Tres Ecstuffuan
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Lady Gilaen
Tres Ecstuffuan
Lovi sighed with a kind of exasperation that spoke volumes of her newfound resolve, but she seemed oddly content beneath the mental fatigue. She set her pipe on the table and eased into her chair, choosing to follow his lead and move on from whatever poor news the messenger had brought.
"My life is entirely my own now," she began, so proud of that statement alone, "I attend my clients, my charity, my personal time, and little else. As leisurely as that would seem, I don't find myself with idle time anymore." That wasn't entirely true, as personal time for Lovi was often spent idling, but she preferred to think of it as a chance to sit and contemplate. Contemplation, by her reasoning, was certainly not idle.. at least not from the inside looking out.
For a brief moment of what seemed like forever, Lovi looked into her reflection on her glass. She felt so different, but looked much the same as when she left (if a little more refined in her current setting). She drank from the cool, perspiring cup to ease passage to her following words.
"I missed you," she admitted, sounding somewhat defeated, "I don't think it's worth much to say it now, but I did. Not that I meant to see you again, but I suppose it was inevitable." She didn't stay her words to spare his fragile ego. She was never really that type of person to begin with. She would have been content to avoid him forever if so-called fate had been kind enough to afford her the opportunity. And she would have missed him forever all the same.
The Ladies Ward - Upscale Apartment Complex
_____A warm hollow seemed to open up in his chest. It was an odd feeling. Lovi seemed happy which was different from how he remembered her last. Associating with him seemed to bring chaos into her life. A thing Tres thought she yearned religiously but in the end, it was understandably too much to bare.
______The fact that she admitted to missing him made him feel warm. It almost made this entire revolution he started because of her worth it...but it was offset by the numbness that came when she spoke what he already knew. This meeting was not fate, but mere chance. It didn't matter if Sigil was made perfect, Lovi had never meant to see him again and the truth was, she was happier, better for it.
_____He forced a smirk, hiding his true feelings behind his confident grin as he often did.
- "What can I say...The Main Man is a hard to quit...", it was meant to be funny but the way he said it had almost no conviction. It was clearly a forced deflection.
_____It hurt him. He wanted to plead for her to stay with him but he knew that was preposterous and wanted to save himself the embarrassment. Deep down he knew it was for the best that she stay far away from him. All he had ever given her was hardship and she deserved someone who could make her happy.
______No amount of changing the world or fixing Sigil would ever make her want him back and the reality of it was crushing. She hadn't come back for him, she came back for herself. His phone rang again and he realized that he had been forgetting to breathe. He exhaled picking up his phone off the counter and gazed at the screen, not really reading it as much as giving himself a moment to compose himself.
_____He looked up at her.
- "It was good to see you again Lovi.", he wanted to suggest that they meet again, get a drink, have dinner on the moon like old times.
...but he didn't....
Instead he simply stood, leaving a pouch of gold coins on the counter to pay the bill with a tip.
"I hope you enjoy your stay in Sigil, for however long it might be."
_____Tres walked away. As he headed towards the glass door of the apartment complex, cracks began to run along the length of his crystalline arm. Eventually these fissures spread to his pearly light brown flesh. Tres could feel it and like a man who's nose had begun to run bloody, he hurried towards the exit...