEAKLINGS. They sicken me. Now, to what you will see about me most. I am not easily angered. Insult me, hit me, whatever. It really doesn’t bother me and there is little you can do to me that would be worse than what had already happened. But [Oh the mighty BUT!] if the right buttons are pressed at the right time, I will become furious. So if it ever happens, I suggest running until I calm myself. I swear I would be the worst nightmare you ever have. Hmm… what else? Oh, I’m kind. Yes, kind. I will show kindness to those that I deem worth my time. So is it really benevolence? Probably not.

Polite. Oh how polite I will be. I am never rude to those that call for respect. It’s just the way I was raised I’m afraid. Strange isn’t it? Some habits just never break. I like to babble and that is accompanied by a very bubbly attitude towards life. I’m a naturally positive person with a darker side. Oh yes, I LOVE smiling. It’s like my trademark. So generally and in the worst of situations, I’m a cheery person that just tries to have fun. I find humor in many things that you may not. And that is all I have to say on the matter.

× ` - - τhe ∂usτy PAGES | | Oh for the love of all things evil! What does my past have to do with anything?! Fine, I guess I could stay and chat a little longer. It’s not like anyone needs me just yet anyway… Now where to begin?

On a cold winter’s night, December the seventeenth to be exact, a small family received a long awaited gift. That’s right! It was me! My mother gave birth to me that night when the moon was raising high in the sky. From what my mother said, the wolves were howling as if they were celebrating my birth with them. Oh how wondrous! I do so love wolves. But I’m getting off track now aren’t I? Right. Anyway, they were very happy to have me. I was not their first child but… I was the first to survive.

So with that in mind, my parents pampered me. I was well loved to the point I didn’t want their love. It was like a death grip. They always worried over me as if the slightest thing would make me unhappy, unbeknownst to them that what they were doing did make me sad. I didn’t like all the attention. So I tried to stay away from home when I finally started school.

And that had to be the happiest year of my life! Why you ask? Because my parents were expecting another child! I was being ignored almost. Well, for a little while anyway. They still tried to pay attention to me but my mother was easily stressed and that could lead to miscarriages. So I tried to stay out of the way and helped around the house. My father was a teacher at the school so he didn’t have time to keep an eye on me at the moment.

That was probably why neither of them noticed the potential I had. I was skilled, or so one of my teachers had put it. I was talented in areas that took many years to progress in. But in turn I was lacking many skills as well. What a shame but I honestly had little care for it. I wasn’t even all that interested in becoming a shinobi. It was just a profession that ran in my family. That was the only reason I was even in the academy. It was the expectations of my family.

Nine months later, it was a Saturday and I was in the yard practicing with a dagger. I liked the idea of swordplay and my teachers said I had a knack for it. So I took a great interest in what I could do with it. But that’s a different story altogether. My mother and father came home from the hospital with a little bundle of joy in their arms. I wasn’t jealous, nor did I ever expect to get jealous. The child was all I wanted. My new sibling was going to save me from a life of smothering over-protectiveness. I owed the kid something.

“Ruruki, come and meet your brother! Ryota will be apart of our family from now on.” My mother called happily. My father smiled brightly as well. Were these the faces they had made when I was born?

When they introduced this strange little baby named Ryota to me, I almost cried with joy. He was sooooooo cuuuuuute!!!!! I just wanted to hold him! But being only seven years of age, the kid was too large for me. Such a shame too. But I did spend plenty of time with him. It struck me that this little Ryota, Yota for me, would be my little brother. The thing I would love just as much as my parents loved me. I would shower him with my love without smothering him or hindering him. Or at least that was what I had promised myself.

I remember, a few years after his arrival, he and I could run around together. We were outside in the yard near the pound. I had always had a fear of drowning and by then, I had already learned how to swim. But I still hated being by the pond. My brother on the other hand loved the water. But he liked fire much more. What a mischievous child he was too! It was almost too much trouble than he was worth. Almost. Anyway, he slipped and fell into the pond. There was nothing dangerous in it but it was a man made pond so it was deep on all sides. My brother didn't know how to swim.

"Ru-Ru!!" He had called. I was near the house by then.

I turned to see splashing in the water and I regretfully panicked. "Yota!" I screamed loud enough for my parents to hear. They of course would hear the panic in my voice.

I ran out to the edge of the pond and stopped dead. Somehow, Yota had gone farther out with his splashing and was drowning where I could not reach. How I hated water... i couldn't even move and my baby brother needed me! I felt so useless. He was going to die all because of my fear of drowning. And how in the world did I learn how to swim? I could stand in the damn pool. This pond was much deeper. So I stared with my feet rooted to the ground.

Luckily my parents came out. My father was the one to save Yota from the watery death. I couldn't have felt more shame in my life. Why was I such a coward? I knew I had the capabilities to save my brother. But I was unable to in the end. What a horrible older sister I was...

As the years progressed, my dear brother grew up into a healthy, but sadly average, little boy. He too attended the academy and was pretty much growing at the normal rate. I had already surpassed many of my classmates and was going to graduate that year at the age of eleven. A little young, but I was talented enough it seemed. That was good enough for me. I wanted out of that damn place. For some reason, although I grew with this amazingly cheery outward demeanor, my inner self hated everything it saw. I hated this school. I hated my family, other than my brother. I mean who could hate such an adorable little boy? I hated the people I lived around and most of all, I hated Konoha. Why was that? Why?!

Ah well. It was as good a place as any to learn all I could. No one suspected that I was secretly planning fake scenarios of how the village would be destroyed. After my early graduation, I was assigned into a team of three. How fun. No really, it was fun. My teacher was great and he brought out my full potential. In fact, I discovered my affinity to summoning and swordplay with him. I was weak at many things but my strengths almost outweighed it all.

At thirteen, I was given a contract to sign. I could now summon wolves. It took me a few tried to get it completely right, but as I discovered the more chakra, the more powerful the summoned creature, the more I began to focus on my chakra control. I would never be as good as I wished since it was a weak area, but I would be good enough in it. I had to work on that stamina of mine too. That was not so fun.





At the age of fourteen, I was recruited into ANBU.

I had half a mind to say no since it did not really interest me, but in the end, I was coerced into the position. Who better to learn from than the elite secret society of the village right? I had been practicing my weaponry and honing my other strengths. I learned much and created much. Of course, my skills were kept a secret since I didn’t need others seeing me as a possible threat. That would be utterly intolerable. I believe they would turn me in too if I ever did anything that might seem like I could be a danger to the village.

Of course, I wasn’t a loner either. I had plenty of friends. One of which was held above all the rest. His name was Kaito. He can also easily be called my first love interest. Anyway, he was my best friend and helped me out in everything. Kaito was several years older than me, but what did it matter? When I turned sixteen, I confessed my love for him.

“You love me…?” He said slowly. It was agonizing. It seemed he did not feel the same way about me.

“All you have to do is reject if you don’t like me you know.” I smiled brightly at him. I had always been the cheery type and blunt too. This caught him off guard.

“Of course I won’t reject you!” He exclaimed. A blush came to his face. [We always had a habit of not wearing masks in each other’s presence] “I just thought… it was strange.”

“Strange…? Are you saying I’m heartless?”

“Of course not! I just thought it would be the male’s job to confess these things.” Oh how wonderfully naïve he was! But I was not experienced either.

“That’s adorable.” I chuckled.

Oh how the fates were cruel to me that day. The moment of happiness was gone when the wind blew our way. There was a sure smell of smoke. A fire. But where? Kaito was the first to notice the general direction. It was towards my house. Oh joy. You can imagine the worry that filled my thoughts. It was not a day my brother would be in school. He would be home with my mother and my father.

Needless to say, I took off towards the direction. To my dismay, it was indeed my home that was burning and the worst part of it all was that it was Ryota’s birthday. I was supposed to come home early to celebrate with him. I definitely made it home early but not to what anyone would want to come home to. When I arrived, the flames were still fresh in a sense. There were screams coming from the inside. No doubt everyone was home. So I did the stupid thing against my logical thoughts.

I went into the house.

Flames were everywhere. I knew no water techniques and doubted I would be any good with them anyway. But I did call for my family. First and foremost, Ryota. He was crying. I could hear it. I was panicked to find him as soon as possible. It hadn’t even occurred to me to ponder why the house had caught on fire to begin with. Even though I knew my brother was very good with fire techniques. Either way, I looked.

When the crying stopped, I found my brother. He had fallen unconscious and the ceiling was beginning to collapse. From there it was a blur. I vaguely remember dragging my brother from the flames and pain coursing through my body. That was before I blacked out outside my house.

I came to in a hospital bed. One of my legs and one of my arms had been burned so badly, they had to come off. But that was fine. I had learned that same morning that my brother had not made it. I had failed to protect my brother again. This time it was a fatal decision. I had lost my reason to live. I grew silent for the duration in that place. I grew detached from the world and no one could pull me from it. No one except this visitor. He was a stranger and he offered me a chance to return to being a shinobi. I refused at first since I didn’t care.

"But Shita! You can't wallow here forever! With this chance, you can come back..." Kaito whined at the side of my bed. The stranger was still in the village but would be leaving soon if he didn't have a reason to stay longer.

"What does it matter. I was only there because Yota thought it would be cool." I sighed. I really wasn't myself anymore. Just a husk in a bed.

"Then continue to be one! If he were still here, he wouldn't want you to sulk in bed all day. What happened to the girl I fell in love with?"

"She's dead. Just like Yota."

"Then I'll raise her from the grave." He looked so serious when he said that. I couldn't help but smile.

That smile felt so natural, so much better. It wiped away all my negative thoughts. It wiped away my self-loathing and hatred for myself for not being able to save Yota. The old me was making her way back from the river of death. It was the best feeling in the world for me, and I cherish that moment.

So with a little help from my best friend, I was convinced. But my reasons were different this time. I didn’t have Yota to live for anymore. Now I had to do this for myself. My goal now was power. My arm and leg were replaced with artificial ones that chakra could flow through and still connected to my nerves. It was painful for me to get used to but I did. There was even fake skin he placed over it to make it blend in with the rest of my body.

I rejoined the ranks of ANBU when I recovered. Oh but, not just as an old comrade. I was now a spy for someone else as well. Of course, I would have to go AWOL eventually. But until then, I would be a spy. I had been approached by a Reimei member to join them when I was recovering. Of course, after hearing their goals, I said yes. It seemed like the perfect path for me after all. My perfect path to world domination and unimaginable power. And yes, I did desert at long last. It went like this.

I was walking on the dark streets. It was the last night I would see Konoha as an ANBU member. I would become wanted after this and punished if caught. Like I was going to let that happen! But the thought was best kept in mind so I would never forget. I was taking my time as I looked at everything I may or may not miss seeing on a daily basis. What was I to do? I really needed to leave. It was an order from the Commander. But when i reached the gate, Kaito was waiting for me. It seemed I hadn't been so subtle about it after all.

"Where are you going?" He asked me. I was silent as I walked up to him. "Why are you going?"
"

"I have nothing left for me here." It was a weak answer but still an answer.

"You have us. ANBU is your family too, you know." That was a laugh. ANBU wasn't family... it never was.

"Move aside." I couldn't bear to stay there anymore. Being stopped by my best friend and lover? Oh dear. Were the fates playing games with me? They were the ones that told me to leave and here they were stopping me.

"No. I can't let you leave. If you leave you'll..."

"I already know. So let me be. ANBU will never see me again."

Even then, he still would not let me pass. So i did what I had to. We fought. He wasn't even holding back! I guess he was serious about keeping me in the village. If he was truly a friend, he would let me go, no? Well, he probably wasn't much of a friend anyway if he was going to stop me. So I pulled all of the stops as well. If we fought for too long, the entire village would wake and my chance of escape would slip by. My movements became far more aggressive and before I knew it, I had defeated my friend. Kaito lay there on the ground before me in a heaving heap. I don't know what came over me. I could have just left him there and be gone forever. I could have just spared him and become wanted for less things. But no... My sorrow and anger overcame me and I did the unthinkable.

I killed my best friend. The only person I had left.

So I left, deserting and officially wanted for murder of another ANBU member. Oh goody. That was fine. I was too numb from the incident to mull over it for long anyway. When I returned to Reimei headquarters, it being only my third visit and all, I was told of the plan to follow the Akatsuki. Well wasn't that grand? I had heard of them and had much information. At least the information that the ANBU were able to get on them. I was already fascinated with two of the members anyway. Uchiha Itachi was one. A deserter from Knoha. And then Sasori of the sand. Oh how those two tickled my curiosity so.

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┣▇▇▇═─ Cherry blossoms are really pretty.
┣▇▇▇═─ Have you ever tried curry? It's delicious!
┣▇▇▇═─ I love wolves. They are just so adorable!
┣▇▇▇═─ Stuffed animals are really cute. I just adore them.
┣▇▇▇═─ I really like bubbles.
┣▇▇▇═─ Now where did that blanket go? I can't sleep without it...
┣▇▇▇═─ Fried scallops please!
┣▇▇▇═─ Itachi and Sasori of course. I see them and just want to make them smile for some reason. They're so damn stoic.
┣▇▇▇═─ Visiting Kaito's grave.
┣▇▇▇═─ Snow. Especially when it's soaked in blood.

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∝╬══ Horrible smells. I hope you take showers...
∝╬══ Comedy. It just isn't funny...
∝╬══ Chicken. I'm so tired of that bird.
∝╬══ Being corrected.
∝╬══ Konoha village. I have an irrational hate of the village.
∝╬══ Being used.
∝╬══ Orochimaru, for obvious reasons.
∝╬══ Kisame... he's blue...
∝╬══ Asparagus. How can anyone like that stuff?!

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☆═━┈ Spiders. I hate those creepy crawlies!
☆═━┈ I'm afraid of being left all alone... Not that it hasn't already happened...
☆═━┈ I have an irrational fear of drowning. I'm a good swimmer but...

× ` - - ßELIEVE in мคgic | |

☆═━┈ World domination. Oh why else? To have power over people of course! I need power. It's what's important.
☆═━┈ Kill Orochimaru. I would personally like to kill him. But if someone else happens to do it then that's fine too.
☆═━┈ Get married. This is most likely an impossible goal, but it doesn't hurt to dream, right?

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♥ I want you bleeding ♥
ashes, ashes

× ` - - PLEDGE of คllegiคnce | | If I've said it once, I've said it too many times. I'm part of Reimei.

× ` - - foun∂ ค REASON | | They offered me power and a home. Who was I to refuse such a thing?

× ` - - CRANK iτ up | | I am very happy as the amazing eleventh member.

× ` - - youя huмble SERVANT | | Hmmm, I'm not sure yet .

× ` - - shiny METAL objecτs | |

♠♠♠♠♠Entalaxei:: Ah, my most beautiful weapon of all. It's a finely crafted sword that changes color according to the user. It's a violet blue for me. I use it most of all since Swordsmanship is my forte besides Summoning and Archery. I can summon it from my own arm since that is where it is sealed. All I have to do is wipe blood on the seal and it's out. Handy for when I'm in a tight situation in need of a weapon, right?

♠♠♠♠♠Yggdrasil:: Yggdrasil is the bow I use. It was hand crafted by the same maker of Entalaxei. It's intricate designs almost scare me. But it truly is beautiful. I use it for killing at a distance and use the same summoning skills on it as the sword. But my bow is rarely used anymore.

♠♠♠♠♠Feet & Hands:: It is not rare to find me fighting with my hands and feet. They are strong and it is a quick solution. I would prefer to keep my weapons out of the fray if absolutely possible. Besides, I'm confident in my abilities to win a fight bare-handed. Most of the time at least...

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♠♠♠♠♠Reflexes/Speed:: I hate to brag but my reflexes are one of the best. They helped me many times in my life from danger. I’m quick on my feet and can counter far faster than any normal shinobi. With this, I can dodge almost any attack. Well, unless you somehow immobilized me, you won’t catch me either. I’m nowhere near as good as the Reimei commander but I’m pretty good. It’s one of my small portion of skills.

♠♠♠♠♠Swordsmanship:: Ah, the almighty ability to fight at close range. I love to get down and dirty like on of the boys. I’m swift and can pretty much defend myself at all costs. I would be hard-pressed to lose in a fight when it comes to sheer swordsmanship. But I’m not saying it’s impossible. I know of only one swordsman that could kill me in a fair fight. Of course, he was the one that gave me my sword in the first place, my master at swordsmanship as well.

♠♠♠♠♠Accuracy:: My aim will be your death if you don’t block. It’s not a matter of missing, it’s a matter of deflection.

♠♠♠♠♠Summoning:: I have an immense amount of Chakra that I can not always control. But that is fine. All I need is enough to call for help should I ever need it. I have more than one contract with beasts of all kinds but the ones I use the most are the wolves. They were my first contract and by far the best of my friends to this day. I use them in many battles that I may feel lazy in.

♠♠♠♠♠Taijutsu:: Like I may have mentioned before, I am very good at hand and foot combat. I have trained my body to be strong and I have more strength than my body will let on. I may not be as strong as many of my peers, but I can use chakra to back me up and cause far more damage.

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♠♠♠♠♠Endurance:: My endurance is high for me. I can handle hand to hand and all that but for a certain amount of time only. I unfortunately am not able to handle fights that are drawn out for too long. That’s probably why my summoning skills have such a great use. I at least don’t have to fight myself when I know the fight will last far too long. I wish I could improve this.

♠♠♠♠♠Genjutsu:: I have no idea why I was never able to do this. I guess it has something to do with my nature. I just can’t make fake scenery so I guess I wouldn’t recognize it if it was ever used against me either. That puts me at a disadvantage. So I try my best to hide this >.>

♠♠♠♠♠Basic Jutsu:: Yes… I suck at the basics. How I passed is beyond me entirely. But I’m very skilled in the more complicated jutsus. I guess it was a trade off thing. The hard stuff is so easy to me. I’m a natural at skipping steps I suppose. >w<

♠♠♠♠♠Chakra control:: Uh… yea. I have a lot of chakra for the sheer summoning skills I have, but I can’t always control the amount. So it’s almost guess work for me. If only I could just learn more control, I swear I could be far more powerful. But this kind of thing is a basic skill I can’t even fathom mastering. I should have taken the time to learn it…

♠♠♠♠♠Blindside:: I have this huge blindside. It’s the main weak point that enemies can take advantage of. I try to keep it hidden but it doesn’t always work out. This particular spot is… well, you’ll have to fight me to actually find out. I would be dumb to tell you. [It’s 100 degrees towards the back on my left side.]

♠♠♠♠♠Mist Jutsus:: the horrors of this jutsu!!! I can’t use it and I can’t fight against it very well at all. How do you dodge what you can’t see?! I despise those that can fight using such skills!

♠♠♠♠♠Water Justsus:: Once again, my fear of drowning prevents me from ever using water skills. I can’t really fight against it either. I will literally retreat no matter what.

× ` - - τhe FAMILY secяeτ | | N/A

× ` - - мy bค∂คss SUPERPOฬERS | |

♠♠♠♠♠Crystal Barrier:: A barrier made from strong crystal. In a way, I just harden my chakra and turn it into this. It protects from almost everything and can form into any shape I wish it to be. I normally use it purely for defensive reasons and can create it as long as I have chakra left in my body. I can use this as an offensive technique too. I wonder what it would feel like to be crushed inside a shrinking round barrier. It’s certainly a bloody mess afterwards.

♠♠♠♠♠Lightning Armor:: I can surround my body with lightning and make it into armor. It’s really quite useful against metal weapons. When someone hits my armor, they get a nice bit of damage from the shock and I get a chance to attack while they’re disoriented. Of course, it takes so much to control and keep up, I can’t use it for long. I’ll normally use it only when the need calls for it. Most of my techniques are defensive after all.

♠♠♠♠♠Ice stalagmites:: What more do I need to say? I can form giant ice stalagmites that shoot out of the ground. I can use it because it’s a frozen form of water. It doesn’t scare me and I can use it anywhere that has a good amount of water. It takes a bit out of me but not all that difficult a skill. I use it when I can to help in battle. I don’t really expect it to do much.

♠♠♠♠♠Ice Prison:: As the name suggests, it is a prison. I use it to trap my opponent and then dispose of them in an easy manner. Sometimes I just suffocate them in there. If they manage to get out then… good for them? It is not a skill I tend to use often actually.

♠♠♠♠♠Summoning:: have several contracts and summon creatures to aid me in battle all of the time. I know my limits well and will not risk my life needlessly. So when I need help, you can bet I will summon for it. Sometimes I will summon more than one at a time but only in an epic battle.

♠♠♠♠♠Snow:: I can make it snow no matter the season. But this is a last resort. I assure you I will not be caught using it unless I really think I will die in the confrontation. I release all of the chakra in my body to summon this deadly snow. Anyone that is touched by the heavy snowfall, will lose their chakra and their body will begin to weaken. Too long in the snow or area will cost them to lose their life. Of course, I will be completely unaffected but will be vulnerable until it takes effect.

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♣ welcome to the grave ♣
they all fall down

× ` - - яeค∂ мy LIPS | | "At worst, you live to see another day."

× ` - - DANCE ωiτh мe | | Smile

× ` - - τคsτe τhe RAINßOฬ | | plum, medium orchid, and dark magenta

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♠ ♣ ♥ ♦

[xX Toxiic_B U N N Y Xx]

[xX Toxiic_B U N N Y Xx]

› › _______________Fugiwara Razeluxe__

♠ wanted dead or alive ♠
ring around the rosie

× ` - - TERMS of en∂eคrмenτ | |


Raze::
I received this name from my friends in the academy. I honestly couldn't care less what anyone called me since names are meaningless. They are merely devices that are used to tell a 'person' apart.


Lu-Lu::
My mother didn't think the name my father deemed me was adorable enough and called me Lu-Lu all of the time. I assume it is because she always wanted a girl to dress up like some silly little doll. Not that she didn't do it to me often. She was quite unwell.

× ` - - мคκe ค ฬISH | | Hmph. I don't see how it's any of your business, but I was birthed on October the thirty-first twenty-three years earlier.

× ` - - PLUG oя ouτleτ | | You must be blind if you can't see that I'm a Male Humanoid figure.

× ` - - мy fคvoriτe FLAVOR | | As long as I'm satisfied, I don't much care what gender the other end is.

× ` - - ι HEART you | | Love is for the weak.

× ` - - hoмe sωeeτ HOME | | I'm from Kumo: Hidden Cloud.

× ` - - LABEL мy poωer | | Hmph. Medic nin.

[xX Toxiic_B U N N Y Xx]

♦ it's not easy being me ♦
a pocket full of posies

× ` - - τoτคl CAMERA ωhoяe | | link to images of your characters anime only, please, & nothing realistic-looking please.

× ` - - ∂rคω ค PICTURE | | Oh my goodness gracious, you really are blind aren't you? Why else ask for my appearance when I'm standing RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU?! This is a waste of my time. I have pale white skin, but nowhere near as white as snow. My hair is long and brown. I like to keep it down but on certain occasions I'll tie it back or even use an illusion to shorten it. Appearance is malleable after all. My brown locks tend to curl all over the place. It doesn't look bad or anything, just throwing it out there. My eyes are a light brown just like my hair. I don't have any markings on my face and I don't plan to have any.

Clothing… is actually something slightly important to me. I dress to impress most of the time and often in clothes of white. It is easy for me to mess up that clothing because of the work I do but I have plenty more to spare. The clothes Orochimaru has all the rest of his disciples wear… is shabby at best. It's difficult for me to work in and uncomfortable. Besides, it does nothing for me. I tend to wear a gray or black vest with several secret pockets that don't show or long sleeved white trench coats with no shirt. My pants are normally white as well but on occasion, I wear them black. All of my clothes were designed to assist me in my techniques and not hinder me in the least. I hide more on my person than what could be seen.

My body type… is athletic. I do a lot of jumping around and train everyday. As a medic, it's important for me to stay in tact to help others that may need assistance. As much as I loath it, my comrades must be taken care of. But that fact does not keep me out of the fighting. I'm not lean. I would say, I have a fairly muscled body that gives away little. So yes, I am stronger than I appear. My height is a good six foot two inches and I doo have tattoos… in a sense. Both markings on my body are seals. The first has been with me for as long as I can remember. It is my families crest, a seven pointed stare with other symbols to the sides. It takes up most of my upper left arm. And the second is a seal Orochimaru has decided would be best for me.

I do wear jewelry. It's not just for show but for use. I've got two hoop earrings on my right ear and a long dangling chain with feathers on my left. My thumb ring is shaped like a crown on my left hand with two bracelets. I have a skull ring on my left middle finger and a bird one on my index finger. The last piece of jewelry is a fairly large snake bracelet that wraps around my right forearm. With no more to say, I bid you adieu.

× ` - - HEART คn∂ soul | | I don’t pry you for useless information, do I? For the love of… Ugh! I really don’t see why you prod me so. I suppose I can begin with my apathetic nature to almost everything. I don’t much care what happens to the people around me or myself for that matter. But there are things I do take an interest in and one of those things would be books. I’m a complete bookworm. I give off a cold air about me, as if I don’t want others to interfere with my life. Or so I have been told by many people. I guess it’s true since I don’t like people up in my business like you happen to be. Contradictive would be a good word for me. I’m generally calm about most things but I’m easily annoyed at the same time. I guess there are just so many things that piss me off in the world it’s hard to stay calm and passive. My hateful nature has given me many enemies whether the other person knows it or not.

Someone once said I was a distant person. Whether or not that’s true, I can’t say since I don’t pay attention to pointless babble. I’m too intelligent to bother myself with the idiots of society. Some might even call me cocky and I’m brazen enough to accept it. I have an untrusting nature to me since as long as I can possibly remember. The only person worth trusting is yourself and no one else. Of course, I’m forced to trust the teammates Orochimaru has assigned me with. I suppose they aren’t as useless as most. People used to berate me for my negative attitude towards everything around me and I don’t think anything about that has changed. I still think the world should burn and everyone inside it deserves to die. And that includes me. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not like I’m suicidal or anything. I rather like life but I know what sins I’ve committed can never be redeemed.

Not many can rival my sense of cruelty. Many would call me sadistic as well. I suppose the two traits travel hand in hand. The sight of blood excites me. The shrieks of pain and the terror on the faces of my enemies or targets make me smile. Killing gives me the greatest feeling in the world. It's almost akin to that of love. As bloodthirsty as I am, I wonder sometimes how it is I remain so honorable. It is a trait that has caused me many problems. I will not fight an opponent that is unable to fight properly and I won't kill an innocent person that has done me no wrong. However, I won't stop any of my companions from committing the deed. Their fates are their own to manage. On that note, I'm a fairly rebellious soul. It pains me to be so obedient to Orochimaru. I hate taking orders and if he wasn't the reason I gained so much power, I would have betrayed him long ago. So in a sense, I'm loyal as well. At least I am for as long as it still benefits me.

Blunt, secretive, unfriendly and conniving: I've heard it over and over again in my life and it still hasn't changed one bit. I like to keep to myself so don't bother me and no one actually gets hurt. Someone went so far as to call me lonely. What a ridiculous claim. Why would I be lonely when company means nothing but problems? Oh, and here's something never known about me. I'm rather kind to three people. They are the only ones I think are worth that kindness and I don't waste it on the simpletons.

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× ` - - τhe ∂usτy PAGES | | My mother wanted a daughter. My father wanted a son. My grandparents wanted as many grandchildren my parents could produce before they died. Guess whose dreams came true when my mother gave birth on October the thirty-first? That was the day my father held me with love and deemed me Razeluxe. It was what he called, the most suitable for a first born son and child. Sure, my mother was thrilled that she had a healthy baby boy but she still wished she had a girl. I know this because I had asked my grandfather after a few years of being dressed like a doll. But that is off track. I still have to tell you what my grandparents thought. They were… ecstatic? Yet at the same time, they were completely worried because of what happened when a nurse picked me up without gloves. Imagine what it feels like to kill a person for the first time. I have never felt that before. I was far too young to feel such things.

My first nurse died after holding me for two long. That was a sure sign of my inheritance from my father. It was a good thing my mother never touched me before then at the insistence of my father. It saved her life. Unlike my father and grandfather, she did not have immunity to the kekkai genkai that ran through my father's line. But I'm getting ahead of myself. Let's just say that, until my grandfather and father performed the ritual, I was a living death trap. Maybe, if the nurse hadn't held me for so long, she would have lived through the experience with better health than she ever thought possible. But alas, that is something I could not control. My father always knew that I would have a chance of inheriting and perhaps that was why he had not let my mother touch me until he was sure. Though I doubted he meant for anyone to die. She was moronic enough to touch me after knowing full well which family I belonged. She deserved that death.

My family took me home a few days later and placed the family seal on me. I was fairly young so I have no memories of this. What I relay now was from my curious prying of my grandparents. They were the most knowledgeable people in the world to me when I was younger. Right… as the years progressed, I was showing a very high intellect and far too curious for my own good. My father spent hours of the day with me, teaching me. My grandfather did the same. My mother spent free time with me when she was not at work. You see, she was a medic ninja and was called to the field often. Needless to say, I learned much from her. Whenever she was home, she would take me shopping. She was a bit… unwell. I didn't hold it against her at the time since I was three but that eventually changed. When I stopped letting her slip me in dresses all of the time, she started dressing me in these strange Yakamas and suits. But I had to admit, I liked some of the fancier clothing, as long as it was for men.

When I turned seven, my mother conceived another child. Well, children. She began to pray at night for a girl and paid less attention to me for those nine months; typical really. My father had to split his attention between us but he did not stop teaching me. My grandfather and grandmother began to fill the time my father once held. I was kept secluded from the rest of the world. I didn't understand why and still don't. Perhaps it was because at that time, I was prone to getting hurt. So much so actually, that my mother had to teach me how to heal myself in case she was not there to aid me. That was what had gotten me into the healing techniques.

My seclusion from the world ended when I began going to the ninja academy. My grandfather proceeded to accompany me for the first few weeks before he let me be there on my own. But my teachers were apparently instructed to keep a close eye on me. Why, I had no idea but I think it had something to do with my bloodline. By then, I had already stopped getting hurt easily and had learned how to dodge attacks at a surprising rate. This brings me back to my studies. I was such a studious child, I excelled at almost everything. I was moved up quickly and graduated far faster than anyone they had seen before. How wonderful it was for me.

Now, back to before I graduated. My twin sisters were born and they took up my mother's time. My grandmother died the very same year they were born. Neither of them had the kekkai genkai. It was odd, but I did not question it at all. I was glad to be the only child to inherit it. It was my pride and joy after all. It was what kept my father from doting all over his new daughters too. I am not afraid or ashamed to admit that when those 'bundles of joy' came home with my mother and father, I was furious and locked myself in my room. I wasn't exactly jealous of the twins… I just didn't want them in my domain. After seven years of having my family to myself, it felt like they were strangers trespassing into my life. They were unwelcome into my world and I wanted them gone.

"Raze? What's wrong?" My father asked through the door.

"Nothing! Go away!" I had shouted. I was very immature back then and would not speak to him anymore. It took my grandfather's pretty words to get me to even unlock my door a few days later.

During the time I was in my room, I came to terms with the fact that I had two younger sisters related to me by blood. How ridiculous I felt becoming annoyed just because they existed. I wanted to be mature after all and I was failing epically. What a poor son I was turning out to be. Oh yes, I did have little fantasies of making my old man proud but that too dissolved eventually. However, that does not happen until much later. So much later in fact, I don't see why I mentioned it at all.

As the years progressed, things began to change in my household. My mother was becoming more and more ill and my sisters were becoming more and more pampered. My father stepped up his training of my new found skills over metals and my grandfather finally began to teach me about our kekkai genkai. It was really quite enlightening. My mother became distant from all but my sisters. My father loved her too much to try and do anything about it. He didn't want to send her away and she began to grow violent. How strange. I remember not even caring by that time. I didn't even want to see the woman's face anymore. Just like my sisters… Perhaps it was because they were women? I didn't care to understand and I still care little for that part of my past. But there is an event I will never forget. It changed my life and it taught me a valuable lesson.

I was nine and the seal to keep others safe from my kekkai genkai was finally complete. Yes, it took eight years for the entire seal to come into power. It would be easier for others to approach me now and that was not exactly something I wanted. With that knowledge in mind, my sisters, being almost two years of age, were now allowed to come near me since it was relatively safe. I didn't go out of my way to care. I was alone in the kitchen with them; no one was around to help. I didn't hurt them. I just let them be and was reading some advanced material on jutsus. But just because I paid the children no mind did not mean they would leave me be in turn. They were just children after all and playing was always on their minds. They came up to me and began tugging at me. They were so bothersome I pushed them away a little too harshly.

"Lu-Lu!" My mother chose that exact moment to come into the kitchen. "How dare you hurt your sisters like that?!"

She was furious and gathered up the now crying twins. I felt no remorse. She set them aside and slapped me. It was loud and shocking. Never had I been touched by my parents in such a way. It sparked something in me. I looked at her with such cold and heartless eyes that she involuntarily stepped back from me before she actually recomposed herself. She had slapped me over something silly. Normal parents berate their children for pushing their siblings, not act out violently. But then again, I didn't exactly have a normal family. My own mother was playing favorites. It was clear enough from the beginning who she loved more in the family. She didn't even look at her husband with as much love as she had for those damn sisters of mine. From that day, she ceased to be anything more than the woman who had given birth to me. There was no love in my heart for her.

I had scared her so much that she ran out of the room screaming some nonsense about evil. I don't know when I began to change into this negative person that saw only darkness wherever I looked but I didn't much care either. I liked the feeling of not having to worry about others. It worried the rest of my family of course. They said nothing about it however, effectively letting the hate in my heart and mind grow. My mother kept my sisters away from me as much as possible of course. She feared I would be the one to go mental and kill them. In all truth, I would never do such a thing. But needless to say, she had been the one to go loco. She killed herself by throwing herself off a cliff. My father mourned for days.





I graduated at a young age and was offered many positions. I was placed into a team of three and began training to become a medic. The training was difficult, rigorous. It was challenging enough for me to realize that I couldn't just waltz through the lessons like in the academy. The training took up much of my time and I returned home late every night. But my dedication decided it would pay off. I still had peerless potential and skill in the area along with many others. Once I was deemed ready to be a medic, I was offers to join ANBU and other such organizations. I refused. My current team had grown on me and I wished to remain with them for at least a little bit longer. I continued to train and as the years went by, I discovered things about my kekkai genkai that even my grandfather did not know about. This brings me back to that life.

He died when I was fifteen and my father had nothing more to teach me. Ever since that woman killed herself, he was never the same again. He moped and neglected us children. My sisters were forced to grow on their own and with the help of my grandfather, they had survived. But when he was no longer there, the responsibility came down upon me. I did not welcome the chance to bond with them. I didn't need any relations with them. My respect for my father died and I moved out of the house. It wasn't a very smart idea in the beginning but I was doing enough missions with my team that I could hold my own. It was a blissful peace for me. I was away from the remainder of my family at long last.

But all good things come to an end whether quickly or slowly. That was an important lesson I learned from my own family. The team I was apart of was a bit more advanced than we were supposed to be. We were already accepting A and S ranked missions. It was normal for us by the time I was seventeen. After two years of things going well for me, we accepted an S ranked mission. It was not something we had expected since this was a job hunter ninja were supposed to do. We were to hunt down a high class deserter and criminal, kill him and return. We had to bring three other ninjas with us because of how dangerous the job was. I was the only medic. It… seemed easy enough at first. I wasn't all that worried, but Minato was. Saito was as well. They were always worrying about things like this. It made me wonder how I had grown so attached to the silly little boys; though they were actually two years older than I was.

We traversed far from the village and found exactly who we were looking for. It was as if he was waiting for us actually. The man's name has already slipped my mind but I won't forget that face. He was smirking while we all split up and surrounded him. We thought we had him, but we couldn't be more wrong. He was the first to attack, killing off one of ours in his first attack. It turned to hell from there. I couldn't really help anyone since I could only focus on one person at a time. Saito had gotten his a** injured first and he was the first one on my list. The whole thing ended in disaster. I wasn't lucky enough to come out unscathed either. But it was a mission success at the cost of four lives. Saito and I were the only ones to survive the ordeal.

That's when I met him. He came out of nowhere while I was trying to help Saito to his feet. It was eerie. Never once had I feared something I knew nothing about but… this man gave off a strange air. At first I recognized him not, but once he introduced himself, it clicked. I had heard the name… and there had never been anything good about it. Orochimaru had the gall to come up to me and offer power. I was powerful and he was insulting me to my face. That pissed me off. So much so I told him to leave me be. He was happy to oblige, but not without a price. I didn't even have the time to react when all of a sudden, he had bitten me. All I could feel was the pain. The area he had bitten me was just above the collar bone in between both of them actually.

And he really did leave me be. He left me there with that curse and an injured teammate. The situation could have been worse. We returned to the hidden cloud three days afterwards. I was admitted into the hospital as well about the curse but they couldn't do anything about it. With my team inactive and another completely destroyed, I spent the recovering months thinking about what Orochimaru wanted. He had heard of me and my skills that was what he had said. But he could offer me more power? I was… intrigued and could not get my mind off of him.

Eventually, I gave in to the pressures of wanting more power. I already knew I was skilled, but the prospect of gaining even more was… deafening. I left the village a few days before my nineteenth birthday. I didn't feel any regret in becoming that which I had hunted. The village had no more to offer me. Saito didn't even ask why I decided to desert. He just saw me off in silence and we parted ways. I found Orochimaru after a while and have been with him ever since. But now he is spreading his forces rather thin. Four of us were expected to do all of his work? He must have confidence that none of us would betray him like Sasuke had. Perhaps he is a fool for once he is no longer a use to me, I will no longer be in his services.

× ` - - τhis is MINE | |

★★★A good game of chess
★★★Sweets
★★★Making new poisons
★★★A very good book with a tragic ending
★★★Productive and useful people
★★★Blood
★★★Killing
★★★Animals
★★★Power
★★★Tea
★★★Smoking

× ` - - NO τhคnk you | |

☈☈☈Bitter foods
☈☈☈Idiots
☈☈☈Fishing
☈☈☈Antidotes
☈☈☈People
☈☈☈Lovey dovey couples
☈☈☈Sunny days
☈☈☈The smell of flowers
☈☈☈Most vegetables
☈☈☈The color yellow
☈☈☈Alcohol
☈☈☈Ramen noodles
☈☈☈Ginger
☈☈☈Taking pictures
☈☈☈Having a dislikes list longer than a likes list

× ` - - мคke мe TREMßLE | |

☠☠☠Falling in love:: Love makes you weak and I refuse to be weak.
☠☠☠Losing myself:: It is merely something I would rather not happen.

× ` - - ßELIEVE in мคgic | |

☪☪☪Become stronger:: Everyone has an obssesion with power. I am no different.
☪☪☪Kill Orochimaru:: He may be the one I am currently serving, but it doesn't mean I have to stay loyal to him. He forced this fate on me and I would like to see his head on a platter.