◈ Ritsuka Kaname ♂
Why scream?
Nobody will hear my pain.....
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Again he had filched at her sharp words....though...sadly he fully believe it. He was pathetic. Tears began to form in his eyes when she asked him if messing around with older guys was the only thing he could do.... He didn't go fooling around with people, Tasuke was the only one he actually chose to mess with. Light blue eyes shot up at Kamiko and widened when she said Tasuke didn't even care for him. He hated how all the doubts he had been having....seemed to come back again in the form of her words..... "I...didn't s-sleep with him...." Ritsuka said, looking back down again when he was called a whore. "N-n-no...." he mumbled, his words barely even able to be heard. He had sobbed lightly, bringing a hand up to wipe his eyes.....thats when he heard the last thing she said...and it made him almost completely break down. '..I...I didn't like it..' "Y-your wrong..." he said, trying to defend himself 'Theres no way I could have liked that' "I didn't even know him...' He forced it on me...' "I was...I was beaten for trying to get away...." He said both in his head and to her. He was trying to convince her....no...he was trying to convince himself that he didn't enjoy what had happened to him. Ritsuka felt scared again and buried his face in both of his hands before beginning to cry heavily....though it sounded like he was trying to hold it back....trying to be quiet....for 2 reasons, he didn't want to show her his tears...and he didn't want to wake the older male that was still in his bed. '...still in....my bed...' he said in his head, feeling more tears escape and his mind actually beginning to believe what was being told to him.
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I am hanging on every
word you say.....