I started writing a song that I think could be a duet that Santeri and Katri could sing. Katri would be the songwriter in this instance, as these are her feelings about Johannes:
It could be sung from a back and forth perspective somehow - of two people singing about the same kind of feelings, maybe? Anyway, it's really rough and is going to be hacked up quite a bit and trimmed down and refined, but here is the rough, unfininshed mess that will eventually become another song. I need to make a chorus out of some of the lines in this, format it, toss out a few lines here and there and keep the better ones, but this is some of what will be there when it's all done.:
Poison
I’m in the coils
Of a feverish dream
That holds me in its grasp
Stinging, biting me
Poisonous serpent, vicious asp
Release me and let me be free
I see your face over and over again
Down through the ages
You are haunting me
Reaching out for you
But no, I can never hold you
Another’s arms hold you
In place of mine
She has poisoned you
Poisoned our love
Broken promises rain
shards of broken glass
All around me
And my eyes are burned by the sight
Where you stand
In another’s arms
My worst nightmares come true
Broken glass falls endlessly
In my memory
Winds rise around me
I turn into a fury, a monster
And when all is done
Life is torn apart
Blood has been spilled
And I hold you bleeding
Begging you to come back
Stay with me …
I can never touch you
Strange and bitter
You are a vision, unreal
In another’s arms
You are unreal to me
I hold you tainted
In my memory
Poison, you are to me
Please, won’t you set me free?
The sight of you burns me
A thirsty pilgrim dying in the desert
You are the oasis that vanishes
A mirage
You were a vision
Of dazzling light
A torch
Burning bright
But you aren’t real
Another’s arms enfold you
And the touch of that
Poisons me
And now I turn away
I can be free
I won’t think of you anymore
You can never belong to me
And I will always be free
Someday other arms will hold me
And you’ll be nothing more
Than a forgotten memory