Azara could see it on his face, the disappointment and the ill-contentment. She didn't want that for Samantha. Now by this point it was obvious she was either trying to ignore the two at the table, or she was ease dropping because every thing was already set out and ready for them but Samantha wasn't bringing it over yet.
"Please don't look like that. It's not what I hoped for her either, but it happened and the best we can do right now is love her. Samantha had to grow up in so many ways last year I had hoped this wouldn't need to be one of them but it was so we will make do in life. Can you still love her even though she made a mistake?" Azara asked, rocking the sleeping infant.
Finally Samantha came to the table, "Green tea and honey lemon cake." she said passing Tom and Azara a plate. She also had a plate for herself but the apple sause and carrot sticks for Nikki were more important. She began feeding her little sister who was just a little spoiled before saying, "The tea is a bit bitter but it just makes the cake taste that much sweeter." she didn't remember where she learned that but she remembered that it was a fact.
Samantha could tell something was wrong but she just kept smiling, "Could you tell me more about what I was like? I mean I really don't remember much."
"You don't have to push it Sam, you don't need to remember." Azara was just worried about Samantha's mental well being. She had not been able to handle it all before, what if she couldn't now?
Samantha's smile faded and she looked at the man, had she said something wrong? She hoped not, but she didn't have time to focus on that. She turned to Nikkie who was starting to make a mess. "Nikkie don't, you can't do that.
Samantha smiled, a bit as she cleaned up Nikkie a little, whipping the young girl's face off. "Thanks," She said, finally looking up at him. "Were there certain things I really liked? I mean I know that it's weird to be answering this but I'm just having a hard time no knowing who I am." She turned to Azara. "You've been great and all but I need to start learning about who I am."
"I'm still learning magic now, so I'm not sure if I've improved at all or if I've gotten worse, but I know Azara is important to me, she was sitting by me when I first woke up, and she has been with me since." She smiled happily. "But I hope you are feeling better now, I mean you still look a little down but you are walking around so that's good. Are you sick, like the, um... the flu. If so you should rest." She looked at him, she didn't want him to be sick, that would be bad.
"Still you shouldn't push yourself." She said, clearing the plates that were now empty, hers still sitting there untouched. "I'm sure you have people that care a lot about you that don't want to see you get sick." She smiled and washed the plates, Nikkie quickly following after her, screaming a bit because she didn't want Samantha to leave her alone. This of course in turn woke Maire up and Samantha had to hurry and take her from Azara to try to calm her down.
"I'm so sorry about all this, I'm still getting used to what to do. Azara said Maire is my daughter, but I'm to young to be a mother aren't I?" She asked, looking at Tom confused. This was not a conversation Azara had wanted to touch on.