STARS IN YOUR EYESxx。
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xxxx ★ MODEL
┊❤) DEDICATION
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xx私はあなたが私と一緒でしょうかどうかを知りたい。
I'm on every day for most of the day, and most of the night usually. However, I live in Australia so I'm GMT +10 and I'm ten hours ahead of most, so I may or may not be on at the same time as everyone else. Nonetheless, I still get things done.
┊❤) BLURB
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私はよりよく理解したい。
When I was little, people used to dote on how pretty my family was. There was me and my three sisters. But whenever they did dote on my family, they always said "What beautiful little girls you have... And your little boy too! He's pretty enough to be a girl!" to my parents. But there was no boy. The little boy they were referring to was me, a girl. An actual girl. I had the parts, but clearly they didn't have the eyes. Nonetheless, I felt terrible. I didn't want to look like a little boy. I wanted to be a pretty girl.
It wasn't really until I was thirteen did people start seeing that I was a girl. I wore skirts wore makeup and did my hair in various styles, that at the time, I thought were beautiful. I did my best to look pretty, but I never felt it. After my experience as a child, I could never believe I was pretty enough. Especially considering my sisters always stole the spotlight. I felt like amoon rock floating in a field of stars. Something ugly could never be associated with such beauty. And being the middle child didn't help much.
But what made it so bad, was the fact that they were so amazingly talented at everything. They could sing, dance, play instruments and god knows what else so beautifully, and then there was me, on the sidelines, just waiting for my time to shine, but not even being disappointed when it doesn't come. I've taken that from child to adulthood. I'll do my bit and I'll step back. Everyone else can have their time to shine like a star. I'll wait. But I'll always doubt that my time will come. Even now as a model, I'm not popular, I'm not big. I love it, but apparently my passion isn't enough. I feel like I need to do more. I'm the type that always needs to best myself, but I can never seem to do so.
I think, the only thing that's good about me, is my lack of conflict. I dislike it. Intensely so. I won't come between a fight, I'll ride it out calmly until it dies. And if I'm not the one involved, I'll be the one to placate the fighters. Fighting isn't worth it. And more often than not, it's useless conflict that has no meaning, or it's about the smallest and most insignificant issues.
Fact: Has a pet ferret.
Fact: Has her own rose garden.
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I wanted this role because I can definitely relate to it. I have the same unfortunate situation (without the model part) in my own life, and I feel like I could portray the model quite well if I was accepted. However, in my life, there is no shining like the model, so I'd like to play a character that does have some good things coming out of her unfortunate situation.
┊❤) SAMPLES
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あなたは本当に私の重荷を扱うことができますか?
In my signature. Click the image.
┊❤) NAME
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誰もが名前を持っています。
Annalyn May Hunt
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