((oh there is soo much one can do with just a fork twisted ))
The adrenaline rush he got from his attack with the fork soon faded when he was restrained and left alone for a while for him to calm down. Sitting on his bed, his arms strapped tightly across his chest he waited, give it an hour or two and they would send someone in to talk to him, that idiot psycologist or whatever he was with the crisifix around his neck. Alexxi hated him, the s**t that came out of that mans mouth... But he wouldnt leave Alexxi alone, he just smiled and said "Life is full of tests Alexxi, God wants me to help you get better." Urgh pukesville, peoples like that seriously made him want to hurl. Why couldnt he get someone that at least had some sence of reality.
Though the straight jacket he was being forced to wear, despite sooo not matching his jeans, restricted use of his arms he diddnt mind too much, he was used to this by now and had adapted well. Most of the doctors that were scared of him normally where fine when he was restrained like this, like tourists looking at a caged lion, it was fine as long as there were bars in betweem. He would love to see the looks on their faces if he could do something, as they called it, 'violent' when he was wearing this. Was it possible to kill someone using ones feet? He diddnt know but he could do lots of other stuff.
Shuffling over to the side of the bed he picked up a lolly from the top of his drawers using his teeth before sitting back down with his knees pulled up to his chest. Carfully manovering the stick of the lolly he placed it between his knees and heald it in place, tugging the wrapper of with his teeth and spitting it onto the floor. Somewhere inbetween all this, the door opened and his counciler or whatever the heck he was came into the room.
"Need some help with that?" He asked kindly, that annoying inane smile that made Alexxi want to punch him already in place.
"No, i got it." He mumbled through a mouthful of strawberry candy. Sitting more comfortably he frowned as the man (who i really show think of a name for) sat himself on the end of Alexxis bed. Invasion of private space much?
"Your doctors tell me you hurt someone again." He said, sounding rather dissapointed but it just made Alexxi want to hit him more. "You need to understand that its wrong to push bits of plastic into peoples eyes."
How on earth the other could say that with a straight face was beyond him, Alexxi couldnt help but snigger.
"Its not funny, its almost deffinate that he'll go blind."
"So?"
"How would you like it if someone did that to you."
"I wouldnt let them."
Another sigh. "Listen, if you keep acting like this theyre never going to let you out of here. Is that what you want? I know it isnt because you told me. I wish you would let me help you."
Holding the stick of the lolly between his knees again, Alexxi took it out of his mouth so he could talk properly. "Listen." He said, mimicing the other mans patronizingly gentle tone. "I dont need 'help'. I dont need to be restrained or to be force fed christ knows what drugs every day. Theres nothing wrong with me, its you, all of you. You cant see whats right infront of you, this world, this perfect little socioty youve built is nothing. Everything you deem important is worthless. Love, money, security, safty, the belif that theres something looking after us, be it your 'God' or normal peoples government or whatever. You all have faith in something that keep you feeling safe. Im in here because i can take all those things away and show you how pathetic you are. What i do isnt wrong, i am the innocent victim of a witch hunt, because its easier to scapegoat people like me then realise the true problem lies in the heart of humanity. My only mistake is trying to show you how pathetic you are, trying to make you evolve into better beings. I am not insane, i am enlightened, you are all just too blind and stupid to see it."
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