Loki let loose a howl, enjoying the freedom of allowing himself to change. Years ago, weeks ago even, he'd protested even a monthly change, but now, well, the outcome was obvious. It wasn't that he hadn't liked the feeling before, but it'd just seemed wrong to do so with his parents and the possibility of hurting others. Things were different though now. The night was just settling in, and as he laid out in the field, moonlight bathing his black fur, he felt truely alive. Nothing could compare to the freedom of letting go of his human skin and giving in to his blood right. It was as though the god Máni were shining as brightly as he could just to sooth Loki.
He'd been troubled as of late, finally living among his sisters and brothers. None of them really knew what he was going through. He'd grown up among humans, was raised by them even! While most of them had spent their whole lives with the pack. He'd adjusted to living with his people again easily enough, but it was still so strange.
Loki rolled over, looking up at the moon above him. There were so many myths and legends that involved the moon and it's various deities. Nyx, Máni, Arma, Dianna, Selene, Sin, Yarikh- so many gods and goddesses to define something so beautiful and simple. Looking up at the silvery light in the sky, it was easy to forget about the war that had overtaken his world. He'd only just come to the pack a week before the deaths of his kin so he hadn't been quite as disturbed as others had. It worried him though that this was happening right when he'd joined his kin again. It was as though he'd just come home only to have everything snatched away.
Were the vampires as bad as the others made them out to be? He wasn't sure. He'd read books, sure, but all them had been written by humans and therefore were hardly accurate. Maybe one day he would seek one out, talk to them, understand them. He shook the idea away. His people would brand him a traitor if he did that. It would be foolish to do such a thing after just joining. No, better to find a book.
[[edit// cause I'm bored]]
Loki stood up, standing on all fours. Unlike most of his kind, his appearance became much more wolf-like when he changed. He was smaller than most werewolves, his limbs leaning towards the canis side of him rather than the human side. It suited him though. He felt less of a monster that way and more of an animal. He set off at a run, letting the cool air ruffle his fur as he loped through the field into the forest. The rain began to fall a few minutes after his dispatcher, the clouds overhead blocking out the moon. An omen? Maybe, but not likely. The rain felt nice after all, even if it was cold.
He supposed that was his norse blood speaking. His parents had suspected he might be Norwegian, but had never actually been able to prove it. It would certainly fit though. The legend of the wolf 'fenrir' always made him think of himself in a way. He came to a halt after a while, just as he came to a clearing in the woods. Sitting down in the middle of it, he looked up at the sky, letting the rain run down his face and saturate his fur.