As she turned from her good deed of the day, she felt and then caught his eyes burning into her with a stare. Obviously she had his attention. Willow leaned against the fence of the front yard, and shrugged.
"Don't apologize. You aren't the first. Probably won't be the last. Soldiers like us are a dying breed."
As he made a hard attempt to not look at her, she wished for the first time in a long while that she could perhaps just reach out and touch him, without the possibility of hurting him in the process. He thought so ill of himself, so uncertain of his cause, so helpless in his purpose... if she wasn't patient, she might have preyed upon such weakness and crumpled him right there.
"But you see, the key word is few. Pessimism doesn't suit you, it really doesn't. You're more liable to miss what is in front of you. The point is there will be children that wish to follow. Whatever good deeds they do along the way may inspire others, even if soon afterwards those children decide it is not their path. In that way, such actions ripple through this world. It is the same with the underworld, Mr. Ecstuffuan. The only difference is the destruction such ripples bring is oft more noticed than the kindly action."
She smiled briefly, musing on the irony of a demon teaching a holy man optimism.
"And how dare you," she said, feigning mock offense, "tell me what these children of yours will grow up to be. No one is entirely good, sir. You still kill, whether the life is unclean, impure, what have you... it is life. If a child gives into such darkness, it does not mean that they will become entirely evil either. And of course, 'no one is so far into darkness that they cannot be brought back into the light', yadda yadda..." she gestured with a roll of her hand, moving on with the topic, and faded to polite silence as he asked his question.
"Insane? No. I think," she breathed, "I think you are misguided." She noticed in that instant that he had paused in his work. Did her opinion truly matter so much to him? She shifted awkwardly against the fence, her voice softer.
"You try to make the world into black or white. As intelligence has evolved, so has the complexity of the mind and the decisions it can make. It is not always yes, or no, there's multiple reasonings, why it can be one or the other, or why switching the perspective with a problem can create another solution entirely. You're trying to make everything two-dimensional, yes or no...black and white. You can't force the masses to that mindset. You can't tell them to worship and devote themselves wholly to a Lord that always forgives, when they can indulge themselves, and be forgiven again by that same Lord." She closed her eyes for a moment. "You're a very righteous man. There is nothing wrong with that."