Zane Mikals
"Wait.. I-" He watched Keisa walk away, and his entire body felt numb. Good job, moron, You've done it again. Anger once again flashed through him and he turned himself, walking to the bathroom. When he looked at the mirror, he noticed the look in his eye. He himself shrank away from it, not noticing the small glint of malice. He looked down, shaking slightly. "I'm such an idiot..." He hissed at himself, glaring at the mirror. "It's all your fault." He growled at it, squeezing his eyes closed as he let out a short yell and flopping on the ground, kicking the wall hard enough to hurt, but not too hard so he didn't push a hole through the plaster. Can't do anything right... you'd messed everything up so far, why don't you just- he cut the next thought off. No, suicide was not an option. It never was, it never would be. Sure, life sucked, but it wasn't bad enough to really...
Was it? He shook his head quickly. No, it wasn't worth it. He couldn't be happy without the birds, the sun, the sky, even the rain and snow made his life complete. Maybe it would have been better if I hadn't ever bumped into Amber. Maybe it would have been easier for everyone if I just never came back, if I continued living on my own. He sighed, letting a few sobs escape his throat as he buried his face in his arms.